I lost my appetite

HELLO


Another spare time between meetings in the rainy evening.
Frosty and what to say-I lost my appetite since this morning. What a dumb.
Do you want to choose what's the topic for this session?
Fortunately no, I'll take my round, as usual. So, please just listen.


Lately, 9gag always posted about "friend zone".
Maybe for some people, it's kind of teasing. And the rest of it, it's just kind of jokes.
Me and my girl-friends was talking about it yesterday, so that's why it passed my mind.
Should we take up about friend zone now?


....No, I lost my appetite too about it.
Okay, okay. Don't hit me with your grumble face like that, bloogy. That's lousy.
Someday, we'll talk about it.


Guess I lost my appetite to write another topic.
Then it ends here.


p.s. Does anybody knows how to neutralize something?

Eat this Stupidity #1

HELLO

Happy grow older, Kid!

Be mature and eat this stupidity!

Sincerely,

Us.

Webcam Toy Season

HELLO


What a rare moment for me to write you in this cloudy afternoon.
After met 3 people from Art major (fyuh), now I'm waiting for first meeting with my mentees on 4.


Let's see, a few days ago I found unique Chrome application named Webcam Toy from Neave. And it's really cool ha-ha-ha
First, I'm just trying with self-camera then I asked my friends in my major to try and it becomes huge.
Love the effects and the funny atmosphere when you were taking pictures with your friends :)
The other cool application is pixlr, you can try to edit some pictures with sooo many instant effects there.


Here some pictures ( just a few from hundred pictures) :

 

So, ready to take a picture?
Webcam is ready :)


p.s. I bet you'll try after you read this post haha Go get some fun! :)

Restrain is doesn't enough

HELLO


...And we meet in the middle of night again, disappointed?
You can take a deep breath because I won't be so long crashing you with my unspeakable chit-chat.
I'm in the middle of deadlines-weekend deadlines- for sure.
So I take my time for a while, here with you, release the force then go back to work.


My dear bloogy,
Your guess is right, satisfied?
I'm talkin' about that, restrain is not effective. I'm trying, but still it didn't work well.
I wonder why, is it that superb so not that easy to erase all things, what we've talk, what we've done before?
I never wonder why is it that hard to make it neutral.
Or because the denial came from presence of mind.
But, for God sake, I don't have any other choice except release all the things.
Restrain is doesn't enough.


Okay, deadlines is waiting.
Smell ya later.




p.s. I just don't want to ruin it all, my friend. Even though we've already know what's between.

We meet in the morning light!

HELLO


We meet in the morning light, how coincidence!
Just have some sleep after Marching Band practice last night (..actually this morning).
I think I got fainted after that, oh well that's okay so that we meet now, bloogy.
Class on 9, and I'm still sag in the cuddle of this-ultra-comfort-bed.
Gonna get fast, let's start the morning short break!


A few days ago, I've a random conversation or let's say share session with one of my friend about a problem -his problem.
And what it was?
I won't write it completely because of the limited time.


Which one is deeper, heavier, and you stuck in the consciousness.
It's about restrain again, actually. 
You, in your cognition, have to restrain so that the other one won't exceed the first.
Don't ask about how hurt and hard is that.


Let's say..what will you do if in the realization you can't handle it?
Should we choose the ideal condition and play save, or trying to be honest with yourself and follow Johnny Depp's quotation?
It's a difficult choice.
In that short time of babble, my friend said its better to leave it all, all of them.
So we'll have the same score. What a justice.


You can't lie yourself, how hard you forced yourself to restrain it and just pretending like nothing happened.
How long will you survive with pretense?
Final decision is just to be yours and you have to think about it.
And that coincidental conversation ends here, because he had to do his job that time and I had to practice (again).
Enough is enough.


Well,
It's really morning now..with unique date 11-11-11.
Are you ready to start your day?


p.s. Guess we need to meet in the morning more often, bloogy.

Sometimes, you just need to be impulsive

HELLO


I'm still wake up after 13 hours journey from my hometown to Bandung.
Traffic congestion, as always.When is the time of flying-car revolution?
Fortunately, It's all healed with one of my favorite food and stupid conversations. Thanks for the time.


Sleepy and dizzy comes, makes me want to sleep right now but I've to wrote something before I jump to my bed (although now I'm on my bed).
Hurry. what do you want to talk, bloogy? Smart choice and light topic, please.
I think it's gonna be a short post.


I never imagine before how fun it is when you do an impulsive activity.
But now, I enjoy it.
Sometimes, impulsive is better than a well-planning activity.
You need it, impulsive, to make differences between your daily (-and usual) activities.


Do a random thing with random people! Try a new thing with new people!


How big is your curiosity about that two statement above?
Not that big? Or this big?


Sometimes, you just need to be impulsive.
Because of that, you will know how "fun" it is.


Laterm I'll write more about impulsive.
But for now, it's enough, dizzy dizzy everywhere.


p.s. I've done it 2 times today, oh well.

Restrain

HELLO


Midnight distraction, awake after getting some sleep for tomorrow.
What's the midnight snack now?


Then, the random topic is...how about restrain?
What I means here is about keep your feeling and refrain from something.
Why sometimes you should forbear yourself?


Maybe some of you ever feel something which I wrote below :
You grin and bear your pain so that people won't worried about your condition,
You keeping a straight face when people distract your attention,
You keeping your temper and try to bear a cross about something that made you angry,
You keeping your feeling not to like someone else even though the fact is reverse and you can't deny it,


..How hurt is that?


Restrain is not as easy as you said and not as hard as it seems.
Somehow it's a positive but can be your negative.
How can be you refrain when you know that you're already deep in tortured?


..Isn't that hurt?


You can release it, sometimes. You can release it, my friend.
Make efforts is good, but don't impose yourself too much.
It's okay, no one would blame of your decision.
It's not about right or false, it's not about logical and imaginary.
All you need is just let it go, and see what will happen next.


'Let it go'?
Isn't that sounds weak and resigned to the situation?
No, it's about relieve yourself and open your eyes about something burried that you really want.
Should you ask to yourself or themselves, "Please let me go." so that you can release all your pain and hardness?
Or you still want to try keep your feeling and forbear it yourself?


Whatever you do,
The truth, even if it hurts, is better than anything.
And you can't restrain it.


p.s Self-experience ? Some of them, yes. Just described it, my friend.