fight 'till the last !

HELLO !

helloooo everybody, what's going on ? :D
long time no see, write, or just take a look in my bby bloggy. hehe
yes. after graduation day (100% graduate alhamdulillah) and had spent the best highschool prom nite ever (see my fb for the pics), 
i'm declined from social networking (facebook, blogging, ym, etc) for about 2-3 weeks.
because of the reason 'searching for the best future' is now begin, i must have leaved it for a while. hehe

about my big dream, itb. i'm still unfortunate on the entrance test last month, but it didn't make me down.
having itb as the first choice in SNMPTN, maybe some people could say 'how dare you ?' or 'nekat amat sih ?'

my bestie ever asked anyone about being optimistic or realistic ?
being optimistic to reach your big dream (even though it's very very HARD to realize it)
or being realistic ? choose the 'save choice' one, and postpone your big dream ?

at first, i said realistic, i choosed the save one.
then, it changed after my uncle had said " there is no different between optimistic and realistic, the most important is you still move on to the top and get your best. "
how can i forget something important like that ?

i want to dare my fortune once again, reach my dream and being optimistic.
i'll fight 'till the last !
no matter why, i just want to be relief.

whatever the result it is, wish me bring you a great story on the next post ! hhe
so, see ya next week :)

p.s. i really miss my highschool time. hiks ;(

4th June isn't always bad

HELLO

today is 4th of June.
this day make my memories returns to the past,
when it -unwillingness- happened the same situation which is : broken heart. (with different people.)

yeah, simple but sure.
i ever wrote the old story of my 4th of June (just click the link), which is tell about my broken heart experiences, a year and two years ago.

040607 - ended with friendship until now, after a very very long time to forget it all. (you know who he is, my bestfriend until now.)
040608 - ended with fast break
and,
040609 - it haven't ended yet, because it's continue the 040608 afterwhile, but i don't know until when it would be lasted.

anyway,
after 040608 happened, i create my special quote which is 'BEING ALONE IS NOT TOO BAD' that becomes my favourite quote everywhere until now.
that words has made me think that " hey, you're okay if you're alone. don't be affraid. it isn't a must that you must be together with someone, right ? "

and then i thought,
i won't be the same happened again in the next year, in 4th of June 2009, 040609, today.
and it becomes true.
i can spend today with a little pieces of happiness, no matter what it is.
fortunately, i haven't broken heart yet, today.(hopefully not)
and it simply makes me create a special quote for today :

' 4th of JUNE IS NOT ALWAYS THAT BAD '

don't worry about your brolkenheart experiences, everyone ever feels it, okay.
don't affraid to feel broken heart, no matter the one who break the heart or the one whose heart is broken,
it's just a step to be mature.

see ya !

p.s. bad memories now replace with sweet memories.

make a bento for someone ? think again.

HELLO !

'think again before you made a bento.'
it was my bad experience last day when i was trying to make a bento(=bekal) for someone.
i'm not a dramatic lady or somehow, but that day make me turns bad.

so,
i'm not woke up in the early morning to make this bento because i just made a pizza mie.
it's too salty but whatever. haha
then, before we went to the course place i gave him this bento.
but, when we arrived he said something that made my emotions turns to the top and felt like this bento was useless.

fortunately, i must went home faster, so i'm no need to go home with him.
on the way to the front, he stopped me but i walked on and on.
i won't listen anything beacuse i had peevish that time.
i command him not to eat and give the bento to my besties.
then i leaved him and went home.

and you know ?
after that he just send me a message and said "i'm just kidding..."
oh-ho. funny ? after it already happened ?
sorry, i'm not consider it as a joke.You can said i'm too egoistic or whatever, but i was really really peevish that time.
i won't be regret and i assume that i won't make a bento again for him.
it's enough.

ian and baskoro said that "almost boy will be happy if you make a bento for him. "
yeah, almost. not all.
maybe i must make a bento just for myself. haha

p.s. for you especially girls, don't be like me. if they said anything bad about your bento don't be hurt. maybe it just a joke. okay.

3rd award

HELLO !

thanks for Latif who gave me this award :)

1. Link the person who tagged you.
M. Latif Rozi - Latif2. Copy the image above, the rules and the questionnaire in this post.

3. Post this in one or all of your blogs.

4. Answer the four questions following these Rules.
Questions & Your Answers:
1. The person who tagged you: M. Latif rozi
2. His/her site’s title and url: http://pesona-it.net
3. Date when you were tagged: 18 Mei 2009
4. Persons you tagged

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5. Recruit at least seven (7) friends on your Blog Roll by sharing this with them.
6. Come back to BLoGGiSTa iNFo CoRNeR (PLEASE DO NOT CHANGE THIS LINK) at http://bloggistame.blogspot.com and leave the URL of your Post in order for you/your Blog to be added to the Master List.
7. Have Fun!

it become very serious

HELLO

it become very serious.

when you always lays your sight on him/her then said, " he/she is my idol ! i just admire him/her ! "
and didn't realize that you've already fell on him/her.
fulfilled your mind, took of your breath, made up your smile, stolen your sight easily.
beside that, you are afraid.
afraid that it would erase someone who belong to you until now.

i know, i'm wrong.
i don't even know how it could be happened...

p.s. 'holiday' (not real holiday) is comin'. i'll be missed you all friends :(

eye

HELLO

for this time, i push my self into poetic-world. just it seems to be. I don't write it for someone, okay. It's just 'whatever'. hehe

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THE EYE IS YOU

I remember us,
the way we used to be,
I'd look your smile through my eyes,

But when I see you,
you look right through me,
I feel so alone,
but when I close my eyes...
i see you.

The pain we used to share,
gone up in whirl winds,
will I ever love,
or ever live again,

I am tired of crying,
and I am done trying,
To remember all about you,
but when I close my eyes...
i see you again.

All the feel I am sending,
the memories I won't sell,
I know there must be an ending,
to the story I will tell,

I dream only of your glory,
and happiness in life,
I try not to think of you,
but when I close my eyes...
all i see is you.

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FYI, which part i like from people around me ?
The answer is EYE.
mostly, i interested with people (in physically) is because the eye.
because it's deep & meaningful.
do you think so ? hhe

p.s. i've got terrible stomachache. soon i'll tell you. it's disgusting, you know. yuck

blogging season coming soon ?

HELLO

blogging season coming soon !

yeah, one sentence that represent 12th graders in my school, right ?
we know, the reason is almost because of the requirement of ICT Practical Examination which will be held next week.
some students said "ah, buat apa sih ? ngrepotin aja." (then go away)
or just said, "alah, cuma bikin blog kan ? gampang. " (but they won't open and write it anymore)

actually, what is the main function for this assignment ?
is it just : sign up - change template - one post - collect the assignment - done ?
or maybe you'll start to be addicted with blogging ? ( i hope so )

in my side, blogging is one way to represent your talent of writings.
no matter what kind it is, about your dailylife, favourite, song, pictures, review, information, tips & trick or etc.
it can be a place to share what you can't share with anyone in the real life.
you can post anything what you want, anything what you like, anything what you want to share.
don't be shy, fells.
there are soooo many friends you'll meet in here (blog world) or called 'blogwalker'.
you can start to visit their blog, intoduce, give comments, exchange link, etc.

see ?
blogging is not just only for requirements.
blogging is extremely fun !
so, let's start your day with blogging now, and share me with your great stories, i really want to read it. hehe :)

HAPPY BLOGGING !

p.s. I adore Raka Cyril Damar, he's the best from past until now ! :D

Why I often write this blog in English ?

HELLO

how's your day going ?
now i'm typing Javanesse Drama Script for practical examination next two weeks. geez
oh yes, it's simple-serious-comedious because the theme is : Religious.
lookin' for my drama group, it's such an impossible to make a seriously religious drama.
how bad with that, we'll make this by our way.
..or in the other words : slang it ! haha

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so, in my last two post, you have my words to explain :
'Why I always writes this blog in English ?'
actually not 'always' but 'often'.
hell yeah.
it's not because i want to show off you how well i could write in English. ( Hey, I haven't good grammar enough, okay. i know that. )
or maybe said, I'm not Nasionalist or not proud about our mother language-Indonesia.
or said, "Nge-blog pake bahasa Indonesia tuh cupu tau, Inggris dong gaul ! Wassap men ?"
no no no, A BIG NO !

take a look, people.
I'm sure that most of you have already read text titled 'Why English is Important' ?
( it is on our English textbook -for you highschool graders, or you can surfin' it on the internet. hehe )
I want to improve my ability and skill in English by doing this real practical learning (blogging in English) beside consider that my grammar isn't well enough and my vocab still insufficient.
I feel helped by you who ever critisize and give suggestion about my shortage ability in English, thank you.
I'm learning here to be better next, just that :)
how about you try to doing this (writing in English) ? not all out, just step by step.
you'll find different sensation. English is Fun. hehe

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how yeah, serious topic is over. hehe
i'm sorry if some of you offended by my words, i don't mean it. i'm sorry.
based on above, i'm not declare that i must write all of my post in English.
maybe sometimes i'll write it in Indonesia Language.
because, we know that writing in Indonesia Language is more enjoyable than others. hha

cheers,

p.s. School Examination is coming, watch out fells !

last weekend fever

HELLO !

finally, national examination was over !
so i'm relief for a while in here.
i'll tell you about my last weekend which is just one word : AWESOME.

Saturday, April 25th 2009

1st. SPORTISTA !

as usual team : me, pemz, ian, and baskoro. ( baskoro is veryyy lateee arrgh )
at first we wanted to do jogging in TLJ, but it was closed because there is porsimaptar. zzz
then, we went to school.
yeah school. haha
we played badminton, then basketball. after a while vicky was coming and played tennis with ian and bas.
i played badminton again with pemz, from the far i saw anggari ambon and rendra ( they were after doing MIB )
hooo. sport day today.
for me, it's fun because i feel like it's a long time for me for doing sport since months ago. hhe

2nd. HANG OUT w/ MOM

it's saturday and thats mean : my mom comes home.
after sport, i went with her and my little sister to eat siomay. hha ( my dad comes to from his office to eat a while with his fams. hhe )
then we went to Matahari which is : HOT ENOUGH
what were we do ? oh it's just take a walk. hha

3rd. HELLO BEACH !

my cellphone ringing, a message received and it's from bang hud said that 'spyderguys refreshing day on Maroon Beach start at 3.00 p.m ! if you wanna join please called adri.'
no more thinking i said yes !
and then we go, for me & pemz it's the first time i went there. hha nerd
men playing water & soccer, woman just taking pics. hhe
i enjoy it so much, i love this day. hha

4th. MIDNITE CINEMA

at maghrib i went home and welcomed with : " change your clothes, we'll going to cinema now. "
after a glance, i've already in E Plaza and be ready for watched 'I Know Who Killed Me',
the film was urrrgh, i don't know what to say, it's about mutilation and stigmatis. yuck !
then i closed this wonderful saturday.

Sunday, April 26th 2009

5th. I HAVEN'T TAKE A BATH

early morning, my home's bell ringing, 'TING TONG!'
" there is your friends outta there."
what ? this early morning and i haven't take a bath yet ??
guess what, fikar and ambon. they want to have a chat for a while.
how could i said that i haven't take a bath ?
am i smell or something ? but i have brushing my teeth ! is my perfume working well ? is it help ?
zzzzzz

6th. FISHING O RAMA

midday, my family and om topo's family went fishing together.
me and lia just took a lot of pics and enjoyed meal until we were bloated ! hehehe
it's so great because we joking and kidding each others in a car. hahaha

7th. SLEEP

this the activity i like most. hahaa

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so that's all my awesome weekend, a refreshing after examination of course. hhe
what about you ?

p.s. i got lot lots of nice pics ! yeeey

hey you the 12th graders, GOOD LUCK !

HELLO !

i'm sure that all of you esp. for the 12th grade of highschool have already know about the important event coming next week (20/4 - 24/4), which is :

NATIONAL EXAMINATION 2009

for the moment, for our tryhardness, for our wishes and hopes.
let's try and pray for the best,
hope all of we could be 'GRADUATE' together this year. amin
we know we can !

i'm sorry for the mistakes that i did to you. let's fight together !
so, GOOD LUCK y'all !

p.s. pray for me too ! hehe. let's pray and try together ! fight !