Symphonesia 2009 !

Monday, 9th November 2009 03:00 am

HELLO

so it was aaaw-some !
Started at 01.00 p.m. until 01.00 a.m. in Sasana Budaya Ganesha, with thousands people there.
A little bit regret because I was comin' late so I missed Endah 'n Rhesa performance *grrr Marching Band practice*
Then I went there with Sandy, Iqbal, Otum, and the others FTSL guys. Yeah, I'm the only girl (again) and the missing one. Most of my girl friends didn't come or they came with their boyfriend *uhuk jealous uhuk*. So there I was, pretending like a boy while hanging out with them.
Err. I miss my girl side. LOL

ASEAN Culture Performance, Angsa Srigala, Endah 'n Rhesa, Efek Rumah Kaca, The S.I.G.I.T, Ecoutez !, Maliq and D'essentials, and Glenn Fredly as closing, I think paying Rp 52.500 for the Symphonesia 2009 ticket is worth enough.
Sing all along the performance and take a lot of pictures.
And you know what - almost the song here was all about love. I mean sadlovestories, brokenhearted, complicated, bla bla sad mode : on.
Single people shooted !
Okay, I'm in.

Overall, Symphonesia 2009 was great, and I'd love to come again next year. hehe :)
And here is some pictures. Sorry, no pictures about us because the camera battery was exhausted. gezz


Guitarist from Ecoutez !


Glenn Fredly


Maliq and D'essentials


Ecoutez !


The S.I.G.I.T

p.s. Oh yeah, I wore a skirt there, count me in :p

When I Got A Bad Mark

Monday, 9th November 2009 22.31

HELLO

Calm, I'm not going to write about love.
So, you won't able to read melancholic-sentimental-dramatic post now.
Want to share college-peeps-thinking when they are in the first semester and got a bad mark for their first midtest.
Uh-I mean, me.

When I was in highschool, got a bad mark was usual. Not very bad but It wasn't a great mark to share with your friends. I never got excellent mark (100 pure) for all of my test.
Then I was trying to repair it.
The result ? Good enough.

After that, I entered college life, here, ITB. School of Electrical Engineering and Informatic.
Almost people with over-capacity of their brains ARE THERE.
In the other words, ex-all kinds of olympiad members or genius people who wrote mathematic book in 3 LANGUAGES when he was in highschool, or the subscribers of 'A' mark in every test.
(Wth with this faculty ?? )

Me ? Don't ask.

I know they (we called 'them' as 'God of STEI' or 'Dewa STEI') had work-so-hard in the past to reach it.
I know I haven't show my best try -even I don't know how to show it.
And I prefer to prior my non-academic activities, so I lost the important ones.

I got a bad mark on Physics midtest.
Seriously, BAD.
The worst mark I ever received.

I'm not cry or regret for it, I know from the first I took wrong strategy.
For a moment, reaching my target (IP > 3,5 at first semester) is still far away, but there's a chance on second midtest 3 weeks again.
It won't easy, but I-will-try.

No, I won't change into Study Oriented Person, but re-organize my activity and give more times to study. Pray too.

Would you wish me luck ?
Thank you.
Wish you get success too then,

p.s. no tears just fight !

Before you've entered finish line, you should be never give up.

HELLO

November 2nd 2009, 01:37
Waking up after stayed away too late. Rushing my imagination and tearing some midnight snack to start writing this post. Oreo Soft Cake looks better.
Oh, Non sense, I think.

So, me. staring in front of you. When I wrote this post, people around me was exploring their own imagination dreamworld.
Oh, wait, there's a boy next to my room playing his guitar and singing a catchy song. Maybe I should asked him what's the title of the song. At least I know that I'm not the only me who's still wake up in here.

Wait a minute.

Okay I'm back.

I don't even realize that for my last 2 post was talking about-uh-love ? Something that I rarely wrote for about 2 years blogging ( I started it on October 2007).
Weird. What things that makes me turn to a-melodic-drama-queen like this ? Arrgh no, I don't like it.

Bzzt. ITunes playing songs that refers me to someone I've thinked for sometime ago. Even shuffle mode can read what I'm thinking now.
And I still remember your face and expression when we-Stop, You're so-Oh, Stop. Please. Don't.
Be ready to find sentimental girl after this.

I want to talk with myself, my own ego and sarkatism side. Let myself not to postpoe works I've should done before. Warn my own ego not too obsessed with him. Asking my sarkatism side to do sarkatism things (Okay, I'm joking).
Seriously, I'm threating with 'Galau Syndrome' for now.
Social networking also be my victims, but, nah, I prefer to writing about mylife here than Twitter or Facebook.

About my lasr post, I told you that I hate for being A Secret Admirer. Why ? It just turns you into a tiredness and hopeless.
Hey, don't judge me that I just can say the words. I've ever be a Secret Admirer before, 3 years ago for about 1 years, and I'm doing nothing.
Yep. Nothing. Just staring from a distance and go out with someone else I didn't love, It was nothing.
That was a main reason why I don't want to be A Secret Admirer (again). Useless and dissapointing.

Let's try frontal way.
Like a music, like your life.
Listening what you want to listen, Living what you want to live.
If you love someone, then don't just sit, wait, and hope like she/he would come to you.
Even you have no brave to say it out loud that you are falling with them, then try to get closer with.
Is it happy for being around with someone we loved ? Absolutely.
Yeah, I can see your cheesy smile when you're imagine it.

What's the point afterall ?
Before you've entered finish line, you should be never give up.

Oh, right. I'm feels like I'm a Love Consultant now -weird.
Then I want to ended this post.

p.s. I hate this virus.

I hate for being a Secret Admirer

HELLO

I wanna see my expression while i wrote this post. Contrary to the fact that I don't know how can I express my feeling know. Happy ? Maybe. Sad ? Not wrong.

Oh, You need flashback ? Go on. No need ? Then go.

Last Saturday night was awesome ! Hanging out with 7 Pom - Pom Boys (Arif, Nunu, Dipil, Ryan, Otum, Kiky, Yanu ) and my girls (Ulfi and Tyas) who are very very BRUTAL ! haha

We went to NAV Karaoke at Ciwalk and spending time there for about 2 hours. We were addicted with a virus called craziness. We sang along with our choice songs and most of the songs are 'Broken-Hearted Song' which refers to our love situation that time.
Complicated Love Life *sigh*.

But I really enjoyed it, all things related to 'Stress High Stadium' was gone. We laugh over and over, e talked about love and some useful tips to passed it by.
And the most wanted session we never passed : PHOTOSESSION.

We need to go out again next day, I really want to :)













Here they are. Look at those wierd faces. LOL

Ehm, I want to share pics when I had HEDON TIME with Ms. Tata in SourSally PVJ. Great time with her.



Then we'll enter a mellow-drama session. You still read ? Okay.

Seriously, I want to show how happy I am being around you, but then I think " Oh no, just don't. It will be the worst thing I've ever done. "
I know the fact, I know it. I know.
You know it is so-HARD being a person that just can see and wait.

Hell.
ITunes playing 'When You Love Someone' by Endah n Rhesa.

***
I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence

When you love someone
just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
when you hold your love
don’t ever let it go
or you will loose your chance
to make your dreams come true.

I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life

***
Shoot !
That represents what I feel now.
Blur. I can't think. Galau.

Maybe what I want to say now is
"I hate for being a Secret Admirer."


p.s. I need some fresh air (again)