Hot Air Balloon

HELLO

Just like the title of this post, some days ago my friends and I went to ride Hot Air Balloon.

Pretty interesting, like in dream, as you can see on the pics below.

Photo credits to Marchy Panggabean, our super-multi-driver and photographer. Thanks!

Nice moments with you all.

Let's spend another time, with more people, on the other different places.

Shall we? :)

  

I'll be out of my mind
And you'll be out of ideas

Pretty soon
So let's spend

The afternoon in a cold hot air balloon

Leave your jacket behind

Lean out and touch the treetops over town

I can't wait

To kiss the ground

Wherever we touch back down

(Owl City - Hot Air Balloon)

So, what are you doing in your leisure time?

"..I dance."

(Random conversation with Technopreneur Talk team, May 12th 2012)

photo proprietary belong to Marchy Panggabean, thanks for taking the pic!

Don't be like me, I'm not that worth.

HELLO


(This post should be published on May 9th 2012)
Double post on the same day, must be something happened, right?
Yes, you always got it right.
This evening, I've a talk with my closest person. It's been an age since the last time we met.
From that short conversation, I got some points.


With your friends said, "don't be like her," to your closest person, what's your response?
Still didn't get it? Oh well.
Her = me. Don't be like me.
They said, don't be like me.
Is there any reason? Yes.
They said, I'm changed.
They said, I've found another place to stay.
They said, I'm not the old me.
They said, don't be like me.


What's next?
Would they said, "who is she?" instead of "don't be like her" ?


People changed, just like the world.
What is it, finding another place to stay, it's a common sense, you found your zone that suits you.
Do you mind to stay forever at your place?
There must be a reason why I 'leave', and no, all your guess was wrong.
You wanna know the reason? Ask her. Yes, the one who you said not to be like me. Whether you try to ask or not, she won't answer.
Do I have to say the reason here? No, man. I think you've grown enough to understand this blurry situation.
......


**************


Okay, so it's been 17 days after, and I'm already forgot about what I want to write there.
Short-term memory case, people.
What I want to write now is...


It's your rights, my friends, to said that kind of things. I don't have any rights to be angry about that.
Not to be me, not to be like anyone is just a matter of choice. Better if I heard, to be yourself, not to be anyone else. So I'm sorry, for ever write this kind of things too.
Do you read my post now? You can see yourself there, right? haha
No offense, peace on you all :)
And please still be my friends, ok. I hate losing friends.


p.s. I hate losing friends, I have experiences about it and no, better you don't.

Enlightened, Deceived

HELLO

Wow, so many drafts when I logged in here.
No one of them successfully being posted. You still have enough memory don't you?


And why I post in here, in home, in front of Reca, doing unfinished assignment, tissues everywhere, swollen eyes. I need sleep, I'll write it fast. 5 minutes.
I remember one quote from hmm... let's say an old friend :


"Are we enlightened, or are we deceived?" - NH


People, especially us, don't even think what are we doing, what are we thinking, what we get from others, whether it's just words, advices, things, careness, or many others, sometimes we just received it without any compliance.


"Are you sure you've been enlightened?"
Well, in some cases, yes.


"Or are you deceived?"
Maybe, just maybe. I don't even realized if I've been deceived.


So, what are we? Trying to show that frown expression while people, behind you, laughing or talking another things that you don't eventually know. Don't even ask about a thing you should know. One shot and you'll forget everything.


So, what are we?


p.s. no specific personality in here, just saying, as an opening short break for the post which should be published on May 9th 2012. I'll post it later. And hello there my friends, you'll see yourself on the next post. Yes, some of you who said it.

Bestfriend of mine

HELLO


It's 3 a.m.
Trying to sleep, but no use. Exam on Friday morning, but seems like I have no intention to open the slides.
No, I won't write such a mello-dramatic post like what I did in the past 2 months.
Weak and disappointing, I know, you know, we know.
Read it again and I'll delete all the archives.


So, what the hell I am doing right now?


Staying up all night?
Do you think that staying up all night is a cool thing or something? Maybe you'll miss the day without sleeping pills after you have your insomnia.


Writing inspirational post?
What, wait, who? No such an inspirational post here. Red cross on the right top of your screen, go click it. My suggestion.


Thinking about unthought things?
Well, not now, Sir. I have that moment in the other time.


Crying?
With someone said, "I don't believe in tears. So stop crying," in front of you, do you still mind to cry?


Do nothing?
At least, I'm typing.


Go sleep.
A moment.


I'll count until 3.
Mind to make it 10?


1..2..
3. Done.


Just go to your bed or..
Break the wall with my head to see how stubborn I am.


We should make a deal.
You think?


Kind of.
Surprise me.


I'll go for the real.
Don't.


Say it.
What to say?


It must be fun to be like this all day, huh?
Like it seems.


Seems to be.
You believe?


No.
As I thought.


You need it.
No one can.


Me.
I'll talk to my self so people gets me crazy.


Hey, it's you and me.
It's me after all.
.
Sorry.
What for?


To make you don't have any courage to "talk" with anybody except me and God.
So, it's not anybody. You're in.


Have a sleep, for real.
Maybe I won't say no.


And remember, your previous post is not weak and disappointing. It's your rights, your free land is here, don't listen what they say about your post. You look weak for sometimes, doesn't mean that it's a failure.


Don't expect too much, who's into you anyway? who's understand you? No one. No one have it. You're hated, free, independent, you're gonna be okay with it.


Limited time, I'll see you in a better way.


***


In the end, all I want to do is...just outpouring my mind.
With anyone, who can understand.
Although there is no one, except me and God.

Another wish list

HELLO

Since junior high school, i have interest in photo-editting.
As you know that my favorite effects is Monochrome/BW and polaroid.
This is one of my wish list since long, long time ago :

Fujifilm Instax Mini 7s Polaroid White

I'll purchase it with my own money after the internship period on Asyst.

Promise my self.

Very first coffee

HELLO


I don't really like coffee.
Frequently staying up all night doesn't make me become a coffee-addict.
And this is my very first coffee this year, or maybe last 2 years.

Like its name, and just like usual coffee taste.
Bitter.
Indeed.


p.s. If it wasn't for that reason, maybe I won't drink it.