Just a note

HELLO


When you're stuck and suddenly found something written by unknown on your personal notebook :


"Jangan banyak mengeluh :) That thing won't solve any problem."


Guess I need to repair my self.
It's not good when you always tell everybody not to complain, but you get yourself a hit of it.


p.s. Actually, I know who wrote that note. Thanks, anyway :)

There's a time when you think about the unthought things

HELLO

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"It's your third year,"

It blows me sometimes. I never wonder that time flies so fast. Just like yesterday I started my freshmen's year continued with sophomore, but now I'm already at this point.

"It's your third year, what have you done?"

What I have done?
Not a lot but does little.

"It's your third year, what have you done? Are you satisfied?"

No, definitely no.
College life is too short to make me satisfied.

"It's your third year, what have you done? Are you satisfied? Then?"

Why then?
I've already here, waiting for the next pit stop of my life.

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That short monologue is just one of many about the unthought things.
Why I said, 'unthought'?

There's a time when you think about the unthought things.

For example, me, when almost everyday, I walk to my living place, late at night, almost early morning, alone.
That's the time when the 'unthought things' comes up.
It can be about everything. Main problem, life, family, friends, anybody, hopes, dreams, failures, tomorrow's plan, rain, sadness, etc etc
Any random pick is welcome at the time.
I ignored the cars, rain, people, prankster, I ignored anything around. Just walk in usual route, 10 minutes from campus, and then I arrived.
Maybe for you it has no meaning at all, but it's like a reminder for me, about anything that I forgot before.
Part of subconscious is leading in this time. I enter a different world of mind.

You need to think about the unthought things or just leave it in your short-memory and then disappear.

Well, you prove it.

p.s. So, do you have the time, when you think about your unthought things?




Somebody that I used to know

HELLO


It's been an age since the last time I posted about song here.
Got it from my pal, a few weeks ago, I've already posted about this song on my Tumblr account.
I love the cover version of this song by Walk off the Earth.
You can see their video here or download via iTunes here.
Beside, the lyrics, it hurts instead.


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Somebody That I  Used to Know
Walk off the Earth (Gotye cover)


Now and then I think of when we were together 
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die 
Told myself that you were right for me 
But felt so lonely in your company 
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness 
Like resignation to the end 
Always the end 
So when we found that we could not make sense 
Well you said that we would still be friends 
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off 
Make out like it never happened 
And that we were nothing 
And I don't even need your love 
But you treat me like a stranger 
And that feels so rough 
You didn't have to stoop so low 
Have your friends collect your records 
And then change your number 
I guess that I don't need that though 
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over 
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done 
And I don't want to live that way 
Reading into every word you say 
You said that you could let it go 
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

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How is it? Is it hurts instead?



Eat this stupidity #2

HELLO

(February 14th, 2012)

Happy grow older, retarded kid!


This was freedom, losing all hope is freedom.

This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time.

We are the all-singing, all dancing crap of this world.

-Chuck Palahniuk


Sincerely,
Us.



Just a hello

HELLO


A hello from here, everything's okay?