Fake.
Aftermath of the fake, I got it.
Pride.
Pride, this is too much.
Fake and Pride, are you happy with your own little word without knowing others ?
"No."
Is there any other reason ?
....
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Fake and Pride
HELLO
Fake.
Aftermath of the fake, I got it.
Pride.
Pride, this is too much.
Fake and Pride, are you happy with your own little word without knowing others ?
"No."
Is there any other reason ?
....
Fake.
Aftermath of the fake, I got it.
Pride.
Pride, this is too much.
Fake and Pride, are you happy with your own little word without knowing others ?
"No."
Is there any other reason ?
....
Habit
HELLO
How's going ?
This is the end of January, 1 month after the new year, but what I've done ?
Well, lately I often posts on my Tumblr site rather than here, so I'm sorry.
I promised you before, I'll write about my random thought here, so here it is.
Habit.
Yeah, that word really blocked my way for doing the normal things in a relationship.
Some experiences from the past is greatly affect my attitude for doing this things which is I used to act like didn't care with anything happened, automatically make a gap between me and the person, etc
Why I'm doing that stupid things ? Because I want to get away from the person (I don't have any exhilarating experience on this)
That's effective and easy to get over it.
But the problem is, it's totally affect me NOW in the different condition because this time I was in unconscious state - want to get along with this person.
and like you guess, here comes the problem.
Even it was clearly done, but I'm worry about the next time if this habit is coming up and make it worse (please don't).
Well, I'm trying to change it and the reason is just for that person. That's it.
This post is cheesy. Uhm man, this is not my style after all. If it's not because that captious person, I won't ever write it.
p.s. You get my words on this
How's going ?
This is the end of January, 1 month after the new year, but what I've done ?
Well, lately I often posts on my Tumblr site rather than here, so I'm sorry.
I promised you before, I'll write about my random thought here, so here it is.
Habit.
Yeah, that word really blocked my way for doing the normal things in a relationship.
Some experiences from the past is greatly affect my attitude for doing this things which is I used to act like didn't care with anything happened, automatically make a gap between me and the person, etc
Why I'm doing that stupid things ? Because I want to get away from the person (I don't have any exhilarating experience on this)
That's effective and easy to get over it.
But the problem is, it's totally affect me NOW in the different condition because this time I was in unconscious state - want to get along with this person.
and like you guess, here comes the problem.
Even it was clearly done, but I'm worry about the next time if this habit is coming up and make it worse (please don't).
Well, I'm trying to change it and the reason is just for that person. That's it.
This post is cheesy. Uhm man, this is not my style after all. If it's not because that captious person, I won't ever write it.
p.s. You get my words on this
I don't need any other romantic scene
HELLO
Do you remember that I ever posted something about romantic scene last few months ? Well, I think it was gone after I heard this sentence last few days :
"After prayers, there are 3 things I always pray : ask for forgiveness, family, then you."
I lost my words, congratulations.
p.s. Well, you don't have doing anything else, this is more than enough :')
It's not that fun, it needed.
HELLO
(December, 3rd 2010)
The friday night, Is it fun ?
Why I asked about friday night, not saturday nght which is very stereotype ?
I just realize and found something that maybe contrary with my habbit.
A thousand faces, Is it fun ?
I ever wrote about the advantages of having a thousand faces, people won't realize your real feeling so you don't have to be worried for some reasons.
But, you'll be forced to smile when you're sad, hear when you don' want to hear, act like nothing happened when you're in regret and sometimes want to cry. I won't say that it is weak or it is coward. No, not at all.
I'm the person that often use the thousand faces for some reasons.
Not all the smile and the laugh is the real one.
Sometimes I have to laugh in order not to hurt the feelings of others, or laugh so that others do not know what I feel.
How hypocritical.
Fake expression, Is it fun ?
You may called me a liar for having fake expression, but it needed sometimes
Don't let something easy to let you down, don't let you cry for something that doesn't needed for it, don't let your friends always asks you with the same question, "What happens ? Why you look so sad ?"
Actually for me, that kind of question is really hard to answer because I don't want to look weak and make people think, "Hey you're not supposed to be weak like that."
Then here I am, almost keep it all alone except from some people. This time I really miss my old besties although the story is different from their life now and hard to tell it.
Why you still tend using it, is it fun ?
It's not that fun, It needed.
I want to be the me anywhere without the thousand faces and said, "Hello, this is me. Are you okay if I'm the person like this ?"
p.s. I didn't mean to let you have thousand faces, don't until you have it
(December, 3rd 2010)
The friday night, Is it fun ?
Why I asked about friday night, not saturday nght which is very stereotype ?
I just realize and found something that maybe contrary with my habbit.
A thousand faces, Is it fun ?
I ever wrote about the advantages of having a thousand faces, people won't realize your real feeling so you don't have to be worried for some reasons.
But, you'll be forced to smile when you're sad, hear when you don' want to hear, act like nothing happened when you're in regret and sometimes want to cry. I won't say that it is weak or it is coward. No, not at all.
I'm the person that often use the thousand faces for some reasons.
Not all the smile and the laugh is the real one.
Sometimes I have to laugh in order not to hurt the feelings of others, or laugh so that others do not know what I feel.
How hypocritical.
Fake expression, Is it fun ?
You may called me a liar for having fake expression, but it needed sometimes
Don't let something easy to let you down, don't let you cry for something that doesn't needed for it, don't let your friends always asks you with the same question, "What happens ? Why you look so sad ?"
Actually for me, that kind of question is really hard to answer because I don't want to look weak and make people think, "Hey you're not supposed to be weak like that."
Then here I am, almost keep it all alone except from some people. This time I really miss my old besties although the story is different from their life now and hard to tell it.
Why you still tend using it, is it fun ?
It's not that fun, It needed.
I want to be the me anywhere without the thousand faces and said, "Hello, this is me. Are you okay if I'm the person like this ?"
p.s. I didn't mean to let you have thousand faces, don't until you have it
Continue or Stop ?
HELLO
Well, glory to see you again with the random things that haunted me for about this week.
Tommorow is Idul Adha and I really want to go home and meet my family.
But maybe, this is not the time :(
"Continue or Stop ?"
That's a usual question when you have to make a decision.
Let's make an anology.
If you continue, you'll ruin the friendship and relationship in the future, but you'll feel relieved whatever the outcome.
If you stop, we are going to bear it alone, enduring feelings and regret, but there won't be a big risk for the relationship.
What to choose - Continue or stop ?
Call me a risk taker for the continue choice.
Call me a coward for the stop.
And I might be inclined to stop.
What will you choose ?
p.s. I hate you, the coward side.
I'll try to be as neutral as possible
HELLO
Meet the first of the gloomy night in the November, fortunately tonight the rain doesn't come.
What I'm doing ? What are you doing ?
I'm doing nothing. Do you ?
Just like the old habbit, randomly post in the middle of night or maybe in the early morning.
Taking a break from my routine activities and tasks which is being postponed.
What should I wrote now ?
The playlist always know what's the condition now.
Maybe it's a 2 in 1, music playlist and mind-reader.
Skip that thing.
So, I'm concerned with a people and I give him more attention than others.
But yesterday, I'm just being ignored and it encourages my ego to get away as far as possible.
My self-esteem and prestige are the winners.
It's like jump and fall.
So now, I set myself to look like nothing happened.
I attempted not to look care with him.
I'll try to be as neutral as possible.
It's the time to use my speciality : a thousand masks for covering my expressions and attitudes
and expect everything to be forgotten.
p.s. This is hard but not impossible
Meet the first of the gloomy night in the November, fortunately tonight the rain doesn't come.
What I'm doing ? What are you doing ?
I'm doing nothing. Do you ?
Just like the old habbit, randomly post in the middle of night or maybe in the early morning.
Taking a break from my routine activities and tasks which is being postponed.
What should I wrote now ?
The playlist always know what's the condition now.
Maybe it's a 2 in 1, music playlist and mind-reader.
Skip that thing.
So, I'm concerned with a people and I give him more attention than others.
But yesterday, I'm just being ignored and it encourages my ego to get away as far as possible.
My self-esteem and prestige are the winners.
It's like jump and fall.
So now, I set myself to look like nothing happened.
I attempted not to look care with him.
I'll try to be as neutral as possible.
It's the time to use my speciality : a thousand masks for covering my expressions and attitudes
and expect everything to be forgotten.
p.s. This is hard but not impossible
if the feeling does not change, then what's the point of time?
HELLO
Welcome, hectic month, November.
For the next 30 days, I'll practice everyday for GPMB.
Wish everything okay like my mom said, " Take care of your HEALTH and HEALTH and HEALTH! " You could hear that everytime if your mom were a doctor.
So, what's so special ?
No, I think. Maybe just a bit sound of cliche so that you'll be a little bored for hearing it.
Talking about the change of feeling, what do you feel now ?
Falling In Love ? Sad ? Regret ? Mad ? Mixed ? or you don't know what you feel ?
Any words that describe your feeling now is just a word.
You won't know until its change.
What I want to share now is, when you have a different feeling for someone - I don't know if it's included in the category of 'Fall in love' or not- and you're totally sure that he/she is the one and only that you would care about.
Or just like this,
Someday you're totally sure that you've crush on him/her
As the time goes on, you never get the response back.
And at that time, a new person comes into your life.
When you realize, you didn't feel anything again to your past crush.
Your feelings have changed.
But that time, that person from the past give the late response back to you.
Now you have two choices.
In this time, we'll say "Why should it now ? Why not sooner ?"
We like to blame time of the changes in our feelings at that time.
Well then,
"If the feeling doesn't change, then what's the point of time ?"
p.s. Maybe I should stop to pay attention to you
Welcome, hectic month, November.
For the next 30 days, I'll practice everyday for GPMB.
Wish everything okay like my mom said, " Take care of your HEALTH and HEALTH and HEALTH! " You could hear that everytime if your mom were a doctor.
So, what's so special ?
No, I think. Maybe just a bit sound of cliche so that you'll be a little bored for hearing it.
Talking about the change of feeling, what do you feel now ?
Falling In Love ? Sad ? Regret ? Mad ? Mixed ? or you don't know what you feel ?
Any words that describe your feeling now is just a word.
You won't know until its change.
What I want to share now is, when you have a different feeling for someone - I don't know if it's included in the category of 'Fall in love' or not- and you're totally sure that he/she is the one and only that you would care about.
Or just like this,
Someday you're totally sure that you've crush on him/her
As the time goes on, you never get the response back.
And at that time, a new person comes into your life.
When you realize, you didn't feel anything again to your past crush.
Your feelings have changed.
But that time, that person from the past give the late response back to you.
Now you have two choices.
In this time, we'll say "Why should it now ? Why not sooner ?"
We like to blame time of the changes in our feelings at that time.
Well then,
"If the feeling doesn't change, then what's the point of time ?"
p.s. Maybe I should stop to pay attention to you
I mean your attention
HELLO
What's on the top ? Holiday is the answer!
I found so many people type the words : 'Finally' or 'Welcome holiday!' or 'Happy holiday everyone' in their social networking.
What so special about holiday then ?
Of course it's SUPER special for me who haven't got 'pure holiday' last 2 months.
Hope this 10-days-holiday could satisfied me.
Okay then.
So the topic I wanna share is about 'Getting attention'.
"Pay attention when there is people who is talking in front of you!"
"Please pay attention when the lecturer explaining something!"
No, not that things.
First thing that come up is about a scene when a girl trying hard to get her crush's attention or on the contrary.
Am I talking about love again ? Oh not like that - or yeah I think so. Just a little bit.
Have you ever tried to get someone's attention while his/her just didn't realize -or maybe- ignored it ?
Thats usual.
Or the other case is you want to get the A's attention, but the one that getting interest with you is B's, or C's or others that you didn't 'hope' for.
Thats usual, too.
And all things happened makes you want to say : " I want your attention ! Not theirs." or "Why do you keep ignoring me ?"
Oh, how stereotype.
But thats what usually happens here, I'm sure enough that almost of you ever experienced with it.
What should we do ?
Keep trying to get his/her attention. How ?
Give up soon. Why ?
Not that all.
The way to get it is depend on you, each of you.
Try to think how to get attention. Whatever you act cool or give his/her jokes or become their 'friends' first, all is up to you.
Learn your target's characteristics, what things that make them interest.
Set your plan, and moving forward.
Hope would result a nice ending.
When I'm writing this post, It's like I'm talking with myself.
Actually I wrote it based on my experiences right now.
How hard to get the attention while you've already done everything.
And I realize, "Oh, It's not that easy! It's not like you talking comfortably with your buddies."
Once, when I'm successed got the attention then here was come, the distractor.
And, good bye attention. See you later.
Or when I'm pretty sure that he would give attention to me about what I've done, but the others just came up and he isn't.
Ok, that was bad.
I hope that your experience isn't that bad.
Hello you there, I mean your attention.
p.s. Hug your holiday, you'll never know how amazing it feels.
What's on the top ? Holiday is the answer!
I found so many people type the words : 'Finally' or 'Welcome holiday!' or 'Happy holiday everyone' in their social networking.
What so special about holiday then ?
Of course it's SUPER special for me who haven't got 'pure holiday' last 2 months.
Hope this 10-days-holiday could satisfied me.
Okay then.
So the topic I wanna share is about 'Getting attention'.
"Pay attention when there is people who is talking in front of you!"
"Please pay attention when the lecturer explaining something!"
No, not that things.
First thing that come up is about a scene when a girl trying hard to get her crush's attention or on the contrary.
Am I talking about love again ? Oh not like that - or yeah I think so. Just a little bit.
Have you ever tried to get someone's attention while his/her just didn't realize -or maybe- ignored it ?
Thats usual.
Or the other case is you want to get the A's attention, but the one that getting interest with you is B's, or C's or others that you didn't 'hope' for.
Thats usual, too.
And all things happened makes you want to say : " I want your attention ! Not theirs." or "Why do you keep ignoring me ?"
Oh, how stereotype.
But thats what usually happens here, I'm sure enough that almost of you ever experienced with it.
What should we do ?
Keep trying to get his/her attention. How ?
Give up soon. Why ?
Not that all.
The way to get it is depend on you, each of you.
Try to think how to get attention. Whatever you act cool or give his/her jokes or become their 'friends' first, all is up to you.
Learn your target's characteristics, what things that make them interest.
Set your plan, and moving forward.
Hope would result a nice ending.
When I'm writing this post, It's like I'm talking with myself.
Actually I wrote it based on my experiences right now.
How hard to get the attention while you've already done everything.
And I realize, "Oh, It's not that easy! It's not like you talking comfortably with your buddies."
Once, when I'm successed got the attention then here was come, the distractor.
And, good bye attention. See you later.
Or when I'm pretty sure that he would give attention to me about what I've done, but the others just came up and he isn't.
Ok, that was bad.
I hope that your experience isn't that bad.
Hello you there, I mean your attention.
p.s. Hug your holiday, you'll never know how amazing it feels.
Friendships take precedence over love
HELLO
So I tried random playlist today and this song is the first song played :
Now Playing..
Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
Eat that.
Honestly, This song reminds me about 2 people, that ever, yeah ever close to me.
Well, I won't say their name here, but maybe some of you've already know who they are.
(It gonna be a long story, so keep on reading, this is the rare time for me to share the love story bluntly)
***
It's almost 2 years ago,
I joined a course, there I met them.
One of them is the type of boy who sociable, friendly, and loved by everyone. Call him the sociable boy.
The other is a type of boys that ignorant, stubborn, but very humorous. Just said, the ignorant boy.
Both of them are best friends.
We're together in the same class for about one year.
At first, I'm getting interested with the sociable boy. But, I never told anybody. I just admire him.
But after time goes on, everything changes.
He was interesting.
His bad attitude, obnoxious face, and mocking.
This ignorant boy had shown his interesting side of him.
We are getting closer, exchanging messages, taunting each other, exchanging songs to thousands of files, pick up before leaving the course, visit to my house, playing with my lil' bro, etc.
Isn't it fun when you are spending your time with the person you like ?
But not that easy.
The crowd said, " Say yes! Say yes!"
I saw him, the ignorant boy.
nodded his head framed by a sheer smile.
Now I know why people said, friendship is more important than love.
Then I said yes.
So him, the sociable boy, become my boyfriend, that time.
I know, I was wrong. But it already happened.
After that, me and the ignorant boy were a bit away from each other.
2 weeks after that, there would be a mini show in my course place.
Before that, the ignorant boy, play and sing a song with his guitar after the class over.
I made bold to ask,
"Hey, what's the title of the song ?"
He stop playing and asked, "Why ? You like it ?"
"I think so."
"The title is Your Guardian Angel."
"And the singer ?"
"The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus."
"Is it hard to play it on guitar ?"
"Not that much. Come, I'll teach you how to play it."
Then he taught me how to play the song.
He patiently taught me, he also sings a little.
But maybe I was nervous, so I couldn't hear what he said that time clearly. But I'm sure, he said it.
"I will play and sing this song for you at the show tomorrow."
and I just stayed.
The day comes, the show begin.
The ignorant boy performed first with his band, brought some songs.
After that, he proved his promise, he went up on stage with the acoustic guitar, but the thing that surprised me is that he also went up on stage, the sociable boy.
"The following special acoustic appearance from us, Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatuss. Feel free to listen."
Then they played it.
The ignorant boy stared me while he sing.
Even a frame couldn't describe how it was.
After the show, I was immediately taken home by the sociable boy. I did not get to chat with the ignorant boy.
At that time, an incoming message from the ignorant,
'Hey fussy, how about the performance ? Do you like it ? :p'
'Amazing, thank you :) but why you didn't tell me that he (the sociable boy) joined to perform ?'
'He asked me suddenly, I think he's jealous with me haha :p'
'How come ? You must be kidding. But it was great, seriously.'
'He asked me not to get close on you, so maybe we can't go on like this again. Anyway thanks, unfortunately, he's your boyfriend.'
As you can guess, after that the relationship between me and the ignorant boy stretched, and soon I broke up with the sociable boy.
We all know this could be happened.
At first, It was awkward. We all do not contact each other again for some months. Three of us.
But now, everything's okay. We already have a new story. Each of us.
When I remembered, it was like seeing the foolishness of the past.
But then I smiled,
This is part of my story that can become a memory.
Besides that, I also experienced myself when friendships take precedence over love.
I understand that.
and if the song was played, automatically I will remember this story.
p.s. Friendships take precedence over love. I agree that.
So I tried random playlist today and this song is the first song played :
Now Playing..
Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
Eat that.
Honestly, This song reminds me about 2 people, that ever, yeah ever close to me.
Well, I won't say their name here, but maybe some of you've already know who they are.
(It gonna be a long story, so keep on reading, this is the rare time for me to share the love story bluntly)
***
It's almost 2 years ago,
I joined a course, there I met them.
One of them is the type of boy who sociable, friendly, and loved by everyone. Call him the sociable boy.
The other is a type of boys that ignorant, stubborn, but very humorous. Just said, the ignorant boy.
Both of them are best friends.
We're together in the same class for about one year.
At first, I'm getting interested with the sociable boy. But, I never told anybody. I just admire him.
But after time goes on, everything changes.
He was interesting.
His bad attitude, obnoxious face, and mocking.
This ignorant boy had shown his interesting side of him.
We are getting closer, exchanging messages, taunting each other, exchanging songs to thousands of files, pick up before leaving the course, visit to my house, playing with my lil' bro, etc.
Isn't it fun when you are spending your time with the person you like ?
But not that easy.
Shortly afterwards, the sociable boy confessed his feelings to me, directly, in the public place, in front of many people and helped by all of my course class mates -included him, the ignorant boy.
He-the sociable boy- prepared it well, with the full decoration.The crowd said, " Say yes! Say yes!"
I saw him, the ignorant boy.
nodded his head framed by a sheer smile.
Now I know why people said, friendship is more important than love.
Then I said yes.
So him, the sociable boy, become my boyfriend, that time.
I know, I was wrong. But it already happened.
After that, me and the ignorant boy were a bit away from each other.
2 weeks after that, there would be a mini show in my course place.
Before that, the ignorant boy, play and sing a song with his guitar after the class over.
I made bold to ask,
"Hey, what's the title of the song ?"
He stop playing and asked, "Why ? You like it ?"
"I think so."
"The title is Your Guardian Angel."
"And the singer ?"
"The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus."
"Is it hard to play it on guitar ?"
"Not that much. Come, I'll teach you how to play it."
Then he taught me how to play the song.
He patiently taught me, he also sings a little.
But maybe I was nervous, so I couldn't hear what he said that time clearly. But I'm sure, he said it.
"I will play and sing this song for you at the show tomorrow."
and I just stayed.
The day comes, the show begin.
The ignorant boy performed first with his band, brought some songs.
After that, he proved his promise, he went up on stage with the acoustic guitar, but the thing that surprised me is that he also went up on stage, the sociable boy.
"The following special acoustic appearance from us, Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatuss. Feel free to listen."
Then they played it.
The ignorant boy stared me while he sing.
Even a frame couldn't describe how it was.
After the show, I was immediately taken home by the sociable boy. I did not get to chat with the ignorant boy.
At that time, an incoming message from the ignorant,
'Hey fussy, how about the performance ? Do you like it ? :p'
'Amazing, thank you :) but why you didn't tell me that he (the sociable boy) joined to perform ?'
'He asked me suddenly, I think he's jealous with me haha :p'
'How come ? You must be kidding. But it was great, seriously.'
'He asked me not to get close on you, so maybe we can't go on like this again. Anyway thanks, unfortunately, he's your boyfriend.'
As you can guess, after that the relationship between me and the ignorant boy stretched, and soon I broke up with the sociable boy.
We all know this could be happened.
At first, It was awkward. We all do not contact each other again for some months. Three of us.
But now, everything's okay. We already have a new story. Each of us.
When I remembered, it was like seeing the foolishness of the past.
But then I smiled,
This is part of my story that can become a memory.
Besides that, I also experienced myself when friendships take precedence over love.
I understand that.
and if the song was played, automatically I will remember this story.
p.s. Friendships take precedence over love. I agree that.
I think I missed April
HELLO
So, it was bad.
I didn't posted anything - I mean anything ! in last April.
I'm sorry bloogy, I'm the bad owner for lettingyou cold for so many times (let's count it, 1..2.. oh well so on)
Maybe the reason is I'm busy with this college rush.
What ? I said busy ? b-u-s-y ?
I'm not that important to judge myself as busy person, so let's say... My day fulfilled by many random activities : still, Marching Band for the first, then all college d*mn assignments.
Yeah well-okay the conclusion is I'm lazy to write on you, that's the right answer.
So, It's already May, and do you know how pronounced this month ?
EXAMINATION MONTH ! yeaaaaay
okay, that's good, with all big assignment for each college thingy that make "I want holiday" stuck in my mind all over time.
Skip that.
On last May, we'll have Mini Show Colour Guard (include audition for GPMB 2010), pray for the best, practice for the success !
and anyway, I love my classmates now, in the last few days of TPB (Tahap Persiapan Bersama) we are getting more solid and fun - hell yeah, then we think, "Why now, not from early we met?"
I love stei4nsos. the anti-socialis class with brutalism inside, I love them. I don't want us to be separated :(
For my major, finally I decided to choose STI (Technology and Information System) than IF (Informatics). Why ? because the STI members are G4VL ( oh no-it just a jokes, don't make it seriously)
because I interested with the management thing, actually. Hope it is the best choice.
I miss my old friend, my old besties, and my family. Through I rarely get in contact with them, actually I miss-you-so-much, people.
Last, about love. How could I haven't get any boyfriend here ? Not because there aren't people interested with me haha but I'm not interested with anybody right now, but don't judge me, I'm still on the right track.
So, have I done yet ? I think so, I write too much haha
I'll see you next time, I love you bloogy.
p.s. Can't wait for this holiday
So, it was bad.
I didn't posted anything - I mean anything ! in last April.
I'm sorry bloogy, I'm the bad owner for lettingyou cold for so many times (let's count it, 1..2.. oh well so on)
Maybe the reason is I'm busy with this college rush.
What ? I said busy ? b-u-s-y ?
I'm not that important to judge myself as busy person, so let's say... My day fulfilled by many random activities : still, Marching Band for the first, then all college d*mn assignments.
Yeah well-okay the conclusion is I'm lazy to write on you, that's the right answer.
So, It's already May, and do you know how pronounced this month ?
EXAMINATION MONTH ! yeaaaaay
okay, that's good, with all big assignment for each college thingy that make "I want holiday" stuck in my mind all over time.
Skip that.
On last May, we'll have Mini Show Colour Guard (include audition for GPMB 2010), pray for the best, practice for the success !
and anyway, I love my classmates now, in the last few days of TPB (Tahap Persiapan Bersama) we are getting more solid and fun - hell yeah, then we think, "Why now, not from early we met?"
I love stei4nsos. the anti-socialis class with brutalism inside, I love them. I don't want us to be separated :(
For my major, finally I decided to choose STI (Technology and Information System) than IF (Informatics). Why ? because the STI members are G4VL ( oh no-it just a jokes, don't make it seriously)
because I interested with the management thing, actually. Hope it is the best choice.
I miss my old friend, my old besties, and my family. Through I rarely get in contact with them, actually I miss-you-so-much, people.
Last, about love. How could I haven't get any boyfriend here ? Not because there aren't people interested with me haha but I'm not interested with anybody right now, but don't judge me, I'm still on the right track.
So, have I done yet ? I think so, I write too much haha
I'll see you next time, I love you bloogy.
p.s. Can't wait for this holiday
and thank you for your smile today
HELLO
So it was 5 p.m. after college hours.
Met up with my friend there and I saw you on the backside, joking with your friend.
I should have forget it from long time ago, but,
Rush-rush-rush. I'm in the mood of rush.
This eyes just focused on you, while I was hidding behind my friends.
and, oh - you smile, with her again.
I was trying to let it go by joining their (my friends) joke whatever it was so cruel like 'lifting your friend as a cow then throw it away'. CRUEL.
Pretending not seeing you there.
But you came here, closely. Speaking with my friend.
First we're just talking as usual and joking of course.
Then you asked me,
" Are you not in the mood ? What happened ? Tell me, haha. Hey, I'm serious. "
I saw deeply into your eyes, I wanna say " It's because of you, stupid ! " but I realize that is a very bad idea to do.
" No, I'm just in a rush mood, " I throw my sight out.
" I think I'm kind enough for asking you but you ignore me like this. ckckck "
Then he talked with my friend about something freak and funny about a girl that made me laugh out loud.
So he said,
" Hey, you're laugh afterall. So we (he & my friend) are successfully for turn your mood good again, "
He smiled.
***
So it was evening and would be raining.
But it doesn't matter,
and thank you for your smile today.
p.s. you can guess, is it trully happened or just in my imagination :p
So it was 5 p.m. after college hours.
Met up with my friend there and I saw you on the backside, joking with your friend.
I should have forget it from long time ago, but,
Rush-rush-rush. I'm in the mood of rush.
This eyes just focused on you, while I was hidding behind my friends.
and, oh - you smile, with her again.
I was trying to let it go by joining their (my friends) joke whatever it was so cruel like 'lifting your friend as a cow then throw it away'. CRUEL.
Pretending not seeing you there.
But you came here, closely. Speaking with my friend.
First we're just talking as usual and joking of course.
Then you asked me,
" Are you not in the mood ? What happened ? Tell me, haha. Hey, I'm serious. "
I saw deeply into your eyes, I wanna say " It's because of you, stupid ! " but I realize that is a very bad idea to do.
" No, I'm just in a rush mood, " I throw my sight out.
" I think I'm kind enough for asking you but you ignore me like this. ckckck "
Then he talked with my friend about something freak and funny about a girl that made me laugh out loud.
So he said,
" Hey, you're laugh afterall. So we (he & my friend) are successfully for turn your mood good again, "
He smiled.
***
So it was evening and would be raining.
But it doesn't matter,
and thank you for your smile today.
p.s. you can guess, is it trully happened or just in my imagination :p
Before you've entered finish line, you should be never give up.
HELLO
November 2nd 2009, 01:37
Waking up after stayed away too late. Rushing my imagination and tearing some midnight snack to start writing this post. Oreo Soft Cake looks better.
Oh, Non sense, I think.
So, me. staring in front of you. When I wrote this post, people around me was exploring their own imagination dreamworld.
Oh, wait, there's a boy next to my room playing his guitar and singing a catchy song. Maybe I should asked him what's the title of the song. At least I know that I'm not the only me who's still wake up in here.
Wait a minute.
Okay I'm back.
I don't even realize that for my last 2 post was talking about-uh-love ? Something that I rarely wrote for about 2 years blogging ( I started it on October 2007).
Weird. What things that makes me turn to a-melodic-drama-queen like this ? Arrgh no, I don't like it.
Bzzt. ITunes playing songs that refers me to someone I've thinked for sometime ago. Even shuffle mode can read what I'm thinking now.
And I still remember your face and expression when we-Stop, You're so-Oh, Stop. Please. Don't.
Be ready to find sentimental girl after this.
I want to talk with myself, my own ego and sarkatism side. Let myself not to postpoe works I've should done before. Warn my own ego not too obsessed with him. Asking my sarkatism side to do sarkatism things (Okay, I'm joking).
Seriously, I'm threating with 'Galau Syndrome' for now.
Social networking also be my victims, but, nah, I prefer to writing about mylife here than Twitter or Facebook.
About my lasr post, I told you that I hate for being A Secret Admirer. Why ? It just turns you into a tiredness and hopeless.
Hey, don't judge me that I just can say the words. I've ever be a Secret Admirer before, 3 years ago for about 1 years, and I'm doing nothing.
Yep. Nothing. Just staring from a distance and go out with someone else I didn't love, It was nothing.
That was a main reason why I don't want to be A Secret Admirer (again). Useless and dissapointing.
Let's try frontal way.
Like a music, like your life.
Listening what you want to listen, Living what you want to live.
If you love someone, then don't just sit, wait, and hope like she/he would come to you.
Even you have no brave to say it out loud that you are falling with them, then try to get closer with.
Is it happy for being around with someone we loved ? Absolutely.
Yeah, I can see your cheesy smile when you're imagine it.
What's the point afterall ?
Before you've entered finish line, you should be never give up.
Oh, right. I'm feels like I'm a Love Consultant now -weird.
Then I want to ended this post.
p.s. I hate this virus.
November 2nd 2009, 01:37
Waking up after stayed away too late. Rushing my imagination and tearing some midnight snack to start writing this post. Oreo Soft Cake looks better.
Oh, Non sense, I think.
So, me. staring in front of you. When I wrote this post, people around me was exploring their own imagination dreamworld.
Oh, wait, there's a boy next to my room playing his guitar and singing a catchy song. Maybe I should asked him what's the title of the song. At least I know that I'm not the only me who's still wake up in here.
Wait a minute.
Okay I'm back.
I don't even realize that for my last 2 post was talking about-uh-love ? Something that I rarely wrote for about 2 years blogging ( I started it on October 2007).
Weird. What things that makes me turn to a-melodic-drama-queen like this ? Arrgh no, I don't like it.
Bzzt. ITunes playing songs that refers me to someone I've thinked for sometime ago. Even shuffle mode can read what I'm thinking now.
And I still remember your face and expression when we-Stop, You're so-Oh, Stop. Please. Don't.
Be ready to find sentimental girl after this.
I want to talk with myself, my own ego and sarkatism side. Let myself not to postpoe works I've should done before. Warn my own ego not too obsessed with him. Asking my sarkatism side to do sarkatism things (Okay, I'm joking).
Seriously, I'm threating with 'Galau Syndrome' for now.
Social networking also be my victims, but, nah, I prefer to writing about mylife here than Twitter or Facebook.
About my lasr post, I told you that I hate for being A Secret Admirer. Why ? It just turns you into a tiredness and hopeless.
Hey, don't judge me that I just can say the words. I've ever be a Secret Admirer before, 3 years ago for about 1 years, and I'm doing nothing.
Yep. Nothing. Just staring from a distance and go out with someone else I didn't love, It was nothing.
That was a main reason why I don't want to be A Secret Admirer (again). Useless and dissapointing.
Let's try frontal way.
Like a music, like your life.
Listening what you want to listen, Living what you want to live.
If you love someone, then don't just sit, wait, and hope like she/he would come to you.
Even you have no brave to say it out loud that you are falling with them, then try to get closer with.
Is it happy for being around with someone we loved ? Absolutely.
Yeah, I can see your cheesy smile when you're imagine it.
What's the point afterall ?
Before you've entered finish line, you should be never give up.
Oh, right. I'm feels like I'm a Love Consultant now -weird.
Then I want to ended this post.
p.s. I hate this virus.
I hate for being a Secret Admirer
HELLO
I wanna see my expression while i wrote this post. Contrary to the fact that I don't know how can I express my feeling know. Happy ? Maybe. Sad ? Not wrong.
Oh, You need flashback ? Go on. No need ? Then go.
Last Saturday night was awesome ! Hanging out with 7 Pom - Pom Boys (Arif, Nunu, Dipil, Ryan, Otum, Kiky, Yanu ) and my girls (Ulfi and Tyas) who are very very BRUTAL ! haha
We went to NAV Karaoke at Ciwalk and spending time there for about 2 hours. We were addicted with a virus called craziness. We sang along with our choice songs and most of the songs are 'Broken-Hearted Song' which refers to our love situation that time.
Complicated Love Life *sigh*.
But I really enjoyed it, all things related to 'Stress High Stadium' was gone. We laugh over and over, e talked about love and some useful tips to passed it by.
And the most wanted session we never passed : PHOTOSESSION.
We need to go out again next day, I really want to :)
Here they are. Look at those wierd faces. LOL
Ehm, I want to share pics when I had HEDON TIME with Ms. Tata in SourSally PVJ. Great time with her.
Then we'll enter a mellow-drama session. You still read ? Okay.
Seriously, I want to show how happy I am being around you, but then I think " Oh no, just don't. It will be the worst thing I've ever done. "
I know the fact, I know it. I know.
You know it is so-HARD being a person that just can see and wait.
Hell.
ITunes playing 'When You Love Someone' by Endah n Rhesa.
***
I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
when you hold your love
don’t ever let it go
or you will loose your chance
to make your dreams come true.
I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
***
Shoot !
That represents what I feel now.
Blur. I can't think. Galau.
Maybe what I want to say now is
"I hate for being a Secret Admirer."
p.s. I need some fresh air (again)
I wanna see my expression while i wrote this post. Contrary to the fact that I don't know how can I express my feeling know. Happy ? Maybe. Sad ? Not wrong.
Oh, You need flashback ? Go on. No need ? Then go.
Last Saturday night was awesome ! Hanging out with 7 Pom - Pom Boys (Arif, Nunu, Dipil, Ryan, Otum, Kiky, Yanu ) and my girls (Ulfi and Tyas) who are very very BRUTAL ! haha
We went to NAV Karaoke at Ciwalk and spending time there for about 2 hours. We were addicted with a virus called craziness. We sang along with our choice songs and most of the songs are 'Broken-Hearted Song' which refers to our love situation that time.
Complicated Love Life *sigh*.
But I really enjoyed it, all things related to 'Stress High Stadium' was gone. We laugh over and over, e talked about love and some useful tips to passed it by.
And the most wanted session we never passed : PHOTOSESSION.
We need to go out again next day, I really want to :)
Here they are. Look at those wierd faces. LOL
Ehm, I want to share pics when I had HEDON TIME with Ms. Tata in SourSally PVJ. Great time with her.
Then we'll enter a mellow-drama session. You still read ? Okay.
Seriously, I want to show how happy I am being around you, but then I think " Oh no, just don't. It will be the worst thing I've ever done. "
I know the fact, I know it. I know.
You know it is so-HARD being a person that just can see and wait.
Hell.
ITunes playing 'When You Love Someone' by Endah n Rhesa.
***
I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
when you hold your love
don’t ever let it go
or you will loose your chance
to make your dreams come true.
I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
***
Shoot !
That represents what I feel now.
Blur. I can't think. Galau.
Maybe what I want to say now is
"I hate for being a Secret Admirer."
p.s. I need some fresh air (again)
We're in the same town but different stories
HELLO
I want to know what's your expression when i'm come back here, writing such an annoyed post that disturbing your sleep, Bloogy ?
Wake up ! Give your total attract for me, your majesty. Oh, you have ? Okay, that's good.
Now can I start my sentences ? Don't be fall a sleep, please.
Bandung is an unpredictable city like I spent my last Saturday and Sunday Nite with my new friends, my homeboys pom - pom boys. You're rockin' awesome, you've made it ! I can laugh afterall i spent my time with you all, sillys. Thank you, sick ! hahaha
Bandung also an unpredictable stories, especially for love stories.
' We're in the same town but different stories. '
The special tagline I've made for describe what i feel now. Classy, but naturally.
As through I met some friends, almost are in a relathionship status, which mean they are taken. Most of them passing through Long Distance Relationship or we called LDR (and most of them have same shape : Jakarta - Bandung Relationship). And some of their relationship just start to be broken.
I've seen how it happened, and why ? Because they are not ready to start Long Distance Relationship or the other factors ( read : new people zz )
I'm here not to critic or insult you who is reading my post and maybe have the same thing like what i said before, okay. I'm sorry.
What ? Nah, I'm not interested on starting Long Distance Relationship, seriously I won't.
I ended my last relationship because I don't want to get include LDR in my life.
You told me that I'm a coward ? Whatever you said, I-don't-care Baby.
Beside all of many LDR problems, I prefer to pass Close Distance Relationship ( weird ? yeah it is)
In the same town, in the same place, in the same college.
We're in the same town, no matter it was.
But, what i feel now is still too far than i admired.
People I interested in has his own life, his own stories. Sometimes I don't know that does he okay there ? Are you okay with your girlfriend ?
Though,
We're in the same town but different stories.
Kita satu kota beda cerita.
It is just same with Long Distance Relationship.
Then, which one better ?
p.s. Put your smile again on your face, nah, that's looks better, boy.
I want to know what's your expression when i'm come back here, writing such an annoyed post that disturbing your sleep, Bloogy ?
Wake up ! Give your total attract for me, your majesty. Oh, you have ? Okay, that's good.
Now can I start my sentences ? Don't be fall a sleep, please.
Bandung is an unpredictable city like I spent my last Saturday and Sunday Nite with my new friends, my homeboys pom - pom boys. You're rockin' awesome, you've made it ! I can laugh afterall i spent my time with you all, sillys. Thank you, sick ! hahaha
Bandung also an unpredictable stories, especially for love stories.
' We're in the same town but different stories. '
The special tagline I've made for describe what i feel now. Classy, but naturally.
As through I met some friends, almost are in a relathionship status, which mean they are taken. Most of them passing through Long Distance Relationship or we called LDR (and most of them have same shape : Jakarta - Bandung Relationship). And some of their relationship just start to be broken.
I've seen how it happened, and why ? Because they are not ready to start Long Distance Relationship or the other factors ( read : new people zz )
I'm here not to critic or insult you who is reading my post and maybe have the same thing like what i said before, okay. I'm sorry.
What ? Nah, I'm not interested on starting Long Distance Relationship, seriously I won't.
I ended my last relationship because I don't want to get include LDR in my life.
You told me that I'm a coward ? Whatever you said, I-don't-care Baby.
Beside all of many LDR problems, I prefer to pass Close Distance Relationship ( weird ? yeah it is)
In the same town, in the same place, in the same college.
We're in the same town, no matter it was.
But, what i feel now is still too far than i admired.
People I interested in has his own life, his own stories. Sometimes I don't know that does he okay there ? Are you okay with your girlfriend ?
Though,
We're in the same town but different stories.
Kita satu kota beda cerita.
It is just same with Long Distance Relationship.
Then, which one better ?
p.s. Put your smile again on your face, nah, that's looks better, boy.
5 random songs
HELLO
i'm sorry for left you cold, bloggy.
hmm. finally i made up my last exam on last sunday. geez
now i'm just waiting for the result. hahahaha i'm nervoussss bby, hope it will be a good news. xp
***
look, i'll play 5 random songs in my playlist, then i'll write what's on my mind when i listened to the songs. okay. hha
( song played Deep - Binocular )
what's on my mind ? guess. hha
i'm very very excited because next wednesday on July 29th 2009 we'll have PADEPOKAN ON THE BEACH ! yeaaay ! :D
located in Bandengan Beach, Jepara.
we called it farewell session two. hhi
many problems comes but it had cleared.
i can't waiiit my amazing guys and girls ! :D
( song played Forever by Killing Me Inside )
my bad.
adore someone adorable.
complicated and never be reach (i know, i know, i'm just ordinary).
haha, hurt.
( song played Apologize by One Republic )
i remember one thing.
look, i'm comfort with my silly-lovey-life (which already over) now.
feel : free. independent. no burden.
i think the past is just over, not forever.
so, what must i say...maybe bye and be careful on your way ? hha
(song played Bestfriend by Toybox )
friendship and togetherness.
besties all along (yes, you two my dear :D )
i'll be missing you.
thank you for... everything.
i can't say anything more, you both just priceless.
( song played Vulnerable by Secondhand Serenade )
me. hha
i always listens this song when i feel like i'm a coward, not confident, or feel i'm just an ordinary not supreme highclass extraordinary peep like others.
the chorus : ".. I'll make it better than it ever was." is pushing me not to think that i'm not invicible. hhe
i'm an ordinary who can do extraordinary things ! :)
***
okay game over. hha
thank you for reading this silly-notes.
see yaa balabala :)
p.s. i hate to see your smile because it makes me want to see it again. hhi xp
4th June isn't always bad
HELLO
today is 4th of June.
this day make my memories returns to the past,
when it -unwillingness- happened the same situation which is : broken heart. (with different people.)
yeah, simple but sure.
i ever wrote the old story of my 4th of June (just click the link), which is tell about my broken heart experiences, a year and two years ago.
040607 - ended with friendship until now, after a very very long time to forget it all. (you know who he is, my bestfriend until now.)
040608 - ended with fast break
and,
040609 - it haven't ended yet, because it's continue the 040608 afterwhile, but i don't know until when it would be lasted.
anyway,
after 040608 happened, i create my special quote which is 'BEING ALONE IS NOT TOO BAD' that becomes my favourite quote everywhere until now.
that words has made me think that " hey, you're okay if you're alone. don't be affraid. it isn't a must that you must be together with someone, right ? "
and then i thought,
i won't be the same happened again in the next year, in 4th of June 2009, 040609, today.
and it becomes true.
i can spend today with a little pieces of happiness, no matter what it is.
fortunately, i haven't broken heart yet, today.(hopefully not)
and it simply makes me create a special quote for today :
' 4th of JUNE IS NOT ALWAYS THAT BAD '
don't worry about your brolkenheart experiences, everyone ever feels it, okay.
don't affraid to feel broken heart, no matter the one who break the heart or the one whose heart is broken,
it's just a step to be mature.
see ya !
p.s. bad memories now replace with sweet memories.
J for ...
HELLO
quick post.
( if you don't understand what it is mean, just let it go. it's not important )
log in.
search name : _ _ _
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found 1 of 1.
*click*
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view photos.
click to view.
*click*
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*appeared*
" first... "
next photo,
*appeared*
" ..second.. "
next photo,
*appeared*
" ...third. "
*getting closer to see it clearly*
" Oh My. "
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close the page.
***
comment ?
one word, and started with J.
arrgh. i hatehatehate.
:(
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" first... "
next photo,
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" ..second.. "
next photo,
*appeared*
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*getting closer to see it clearly*
" Oh My. "
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close the page.
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comment ?
one word, and started with J.
arrgh. i hatehatehate.
:(
mom knows everything
HELLO
i wanna share you such as many many many things about my school activity, 2nd group drama, besties, love or anything but i'm not in my condition to do this.
sorry.
maybe later,
growling.
today my emotional mode : ON.
no, no, it doesn't mean that i'm easy to angry with anyone or barking someone (wth ?) or yelling at you.
i'm not angry with anyone, okay ?
(included papung : you get my apologize now)
but i don't know,
maybe some of you had get the effect about this, and i'm sorry.
everything gone fast, and it's so curious.
all mixed and produce bad, really bad.
that's why my mom asked me before i went to bike with my pals this morning,
" do you have problem ? i think your emotion is not good since last week."
GOTCHA.
mom knows everything.
when i go home, she asked again, "when you want to share with me ? "
" its too much. "
" then you must get it out first. "
and she's right.
before it become junk, i should clean it.
" so, what is that ? school, besties, love, study... ? " she remind me.
" all of that. "
" woa, it gonna take a long time. "
" maybe. "
" say it, after i have meeting. okay ? "
" okay. "
" you allowed to access internet. "
" wow ! thank you mom ! "
" see you after this. "
should i repeat ?
mom knows everything.
even i can hide it from anyone,
she can see it clearly.
i wanna share you such as many many many things about my school activity, 2nd group drama, besties, love or anything but i'm not in my condition to do this.
sorry.
maybe later,
growling.
today my emotional mode : ON.
no, no, it doesn't mean that i'm easy to angry with anyone or barking someone (wth ?) or yelling at you.
i'm not angry with anyone, okay ?
(included papung : you get my apologize now)
but i don't know,
maybe some of you had get the effect about this, and i'm sorry.
everything gone fast, and it's so curious.
all mixed and produce bad, really bad.
that's why my mom asked me before i went to bike with my pals this morning,
" do you have problem ? i think your emotion is not good since last week."
GOTCHA.
mom knows everything.
when i go home, she asked again, "when you want to share with me ? "
" its too much. "
" then you must get it out first. "
and she's right.
before it become junk, i should clean it.
" so, what is that ? school, besties, love, study... ? " she remind me.
" all of that. "
" woa, it gonna take a long time. "
" maybe. "
" say it, after i have meeting. okay ? "
" okay. "
" you allowed to access internet. "
" wow ! thank you mom ! "
" see you after this. "
should i repeat ?
mom knows everything.
even i can hide it from anyone,
she can see it clearly.
after waiting...
HELLO !
aduh udah lama banget yaa ga ngisi ini,
setengah taon ada ya ?
wkwkwkwk parahh.
ada banyak kejadian yang terlewat si,
sayang banget deh,
jadi bingung mu mulai cerita dari yang mana dulu.
yang terbaru deh (apaan si)
fameloo :
baik si baik. skrg lagi ditinggal ke bali ni, sendirian :(
besties :
we saw youuu...
getting closer ! kemarin biz maen2 gitu ke rumah uli. haha
peppermind class :
foto katalog
ke ngrembel, asik && manteb. tapi ada beberapa yg harus diselesaiin nii, perpisahan kemana yaa ?
dancers :
@ famfun :)
makin anarkis && parahh. hang out terus. kapan ya our next mission ? haha
spyder :
lihat dia, A & A pasangan terbaru di spyder
banyak tercipta 'pasangan' gilaaa. btw ga ikut ke maron buat kedua kalinyaa :( :(
gemz :
X pool.
makin seing jalan ni kita, ntar lagi orin && ndut mu kuliah. :)
HI 3 :
ultah tinyokk.
kelas baru tambah nampol. makin rese tapi lucu juga si. haha
school :
daftar GO ahh biar pinter *ngaruh ?*
my future :
cari duit cari duit, demi masa depan ! :P
lovelife :
hehe... *ketawa najong*
my self :
belajar bikin web
singkat deh. jelas padat.
jarang nulis blog si,
:P
lagi suka lagu2nya FM static ni,
bagus juga ternyata. haha
berita baru : sekarang uda bisa naek sepedaa ! *bangga gitu ?*
hmm. yauda. makan dulu ah, laper :P
see ya !
*kapan ?*
aduh udah lama banget yaa ga ngisi ini,
setengah taon ada ya ?
wkwkwkwk parahh.
ada banyak kejadian yang terlewat si,
sayang banget deh,
jadi bingung mu mulai cerita dari yang mana dulu.
yang terbaru deh (apaan si)
fameloo :
baik si baik. skrg lagi ditinggal ke bali ni, sendirian :(
besties :
we saw youuu...
getting closer ! kemarin biz maen2 gitu ke rumah uli. haha
peppermind class :
foto katalog
ke ngrembel, asik && manteb. tapi ada beberapa yg harus diselesaiin nii, perpisahan kemana yaa ?
dancers :
@ famfun :)
makin anarkis && parahh. hang out terus. kapan ya our next mission ? haha
spyder :
lihat dia, A & A pasangan terbaru di spyder
banyak tercipta 'pasangan' gilaaa. btw ga ikut ke maron buat kedua kalinyaa :( :(
gemz :
X pool.
makin seing jalan ni kita, ntar lagi orin && ndut mu kuliah. :)
HI 3 :
ultah tinyokk.
kelas baru tambah nampol. makin rese tapi lucu juga si. haha
school :
daftar GO ahh biar pinter *ngaruh ?*
my future :
cari duit cari duit, demi masa depan ! :P
lovelife :
hehe... *ketawa najong*
my self :
belajar bikin web
singkat deh. jelas padat.
jarang nulis blog si,
:P
lagi suka lagu2nya FM static ni,
bagus juga ternyata. haha
berita baru : sekarang uda bisa naek sepedaa ! *bangga gitu ?*
hmm. yauda. makan dulu ah, laper :P
see ya !
*kapan ?*
i'm back !
hello !
lama gag ngisi blog,
kangen jugag yaa. hha:i)
still around my life,
so far so good
cuman ada banyak kejadian yang gag bisa disebut satu - satu
yang pasti, now, i'm in raicab -like a summer camp- with my friends
uda hampir 4 hari nginep disini,
ternyata, i miss home too yah :P
tapi jangan salah,
disini sumpah asik bgd
jadi bisa ngerasain gimana sii cara masak or nyuci
( secara yaaa..gue gag jago hal2 begituan hha :) )
everyday, always berajojing ria sama temen2,
dapet pengalaman banget nii,
walopun kesannya kaya village gitu,
but, it's fun enough ! trust me ! :)
aaah, kayaknya i'm gonna miss this place nii :)
moga2 kapan2 bisa dapet kesempatan buat nginep bareng2 gini lagi yaaa
saking byknya hal2 lucu bin aneh jadi gag bisa diceritain satu - satu :)
uhmm, lovelife ?
masih biasaa,
si 4 huruf? enggak tuhh
yang pasti sekarang mo penyegaran,
i'm happy if i'm single, darl !
huuaaahm, so many assignment waiting for me, *sigh*
see you around ! :)
lama gag ngisi blog,
kangen jugag yaa. hha:i)
still around my life,
so far so good
cuman ada banyak kejadian yang gag bisa disebut satu - satu
yang pasti, now, i'm in raicab -like a summer camp- with my friends
uda hampir 4 hari nginep disini,
ternyata, i miss home too yah :P
tapi jangan salah,
disini sumpah asik bgd
jadi bisa ngerasain gimana sii cara masak or nyuci
( secara yaaa..gue gag jago hal2 begituan hha :) )
everyday, always berajojing ria sama temen2,
dapet pengalaman banget nii,
walopun kesannya kaya village gitu,
but, it's fun enough ! trust me ! :)
aaah, kayaknya i'm gonna miss this place nii :)
moga2 kapan2 bisa dapet kesempatan buat nginep bareng2 gini lagi yaaa
saking byknya hal2 lucu bin aneh jadi gag bisa diceritain satu - satu :)
uhmm, lovelife ?
masih biasaa,
si 4 huruf? enggak tuhh
yang pasti sekarang mo penyegaran,
i'm happy if i'm single, darl !
huuaaahm, so many assignment waiting for me, *sigh*
see you around ! :)
