Detonator

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Leaving some steps in August before I forget it later.

You have a second.
Life is pretty good, because it should be. Grenade is on my right hand and time is ticking. It has the word 'thesis' as the fright cover, but it looks pretty good. You hold a time bomb in your left hand while the detonator is yourself. It is also pretty good.

You have a second.
Red color has already dominated the eyesight, I lost the yellow too fast.
Wrong.
Wrong because the fact is I threw it away just like the green one.
And now it turns into red, a red grenade. A red grenade that sticks in my hand, a red time bomb on the left, and detonator in my head.

You have a second.
The thing is,
..how to defuse.

I don't like coffee, but I need caffeine

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A quotation from Preet Bharara which represent me somehow.

Somehow people prefers coffee as their daily cup, or for the night drinks when they are struggling with something, or just as their side companion in their leisure times.
Somehow people prefers tea, almost has the same reason with coffee, but it has more universal usages, like normally you serves tea when someone comes to your house and I think women prefers tea more than men.

I'm not into the coffee or you can say that I'm not a coffee drinker, even it's just light coffee like cappuccino or caffe latte (which contains more milk and foam than coffee itself). It applies also for tea.

Why suddenly I brought up issue about coffee?
Well, I think I know the biggest obstruction that I always done lately is... I often falls asleep in the middle of the night while doing my works. Once fall asleep then it's over. After doing my daily activities, I can sleep 5-7 hours in peace just like nothing important to do. Such a dumb baby sleep, even though it's good for your health (but ofc not good for your works).

Coffee is like an alcohol for me, same case with soda/carbonated drink. Others said, try to drink glasses of water or eat an apple or eat vitamin C or sit properly in the table or applying balm under your eye bags. I've tried all, but it has no effect because I still can sleep easily, wow simply amazing.

I don't want to stay up late for doing my works if only I could do it without forcing myself to stay up late, but I have no choice. That's why I think I need caffeine or anything that can help me to stay awake.

p.s. Not checking the grammar because I'm too lazy to do it, so bye whatever. Happy fasting and don't sleep easily!

If living in lies is easier for you, then please do.

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You are suppose to be surprised because it hasn't been a month since the last time I step in here. Indonesia is full of political and World Cup issues right now. I'm not a big fan of football, but politics, to be specific. Well, it doesn't mean that I have a deep interest in politics, but it affects me in a different way (working forces).

Recently, I admire this kind of answer. It comes from Polarlight and I've already posted it on my other site. It happened between a 'light' debate about something. Then when the other side was starting to become out of reality, she said:

"If living in lies is easier for you, then please do. I have no right to stop you."

Deep, sharp, and stab perfectly.

Somehow, people only see it as just another typical answer. But for me, it's like a slap right on my face. I'm not saying that everything I did was lies, but I won't against it all too. Fake is something that I could do easily (in the past time, -and now too). Then I found out that being a faker is just like a social climber. They found that they're awesome, but actually they're just embarrassing themselves and they didn't realize it. Being a faker is hurt. It is this hurt.

After all, it comes back with the answer. Which one do you think is easier?

I won't say that I will choose to live in the world-with-100%-lies-free. But, if I seem too far away and drown back in lies, then just do tell and please stop me. 

p.s. The target is set, 2 months (max!) started from now. 

Not a big fan of bread, but I'll drive my way to Komugi Boulangerie

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Wow, one post a month. What a "beautiful" monthly dose. Is it proper enough?
Let's start a quick review about what I've done in the past month. Well, let's just passed the boring routines too (read : works and my sweetest thesis thingy).

Aaand the first highlight on May, absolutely, is Car Driving License! Woohoo~
Yeap I, who taught that herself would end up on the passenger seat forever, got it finally! And that's it. Bonus for the pic that coming out pretty good, which is not too dark or oily skin everywhere.

The second highlight is....Komugi Boulangerie. It's a Japanesse-French bakery located inside Papaya Fresh Gallery, Sukajadi Bandung. How it become a highlight? Well, I pass that place almost everyday on my way to work. Because I'm that kind of person who almost ignore (or forget) about breakfast, I often take steps in there to bought something for my tummy. And that's when the addiction begin.

Boulangerie = Bakery, Komugi : Wheat (source)

I won't write a review about Komugi, because you can find a lot of it on Mr. Google :) But the words "Hygienic-Healthy-Butter Used-Worth Pricing-Extremely Delicious-Multi Variant-One Day Bread" could resume it all. Oh, and you'll get 5% member disc every weekdays, 10% member disc every weekend, and 30% disc for the purchase > 9 p.m. everyday.

What I want to say is you should come and try for it. Almost all of the bread is a pleasure for your taste. I give my hat to Milk Pan as the current addiction, because of the perfect filling and soft-fluffy bread. I recommend Anpan (Red Bean Bread), Choco Pan Au Lait, Red Bean Croissant, Almond Cream, and Cream Cheese. But basically, every bread is worth to try :)

Bakery Display (source)

Not-too-short post as usual, right? I gave my try so that June won't just passed out like April. See you around.

p.s. Yeah, you right. Writing this post is just another kind of distraction from the "sweetest" thing. Paka. Oh, and yesterday, June 5th 2014, was the first anniversary of my bachelor-thesis-defense. And now I'm still working on it.....ok, unimportant. Paka again.

I know I'll be missing April,

..and I'm not going to give you anymore reason. It was just come in and out freely through my mind. Everything is not always run smoothly, like just another life experiences. Focus is the best option I had right now and better not to bother me with any kind of unneeded actions which sealed with human senses. I'm a human too, that's why I also know how to use senses at least in a proper way.

Thus, hello. That's a late-proper greetings for the cold blog one. Best shots for May!

People who play such a big role,

you proud about it, don't you?

..

Breath.

The Unpredictable Gift - Miracles in December

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As you've already seen from all of social media I have, maybe you've already bored with this picture too, ye-hey! But trust me, it's a-must-write-post and yeah, I'm extremely happy! Just like something suddenly burst from the top of my head and then it forms a fountain which can refresh the heart. Am I over-describing it? Let's say I'm not.

It was a sleepy afternoon on the library until they come and drop this red-green box on my table. From the corner of my eyes, I felt so familiar with the cover and I just realized that it was....Miracles in December - EXO original album! What should I do.... I held myself not to scream or be hysteric but I think I was. Never expected something like this happened as a gift and again I'm so happy! In addition, the special merchandise I got is exactly my bias, how come :') 

'Miracles in December' from Lio & Ical, yeay!

Huge thanks, super thanks, tons of thanks to Lio & Ical for your kindness and giving me this. Alhamdulillah, I'm so moved, really. I hope both of you will as soon as possible come back to Japan again, amin :)

I'll sleep well tonight, have a proper rest everyone!

p.s. So, I think some of you maybe didn't expect that I'm interested with this-EXO-things right? It's OK, now you know. But still, I'm not that freak okay...

D-d-driving!

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I admit that I'm not good in logic, math, puzzle, remembering direction, spatial things, etc-etc- and.....driving. Back then I still believe that I will sit on the passenger seat forever with someone next to me driving the car, oh yeah that's feel so good, am I right hey women out there?

I'm suck at driving, really. My dad knows it so well. But, I can't let my mom drives car everyday and I sit-like-a-baby-boo besides her and do nothing except helping open the garage door or direct her with GPS on my hand. Actually, I had learnt how to drive a car for about...2 years ago? Now it's completely gone and never shouts back for recall.

So, Riza and me took driving course in Bandung. Six days full of intense has been passed and we proud of our final driving accomplishment : driving to Lembang, Tangkuban Perahu, Floating Market in a rainy day. We feel so damn awesome while our instructor feels so stressed in guiding us. The proof shown below in case you don't believe it (hey do you see this little and fat kid?)

Taken by Riza in the middle of driving course. Do you see the instructor's hand? Oh yeah, grabbing the hand brake, I can feel the fear there sitting next to me. Sorry, Sir~

And today I encourage myself to drive my mom's car in Bandung. I'm still a novice so I accompanied by the super-patience-instructor (thanks! I know you'll read this). It tooks about 4 hours, along with traffic jam and rainy day. You know how it feels? It feels awesome.......just like a big accomplishment in my life haha! Overact I know, but really, I'm so happy because finally I can drive a car~ (though it's scary and almost die for about 8 times, super-patience-instructor said). I'll practice more and do better so that I can be a racer! .....someday.

p.s. I wrote it without checking the grammar, sorry. I'll take my driving license after my skill gone better, pray for me yehey!

Eat This Stupidity #9

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(should be posted on February, 14th 2014)

Well, now the trend is keeping the others' gift and wait for the right 'undefined' time to give. A keeps B's, B keeps C's, C keeps D's, and D keeps A's. Never ending circle and I'm not really sure when it will be ended. So..

Same messages for the kids.

Happy growing old, little kid! Don't be trapped in white-collar job, face your life! And I'll give the super awesome fact about driving in the next post yohoo.

Sincerely, us.

Not even a post

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What I'm trying to do in here is because...nothing. Want some update? Reca is retired, cellphone is repeating on-off-and-continually-off game, Tosh is running slowly, and I'm running slowly too. Adding some distraction and self-excuse, that's a completely big disaster for the blurry life path. Now tell me bloogy, do you now what you're going to do?  I know you are. That's why I'm on  the opposite side of you.

Yeah, okay, will stop blabbering now.

p.s. There's disaster in my country so let's pray for them. For everyone, please stay healthy and warm.

So I'm trying to make Bulgogi, Toppoki/Tteokbokki, and Dumplings!

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Almost everyday rain strikes the city, the weather is cold, or really cold. I'm not blaming the rain, but I don't like to wear the clothes-that-I-won't-ever-to-wear-because-of-the-bad-design for this kind of reason. I catch a cold and fever too for the past week, so I think I don't have another choice except keep wearing "that clothes". And this morning I struck my self on library again. Looks diligent, nerd, and smart? Thank you. 

Yesterday I cooked some Korean Food (Bulgogi, Toppoki/Tteokbokki, and Dumplings) because I'm curious with my cooking talent. Although the appearance is not mouth-watering, it's still edible. The recommended one is Bulgogi, I don't expect that the taste will be this edible, I think there's a luck here. I put the most effort on Toppoki (because I made the Tteok by myself). I ever made dumplings before so the taste is absolutely okay. For you who have my social media account should be bored by seeing this picture haha. Please excuse.

Self-made Bulgogi, Toppoki/Tteokbokki, and Dumplings. Once more, it's edible.

Smell you later, I gotta back to thesis (?). Actually I'm not really sure about it.

p.s. Please stay warm, it's really cold today and there's flood happened.

A reason why people choose silhouette,

..is because sometimes you need a blackout from your knotty life, just to restart and do it better.

Yeah, you do.

(Picture taken from here)

Another Mainstream Post

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We meet again at night, it's a bit nostalgic time isn't it, bloogy? No? Okay.

As we know that 2014 is on our feet right now and I haven't made any decision yet. How troublesome. I made a deadline which is the last December, but as I said before, there is still no decision. People were making the 'new year resolutions' point by point. And for those who could accomplish that this year, wow these people are no joke. 

By the burdened things happened, what am I supposed to do is....make a decision, chase the decision, and got my master degree on July 2014, amin. Let's just make it as simple as possible, because the detail of your resolution would be better saved in your brain area, and you better think of how you wouldn't ruin it out by your own excuse.

On the other hand, I made some new social accounts like in Instagram and Path. That's why you are allowed to categorize me as another mainstream person. Whatsoever.

p.s. Is it proper enough as the welcoming-new-year-post? No? Okay.