Nobody's fool

HELLO


"If you're trying to turn me into someone else
Its easy to see I'm not down with that
I'm not nobody's fool
If you're trying to turn me into something else
I've seen enough and I'm over that
I'm not nobody's fool
And if you wanna bring me down
Go ahead and try
Go ahead and try"


Nobody's fool - Avril Lavigne


Just a random song from play list. I won't be your doll, this is my style.

Scratch

HELLO

Evening, a video camera, short hair, a stage of music, old smile.
Don't make me remember it again.

Habit

HELLO


How's going ?
This is the end of January, 1 month after the new year, but what I've done ?


Well, lately I often posts on my Tumblr site rather than here, so I'm sorry.
I promised you before, I'll write about my random thought here, so here it is.


Habit.
Yeah, that word really blocked my way for doing the normal things in a relationship.
Some experiences from the past is greatly affect my attitude for doing this things which is I used to act like didn't care with anything happened, automatically make a gap between me and the person, etc
Why I'm doing that stupid things ? Because I want to get away from the person (I don't have any exhilarating experience on this)
That's effective and easy to get over it.
But the problem is, it's totally affect me NOW in the different condition because this time I was in unconscious state - want to get along with this person.
and like you guess, here comes the problem.


Even it was clearly done, but I'm worry about the next time if this habit is coming up and make it worse (please don't).
Well, I'm trying to change it and the reason is just for that person. That's it.


This post is cheesy. Uhm man, this is not my style after all. If it's not because that captious person, I won't ever write it.


p.s. You get my words on this

Deadline Everywhere

HELLO

So this year is gonna be awesome.. with deadlines.

They said, this will be a hard semester for STI people. Oh dear academic, why you're so amusing.

The semester haven't begin yet, but whenever I check my email, messages, messenger, and other social networking site, it always be a new task to do as soon as possible wheter the previous haven't completed yet.

bla bla bla bla...blah.

...Man, what am I said just now ?

That sounds pathetic, Dyah Diwasasri.

You look totally weak just now. Where is your spirit ?

Don't ever say a complain !

This is your responsibility, do it with your best you can do.

Cheer up yourself, you have your own high kick.

What, looks strange to see someone talking to themselves ?

Then familiarize it.

High kick,

p.s. what are you looking for ? Do it, if you want.

Kick 2010, 2011 !

HELLO

So this is the end of December, this is the end of 2010.

Many things happened, whether it was a good, bad or silly memories. I can't tell it one on one, anyway 2010 is awesome.

Some of my resolutions was successfully completed (even accomplished almost in the end of December - yeah you know what, get your laugh if you want), but some of them haven't yet.

Like the last year, I wouldn't wrote my resolutions on blog or social networking because it's a personal thing.

Curious ? Get enter my room, and see the wall after I kicked you with my high kick -- okay I'm joking.

Me, just celebrate new year with family, without fireworks and party, just doing nothing but who cares as long it's with your family ?

Anyway, Happy New Year 2011, have a blast !

Hope it gonna be an awesome year.

Hug and High kick,

I don't need any other romantic scene

HELLO

Do you remember that I ever posted something about romantic scene last few months ? Well, I think it was gone after I heard this sentence last few days :

"After prayers, there are 3 things I always pray : ask for forgiveness, family, then you."

I lost my words, congratulations.

p.s. Well, you don't have doing anything else, this is more than enough :')

Happy 20th Wedding Anniversary Mom & Dad !

HELLO

Happy 20th Wedding Anniversary Mom & Dad !

I wish for the best like I said in video and I wish I were there, sorry :(

I'm glad you like it, I miss and love you :)

Hugs-Kisses

We can because we believe and we believe because we can

HELLO




Currently listening Happy Birthday by Ten2Five, It would be nice if this song heared in my birthday #forget it, anyway yesterday was my little sister-monster birthday, happy birthday mons, sometimes I miss you little bit :p

So, it's about 13 days to go, MBWG for GPMB.
No words can describe how it feels, how their face, how our sacrifice, our happiness, tired, sadness, tears, love, and emotion blended, how the practices, no words can describe it.
It doesn't matter with the result but let's give our best, our journey is more and more meaningful.
At last, I'm proud of being with you all, even word proud isn't enough for describe it.
Like Ode said, "We can because we believe and we believe because we can."
Because we are, Marching Band Waditra Ganesha..
Go get it, geeks ! :)

p.s. something stuck on my mind and I hate it, please go away.

It's not that fun, it needed.

HELLO

(December, 3rd 2010)



The friday night, Is it fun ?

Why I asked about friday night, not saturday nght which is very stereotype ?
I just realize and found something that maybe contrary with my habbit.

A thousand faces, Is it fun ?

I ever wrote about the advantages of having a thousand faces, people won't realize your real feeling so you don't have to be worried for some reasons.
But, you'll be forced to smile when you're sad, hear when you don' want to hear, act like nothing happened when you're in regret and sometimes want to cry. I won't say that it is weak or it is coward. No, not at all.
I'm the person that often use the thousand faces for some reasons.
Not all the smile and the laugh is the real one.
Sometimes I have to laugh in order not to hurt the feelings of others, or laugh so that others do not know what I feel.
How hypocritical.

Fake expression, Is it fun ?

You may called me a liar for having fake expression, but it needed sometimes
Don't let something easy to let you down, don't let you cry for something that doesn't needed for it, don't let your friends always asks you with the same question, "What happens ? Why you look so sad ?"
Actually for me, that kind of question is really hard to answer because I don't want to look weak and make people think, "Hey you're not supposed to be weak like that."
Then here I am, almost keep it all alone except from some people. This time I really miss my old besties although the story is different from their life now and hard to tell it.

Why you still tend using it, is it fun ?

It's not that fun, It needed.
I want to be the me anywhere without the thousand faces and said, "Hello, this is me. Are you okay if I'm the person like this ?"

p.s. I didn't mean to let you have thousand faces, don't until you have it

This is the month, this is December

HELLO

So let's greet the first day of December.
Many people has tweet their #decemberwish on Twitter.
Most of it contain of nice mark on exams, their lovelive and so on.
What's so special about December, actually ?

I'm totally sure that my Marching Geeks and I have the same thing.
This is the month, this is December. It's already December.

GPMB 2010.
Just that, just these word in mind.
What it will be ?

All the emotion had mixed, I can't described it clearly.
But, I'm sure that we are going to show the best there, we'll be.
I trust you, geeks. And I won't ever dissapoint you.
I'll show you my best. We'll show you our best.
Because we are one team, Marching Band Waditra Ganesha.

p.s. Pray us for the best :)