Dear Faker,

Faker was no longer able to continue, to run away, when she actually stay in this place.
Not moving, time is moving.
Overshadowed by a sense of fellow, human nature, symphaty.
Where should she run? Or should she shout to the world that the biggest faker is in here?
She lied to her self, she shatter her own happiness because she couldn't see that person crushed.


Faker, you just afraid.
You think that it will repeat the worst incidence of 3,5 years ago.
That person has friends who are your friends too. You're in one circle.
When you losing a circle of friends as the compensation for end it up with that person, speaking to tell the truth.
You lose it, you lose the world which you won't ever let it go, until now, and never come back as what it seems.
Being excluded from a circle, irritate sights, bad thoughts, painful words, all.
Since then, you're extremely afraid of losing friends.
Speaking the truth or losing friends, only that in your mind.
You avoids conflict because you know that every conflict starts, you can't wipe away those tears, you're officially weak. You're officially a faker.



Hey, faker.
When will you stop?