Another busy things

HELLO


Well, it's so rarely when I write two times in a day like this. But surely, it's because the repeated error installation of Android ADT Plugin (bla bla blah - freak detected!)
My outdoor wireless is died, that's why I'm here, in the living room alone, doing the emoticon assignment for tonight's deadline.
Enough for that.


How is it..
Let's pick one of random topic, as usual.
I've ever talked about 'busy' things in the last post. Don't get bored.


Actually, what things that make you look busy in front of the others?
Even though you know that you're not that busy anyway.


From the other side, Do you ever think that you're the busiest person all over the world?
Even though people around you, whether they aren't look that busy but they have their own business which you'll never know.


And do you mad when people said, "You're just pretending to look busy, so people won't distract your activity." ?
Even though you're in your end-point condition with your never-ending-assignments.


Or do you mad when people said, "Ah, you're too busy for doing this things."
Even though that isn't true and you want to scream "I'm not that busy!"


Well...
Busy or not busy isn't the important things, that's about choice.
The point is, how you make yourself look 'normal' in front the others.
Sounds easy, but not that simply doing.
And me, I haven't succeed for doing it until now. But it should be.


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I think I get frustated, should I ask for a help tomorrow instead of waiting this installation?
Let's try again, once or two more.
Here we go.




p.s. I've said "random topic" at first, but in the end, it always something that ever or still happened in my life.

Abstract of reality

HELLO


So how was it, my dear fellow?
Mine is..well,
After the graduation euphoria yesterday, it always comes to my mind, about life and choices.
Sounds serious, but sometimes we need to think about it.


What will you do with your life?
For the short time, after graduation?
Maybe some of you already know what will you do later, but some of you still sink in the abstract of reality.


Abstract, because you haven't know what will you do next.
Abstract, because you haven't decide which choice will suit you best.
Abstract, because you still don't want to think about your future and choose to enjoy your life for now.
Abstract, just because.


For one case, one of my senior in my major,
How he can be so inspirative in life, in organization, in socialita.
He know what will he do in his future clearly, ready to step on his path and walk forward.


Then I see me.
And how was it?
I haven't see the person who is ready to face her future.
She's still trapped in her zone, doubted to find her way out.
Haven't know when is the right time for change all of the fettle.
What is this anyway..


p.s. Happy Graduation, graduates. Good luck!

Turned back

HELLO


Now everything's turned back.
Vulnerable, huh?
Invisible, like what you seen to me and like what I've done in the past.


Well, just keep on doing what you're doing now. Yes, my fault, you're right, you're free, good luck.
And it would be better if it wasn't a revenge.
Or is it?

Hello, Zombie. Hello, Panda.

HELLO


Random meet at night, how long since the last time we did this, my dear bloogy?
I don't even remember.


Looks like there's so many things I have to do until I left my time for myself. Sometimes I need time for sleep outside the class or just take a rest and doing nothing.
Busy? No, me not.
Actually, I don't really like when people called me busy or activist because of my daily activities. Guys, there's a LOT of people who's busier than me, so please stop for calling me like that.


But, they said I enforce myself. I forced myself to benefit others.
He said, he didn't expect that it will be this hard for communication, moreover arrange a meeting.
My mom said, "When will you sleep properly?"


I think I turned into something else called zombie or panda, err, no- just the eyes.
No sigh, no complain. This is my choice so I must finish it.


Maybe the title should be changed into :
When is the last time you have a "me-time" ?


p.s. Like a bot - do you know what's the meaning?