it become very serious

HELLO

it become very serious.

when you always lays your sight on him/her then said, " he/she is my idol ! i just admire him/her ! "
and didn't realize that you've already fell on him/her.
fulfilled your mind, took of your breath, made up your smile, stolen your sight easily.
beside that, you are afraid.
afraid that it would erase someone who belong to you until now.

i know, i'm wrong.
i don't even know how it could be happened...

p.s. 'holiday' (not real holiday) is comin'. i'll be missed you all friends :(