Samyang got me (still) wake up at this hour, really.

HELLO

It's 2:21 a.m.
Surprise surprise! I'm still able to open my eyes because of the Samyang Challenge that I just did hours ago. Yes, I made it past midnight and that's not an important thing to do. I posted my reaction on Snapchat and there was no video because I looks terrible (yes, my tongue & tears can't handle it). To sum it up, I just want to ask Samyang : why they named this product "Hot Chicken Ramen" while apparently there was no slightly Chicken flavour at all? Gosh.

Looks Good? Not until you taste it.

Anyway,
I'm not going to talk about random things today because honestly, I'm super duper sleepy right now. I just wanna say hi to you bloogy, so that you got your weekly dose. Note that. Weekly, not monthly or yearly again. Is that sweet enough? Take that as an OK.

p.s. My head started to hurts, dunno because of this Samyang or maybe I just need to sleep asap.

You Called It Freak, We Called It Alter Ego

HELLO

Back after 2 days, kinda surprising don't you think?
Shortly, today I'm too lazy for back tracking what I've been doing in the past year(s), so here I am starting to blabber, unimportant things, as usual.

I don't remember whether I ever talked about people with their alter ego before.

Alter ego, or you called it a second self, is a different version of yourself. Simply said, it's actually you, but with the distinct originality. To be in rhyme, the alter ego that I'm talking in here is just the 'simple' one that people normally created. So, unlike the fiction Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde, no, that kind of alter ego is too heavy.

Sometimes, you're not even realized that you've created your alter ego in your real life. As simple as this case: You in your normal daily life are known as someone with an 'A' personality, whether in another circle, you've been known with a 'B', or 'C', and so on.

Rarely seeing someone in the real life with very distinct personality? You will see it a lot in the comparison between people in the real life vs their social media life.

Social media is the easiest place to create your brand new persona. Who's with me if I said, building your showboat virtually is easier rather than acting it out directly towards people? Yes, not all people can stand upright on their own faking parade and doing their stunts smoothly, so that they will choose a perfect undercover medium called social media.

I bet you know that some of your friends have more than one account in a social media platform (or maybe yourself?). For example, there are a lot of people in Twitter/Instagram who create another persona because of various purposes.

First case, they have an interest towards something that they don't want to known by anyone because it will ruin their 'image' in the daily normal life. We found it a lot on the topic of k-pop/j-pop thingy, shopping account, or secret account just for tweeting your gloomy day. Second case, they want to build a branding account, such as account for only posting their 'receh' jokes, account for photography, account for role play, etc. Third case, they just want to have another account for personal reasons.

For me, it's kinda normal tho?
Sometimes, people want this kind of freedom feeling when you do 'unusual activities' not under your name or your known image.
If creating alter ego makes you comfortable, then just go with it. As long as you're not faking all of your behavior in the daily normal life, I guess it's still okay to do it.

Yep.
So the next question will be:

"Do I have it?"

Yes. Both in real life and social media life.
And maybe you have it too.

"What's the purpose of you writing this?"

Well, nothing. Like I said before, it's just another babble which is unimportant, as usual.

So, smell you later!

p.s. Guess what alter ego case I'm going with, lol.

A ((Short)) Hello

"HELLO"

Well, it took almost 7 months for me to finally say that classic word (again) which I've been used since years ago.
Maybe you bored seeing me with that lame word, or maybe you think "Oh, this person is still alive?" or "Oh, finally she remembers her password.", or you are not even reading this post because this blog is not even passed through your tiny head.

Anyhow,
Yes, you are reading the spidey webey 'finally-published-draft' which already sitting for decades inside of this murky bloogy.
Yes, I know you missed the shallow "I'm sorry I left you cold." spoken by me every time I abandon you.
Yes, there are some topic that I promised to be told before but uh-still not seeing anything until now.
Yes, I don't know why suddenly I decide to write this kind of post.

Maybe I miss talking monologue with you (Well, you bloogy, it is not a human tho so I still can use the word --monologue).
Freak, I know it too.

It's been always like that. Thinking about writing almost every single time, but in fact it just happened in the super-duper-randomly-rare time. Writing intention comes at any time, but the writing itself doesn't. So that's why there are uncountable pile of topics behind the door which left me in confusion of how I write it -or should I write it. The thing is, I should start to force myself writing again, Write anything even though no one is reading it. Write anything even though it's not such a matter in issue. Write anything even though it's just a trashy thing, like it always does.

So, hello. Again.
This is how I present to you my very first post in 2016 (which is, 195 days late).
Smell you later, hope it's not 195 days later!


p.s. A LOT of things happened. How to tell it one by one this is so confusing.
p.s.s. Currently challenging myself for doing "Trivial Things I've Never Done Before". Not Important, I know, but let's consider it as another source of simple happiness to yourself. Wohoo splendid.
p.s.s.s. Sorry for the grammar dear Nazi, i'm suck at writing.