Dare for Distance

HELLO

It's my 4th year,

Last day of August, last day of internship.

Since today is my last day, works = coming up more. Well, at least I know that deadliners is not just for internees, but also for the supervisor.

Currently listening (again) to this song, Dare for Distance by Never Shout Never!

No specific lyrics meaning, only the melody.

I feel like remember my first year moment entered this college life. 

Reading back my archive from August 2009 until November 2010.

What was that like?

Independent, no restrain, full of spirit doing anything, how I really want to be a color guard, how I want to be active in a lot of college activities, how I dance because I just love it, how I practiced hard because I just like to do it, how I met a lot of new people, how I met an artsy man, how I met that amazing pompomboys team, how I have more time to hanging out, how I cry and survive from the bad marks, how I miss that antisocial class, how I laugh, how I passed the 18th birthday, how I make life-map, how I went everywhere alone, how I miss the holiday that never been used for, how I want to come back home, how I end up with having no besties in here, how I fake, how I cry alone in my room, and... another moments, a lot of it.

It was great, although I feel sad every time I hear this song.

What I really miss is, where is the pure spirit gone?

I miss that, doing something that I really want to.

And I know that reality is really won't wait for it. Welcome new reality.

Hey there

HELLO

Won't talking too much in here but,
I'm glad to have you all this time and thank you for every lesson learned, no matter what.
I'm sorry for all the bad things happened that can't be forget easily, though sorry won't be enough, I really mean it.
Soon, i'll leave any sadness or insincerely because I have to let it go sooner or later and replacing it with memories.
All the best for us and good luck :)

p.s. it's okay to be cheesy, sometimes, right?

Rainbow Family

HELLO

Kinda late but, Happy Eid Mubarak 1433 H :)
I'm sorry for all mistakes I made in the past.
I haven't send greetings for some friends because my phone is having trouble past few days.
And here a pic of my big-super-fascinating Satmoko family.
The theme of this year is rainbow, as you can see in this pic.
Because rainbow cake (or everything about rainbow - rainbow cookies, rainbow macaroons, rainbow blablabla) is so mainstream today, so we took that too.

p.s. Well, some of my cousins are available right now, mind to join my family? :p But I'm sure it wouldn't be that easy. Look at those family barricade, you sure you could overcome it? haha

Are you happy?

HELLO

Start to breathe and fake a smile

It's all the same after a while

(Come Back Down - Lifehouse)

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The lyrics of the song above is sound familiar with someone's life, guess you know who is it.
So, I see people around me are so happy with their life. Seeing others' happiness is an awesome thing, you can feel it that they're happy, and I like it, I appreciate it.
But let's ask the basic question to yourself,

"Are you happy now?"

What would you answer? Are you really that happy?

"You're not forcing yourself to be happy, don't you?"


What would you answer? Are you forcing yourself, to be happy?

Well just answer it, If you sure enough, it's not hard answer questions type.
If you're happy, be grateful. If not, everyone deserves to be happy.
We deserve it, I deserve it.
And you too, you deserve to be happy.
So, please.

p.s. Yes I'm happy, but no, maybe I'm not.

Eat this stupidity #3

HELLO

21 and counting, happy grow older, grandma-in-need!

Growing old is mandatory, but growing up is optional.

So, what will you choose?

-Chili Davis

Sincerely,
Us.

August Sarcasm

HELLO


Well, I leave July with out celebration at all.
Past few days is just like a catastrophe. For 2 sleepless days, for 2 skeptical days, for another day which just like little bugs crawling inside your head.
Boredom.
Boredom.
Got my banana milk, flung my self on sofa, open the laptop, and wear glasses. I left Enterprise Architect, I left Pinnacle, I left Word, just you.
Read my blog list, and I found it on my friend's blog :


"Living with you, such as breathing only with carbon dioxide."
(ASB, 2009)


He said that it was his sadness quotation, but I think sarcasm is suit better and depend on who said it.
No wonder if the reply is, "Same here. You're not the only one who breath only with carbon dioxide."
Knock out.

Image source : Google

What we breath, is it really oxygen? or carbon dioxide coated with oxygen?
Nevertheless, who cares?


p.s. No offense, August.