it would ended soon

HELLO

sometimes love feels right or sometimes it's wrong.
i'm one of the people who unconditionally in a stuck open relationship
and i'm feel no longer with it at all.

geez, i'm not on the mood to tell you about my current love story, you know.
there is nothing happen between us, okay.
no more because of the 'third people' or something we've gotta do.
so, uhm..

being in undefined relationship for approximatelly one year (or more) isn't short time called.
at first started, it was going great.
everyday just gone gone away.
routine activities, bla bla bla.. b**ed
when i realized,
i'm not feel it anymore.

i'm tired..

now, i just want to be free.
free for thinking anything about love for a while.
because my mind filled up with friendship and other things except you.
yes. it's not a good reason, i know.

would you mind to set me free ?
and let's make a good friend.
thank you for your kindness and sorry for everything.

...hope you know.
( until it posted, i haven't told it to the people i mean *what a coward )
i'm messed up of everything.

p.s. i know i'm the coward and selfish one, but this is what i feel now.

4th June isn't always bad

HELLO

today is 4th of June.
this day make my memories returns to the past,
when it -unwillingness- happened the same situation which is : broken heart. (with different people.)

yeah, simple but sure.
i ever wrote the old story of my 4th of June (just click the link), which is tell about my broken heart experiences, a year and two years ago.

040607 - ended with friendship until now, after a very very long time to forget it all. (you know who he is, my bestfriend until now.)
040608 - ended with fast break
and,
040609 - it haven't ended yet, because it's continue the 040608 afterwhile, but i don't know until when it would be lasted.

anyway,
after 040608 happened, i create my special quote which is 'BEING ALONE IS NOT TOO BAD' that becomes my favourite quote everywhere until now.
that words has made me think that " hey, you're okay if you're alone. don't be affraid. it isn't a must that you must be together with someone, right ? "

and then i thought,
i won't be the same happened again in the next year, in 4th of June 2009, 040609, today.
and it becomes true.
i can spend today with a little pieces of happiness, no matter what it is.
fortunately, i haven't broken heart yet, today.(hopefully not)
and it simply makes me create a special quote for today :

' 4th of JUNE IS NOT ALWAYS THAT BAD '

don't worry about your brolkenheart experiences, everyone ever feels it, okay.
don't affraid to feel broken heart, no matter the one who break the heart or the one whose heart is broken,
it's just a step to be mature.

see ya !

p.s. bad memories now replace with sweet memories.

last weekend fever

HELLO !

finally, national examination was over !
so i'm relief for a while in here.
i'll tell you about my last weekend which is just one word : AWESOME.

Saturday, April 25th 2009

1st. SPORTISTA !

as usual team : me, pemz, ian, and baskoro. ( baskoro is veryyy lateee arrgh )
at first we wanted to do jogging in TLJ, but it was closed because there is porsimaptar. zzz
then, we went to school.
yeah school. haha
we played badminton, then basketball. after a while vicky was coming and played tennis with ian and bas.
i played badminton again with pemz, from the far i saw anggari ambon and rendra ( they were after doing MIB )
hooo. sport day today.
for me, it's fun because i feel like it's a long time for me for doing sport since months ago. hhe

2nd. HANG OUT w/ MOM

it's saturday and thats mean : my mom comes home.
after sport, i went with her and my little sister to eat siomay. hha ( my dad comes to from his office to eat a while with his fams. hhe )
then we went to Matahari which is : HOT ENOUGH
what were we do ? oh it's just take a walk. hha

3rd. HELLO BEACH !

my cellphone ringing, a message received and it's from bang hud said that 'spyderguys refreshing day on Maroon Beach start at 3.00 p.m ! if you wanna join please called adri.'
no more thinking i said yes !
and then we go, for me & pemz it's the first time i went there. hha nerd
men playing water & soccer, woman just taking pics. hhe
i enjoy it so much, i love this day. hha

4th. MIDNITE CINEMA

at maghrib i went home and welcomed with : " change your clothes, we'll going to cinema now. "
after a glance, i've already in E Plaza and be ready for watched 'I Know Who Killed Me',
the film was urrrgh, i don't know what to say, it's about mutilation and stigmatis. yuck !
then i closed this wonderful saturday.

Sunday, April 26th 2009

5th. I HAVEN'T TAKE A BATH

early morning, my home's bell ringing, 'TING TONG!'
" there is your friends outta there."
what ? this early morning and i haven't take a bath yet ??
guess what, fikar and ambon. they want to have a chat for a while.
how could i said that i haven't take a bath ?
am i smell or something ? but i have brushing my teeth ! is my perfume working well ? is it help ?
zzzzzz

6th. FISHING O RAMA

midday, my family and om topo's family went fishing together.
me and lia just took a lot of pics and enjoyed meal until we were bloated ! hehehe
it's so great because we joking and kidding each others in a car. hahaha

7th. SLEEP

this the activity i like most. hahaa

***

so that's all my awesome weekend, a refreshing after examination of course. hhe
what about you ?

p.s. i got lot lots of nice pics ! yeeey

a letter to say goodbye

remember that day,
we decided not to begin.
and then we go.

remember that day,
we met, we shared.
we get along with the time.
without anything tied up.

remember that day,
this happiness comes out everyday.
more and more because of you.
but i'm afraid i can't patch for it.

remember that day,
it was the time for rarely.
and i'm here feel so lonely.

so the game played,
you disappear, so did I.
you got the highest point.
you went, your pics, your happiness with her.
how come i tease them ?
then i know this game has already end.

i mustn't be cry, i mustn't be down, i mustn't be stumbled.
because i know it would be happened.
thank you for the days.
i ever falling for you and i won't regret for it.
congratulations.
may you get your pleasure with her.
and i'm here just see and give my smile for you.

i write on a piece of paper,
i write a letter for you.
a letter to say goodbye.


***

p.s. hope you get your best, i'm sorry and thank you for the days !
yeah, i'm brokenheart again. congratulations to me.

i want to tear something

HELLO

hours, days, months.
looking back your memories and throw all the things inside.
with the gloomy eyes, i want to hear the real.
drink the tears and break the things fallen apart.
spread the regret and burry the sins.
for many times i've said it clearly,

i have no right and duty.

so what's the grants ?
may i ?
should i ?
could i ?

tell me,
why we should stay ?
should us ?
feel like tied it back, but we don't have.
i don't have.
yes, you shouldn't.
or maybe wouldn't ?

set you free.
would it be the right or i will be regret then ?
i don't want to be dominated by my own ego.
maybe this is the time you get your own life.
without any invisible rules that trapped you.
without any duty to feel like watched over by me.
without anything related to me.
is this the best choice ?
fool, i don't know.

this is not my surrender.
because i wrote it not in regret notes.
and what i want to do now is..

i want to tear something
right now.

p.s. just a little notes outta my mind.

happy birthday F !

Originally Posted in February 21th 2009

HELLO

well, i just want to say that my last week mission = successful ! :)

happy birthday F !

wish you a wonderful life and doing best for your future. amin :)

p.s. i won't upload the real image & full story here, privacy reason :P

cheers,

preparing something

HELLO

what i am doing right now ?
preparing something IMPORTANT and something SPECIAL :)
hope it will be success then.

thank you for Something About Lola, you guys are amazing ! i love your acoustic-verse-song. hhe
so, see you soon :)

p.s. Pee Wee Gaskins debut album is OUT NOW : THE SOPHOMORE !

being nerd ?

HELLO !

actually i posted it yesterday.
it's been a long time since my last writing last week.
i don't know why, 'my mood of writing' is like gone everywhere.
let you call it : lazy. okay. fine.

rolling.
last saturday night, i spent my time together with my beautiful girls, dancers.
yeaa, finally we had it again !
sleepover in my home (again), but it just 7 of us : mutia, sasa, sara, pidta, winda, ca'ama & me.
but thank you girls, all of you made my day that nite !
you all make my tears become dry. hhi
i love you all :)

growling.
my mom went home last friday night then back to jakarta again on monday morning.
but she felt like i ignored her because i had sleepover with my girls.
i'm sorry mom.
never happen again.

and the last moment on saturday night, it was really really conservate my emotion. oh well.
i was tired.
but then it change to relief last sunday morning :)
it's just saturday-night-fever.
another time let you just said it to me clearly, okay ?
don't make me confused like that again.

***

so, what i want to shout in here :

I'M READY FOR BEING NERD !

no, no, no. not that much. hha
seriously, nerd in here doesn't mean 'cupu' or 'geek'.
i just want to be more seriously for study.
remember, i'm in my last year of highschool.
what it gonna be if finally i won't get what i want, or what i want to be ?
yes. yes.
from now on i want to study harder, harder, and harder.
no worries for nerd.
in class i start to do more exercises, and some of my friends got into it. hhe
let's study together !

watch your steps, nerd. hha

i love saturday :)

HELLO !

i'm here again, sitting and writting in front of my PC and start to crawl my saturday.
i really love this saturday.
this is my saturday_x.
i will post it not only in english yaa soalnya bosen juga ni lama-lama. haha
so what's up with saturday ?
i've 5 which make me happy.
so here it is :

1. PADEPOKAN RUSUH

bukan, maksudnya bukan rusuh tawuran gitu tapi ini gara - gara presentasi english 2nd group ( group legend yang licik. hha ) yang asli heboh, ya kan ppa ?
jadi sebelum mereka presentasi tuh hompimpa dulu buat nentuin siapa moderatornya.
jahatnya, mereka kompakan ngerjain si ilham a.k.a hidung buat ngejadiin dia moderator.
jadilah semua (kecuali ilham) hompimpa pake tangan telungkup.
" hom pim pa ! "
BEEE. kena deh ilham tapi dia ga terima gitu. haha
akhirnya yang kepilih ippa, salah stategi. nasibmu ya nak. hha
ada dokumentasinya tapi belum aku upload ni sabar. hha

habis itu presentasi gila - gilaan pas sesi tanya jawab.
pertamanya semua tenang. oke. tenang.
tapi,
akhir - akhirnya uda pada begundalan, naik meja, rebutan pertanyaan. rusuh.
sampe ada sistem diskualifikasi kalo angkat tangan duluan.
waaa. seru deh waktu itu.
nice job ! :)

2. GOSSIP PARA WANITA

ini nih, kita buat dosa lagi.
jadi pertamanya aku, mami sarsa, rezta, sinta, bott ngumpul di depan lassterix buat ngobrol soal nchong, terus merembet ke cerita sinta, akhirnya kita ganti tempat.
jadilah, di deket kamar mandi samping greenhouse.
pertamanya sih cuma ber-5,
trus dateng para jamaat gossip, uli, juju, pemz.
naah. disitu tambah seru.
rezta mami cerita tentang afgan. hahaha kocak.
wah banyak banget deh kayaknya mpe hampir jam 2 tuh kita ngobrol.
bener - bener refreshing.
:D

3. BLUEBIRD

jadi habis itu aku & sinta jalan ke depan, mau beli siomay skalian ngobrol lagi.
eh, ada fikar.
jadilah kita gossip bertiga.
hampir 2 jam ga kerasa. haha
paling seru waktu dapet ilmunya sinta tentang bluebird.
mau tau ?
tanya aja ke orangnya :)
mana ada bapak - bapak aneh ngliatin ( aku si ga kliatan maaf yaa ) bolak - balik mulu, kayaknya ngincer sinta deh. hha
jam 4 kita bubaran.
aku pulang bareng lia, dia pas lagi sama si adit tuh.
kurang ajar aku diejekin pendek bonsai gitu sama anak satu itu.
ga liat badan dia apa ? :P
energi gossip full tank.

4. NOSTALGIA SPYDER TERCINTAKU

jadi, malem - malem diajak mbex liat latsar.
eh, ternyata boleh sama ibu. tumben. yauda deh. hhe tapi ga bole pulang malem.
sampe sana, malah diajakin ke DP.
perjalanan malah foto - foto di jalan raya.
wah fotografer mengundang nyawa deh,
thank you for : fafa kawin.
fotonya blum aku minta nih. hhu
sampe DP juga foto - foto di eskalator.
best moment. kangen sama anak - anak semua :)

ada pemilihan top model, dandanannya serem semua. hho
eh malah di DP misah.
akhirnya balik ke skola, aku disuruh pulang.
pas nebeng mbex, ketemu para ROMLI ( ROMBONGAN LIAR ) a.k.a para lelaki baru pulang dari DP.
kunci motor mbex DIAMBIL, motornya DIBERONDONG sampe ke depan kanopi.
padahal itu uda sampe depan SD kanisius.
curanmor pemirsa. itu curanmor.
akhirnya mau ga mau kita balik lagi,
mereka sih ketawa ketiwi gitu dasar jail banget sumpah.
tapi mau marah juga ga bisa, geli sih soalnya. haha
sayang ni aku ga bisa ikut nginep. hhu
jam setengah10 pulang.

5. :)

this make me smile terusss. hha
3 hours 'til morning.

***

yes, that's all my 5 things which make this saturday was amazing.
i wish i'll have it again. hhe
i love saturday.
:)

getting bored

HELLO !

...and hello again.
why i am still here and typing ?
don't i'm not allowed to use internet ?
do i steal time to post it ?
no. no way.
let you guess. hha
and whenever i have a chance to post, mostly i dont know what to do, what to say, what to write.
huahhm. you bored ?
yes ?
bye-bye.
no ?
thank you, go on.

last night i had a talk again with my parents about future.
sure, USM I STT Telkom is one month again from yesterday.
i asked that i should join the first USM or the second.
they have no-no.
it means, whatever.
the USM I will be held on 14th December 2008
the USM II will be held on 14th March 2009.
what do you think ?
you have no to answer it. hha x)

Sunday morning was wonderful.
tired but not lots.
and i'm happy :)
can't share here because it's not for publicity.
kinda kiddin'.

while i'm typing it, i found this pic.
taken in Java Language lesson when we watched Dewa Ruci.
it's not concepted at all, real pure but weird.
could you guess what's wrong with it ?


Aji && Fajar
same style is good

what again ?
you started to bored ?
congratulations. this post will be ended soon.
smell ya later.

akibat sepatu berwarna

HELLO !

you go again with me here,
finally, after a looong loooong middaytest complete with stress, strange, scary air *lebayy i made it up !
semoga hasilnya baik amin.
tapi emang deh, mid test kali ini pembawa sial sial sial.
check :

MIDTEST STORY

1. duduk paling depan sendiri

ya oke, sebenernya ga salah sih, cuma kan ga strategis & ga efisien. kalo mau 'berdiskusi dengan teman' harus nengok 90 derajat ke kanan/kiri, 135 derajat ke arah serong kanan/kiri belakang, ato 180 derajat ke belakang.
lagian, aku anti buka hape, bukannya sok-sokan gamau nyontek, masalahnya ini depan sendiri dan belom professional !
ngiler kalo liat hariz yang dengan tenang buka hape. tambahan wajahnya sangat tidak menunjukkan dosa. beda sama saya, penuh dosa. hha

2. kejaring razia

hari : Kamis, 23 Oktober 2008.
jadwal midtest : Kn & TIK
jam sampai di sekolah : 06.54
begitu sampe sekolah,

' PLOK PLOK PLOK'
" Mbak ! Mbak ! "
ada yang nepokin dari jauh.
'PLOK PLOK PLOK !'
" Kamu Mbak ! "
" mbo, kayaknya yang dipanggil kamu deh. " kata lia.
" eh iya ya ? "

dengan tanpa PRASANGKA APAPUN, saya kesana dengan tenang, tanpa dosa.
kayaknya yang manggil mam Asyiah, ternyata Bu Pril.
firasat ga enak.
" Mbak sana kamu gabung sama Pak Sholeh. "
" Ha-ah ? "
" Itu disana. Cepet ! "

langsung deh ke atas kanopi lagi ada Pak Sholeh Amin sedang berpidato bersama para murid murid tersayangnya.
Ada momon sama bayu ternyata.
" ....kalian itu apa gag malu, sekolah ini punya nama baik tapi kalian dengan seenaknya melanggar peraturan ! "
mati deh.
ternyata saya kena RAZIA SEPATU BERWARNA.
baru sadar sekarang ! begooo. tau gitu lari aja tadi ga usah sok ngampirin tepokan maut. huhu
" Ayo semua isi buku pelanggaran ! Pelanggaran R2 ! Jangan ngisi di punya temennya ! Jangan pura - pura ngisi ! "
" Pak, tapi kan sepatu saya dominan hitam... " (mencoba membela diri)
" Tapi itu ada blontang blontengnya banyak ! ijo biru kuning apa itu. Lagian kamu dulu pernah saya tangkap lalu saya bebaskan. Sekarang minta bebas lagi ? enak saja ! Sepau itu harus hitam benar-benar hitam.....*blablabla "
ck, ah sudahlah.
iya iya oak, saya salah.

" Pak, nanti tetap ikut midtest kan pak ? "
" Iya, kalian tetap ikut midtest, tapi di ruang sidang ! "
beeeeeeeeeh !
gila pak ? ini yang kelas XII cuma ada 6 orang. mana blom belajar Kn lagi !
tapi tenang, bisa diakali : duduk berdempetan.
tapi, tiba" mas-mas PPL yang aneh bilang :
" Mbak, ini duduknya geser satu kursi ya, plis nanti saya dimarahi. "
wkwkwkwwk

yauda, kerjakan saja. sebisanya, trus sebelum bel balik ke ruang test. ruang 27 a.k.a XII IA 10.
' TOK TOK TOK'
" Permisi... "
kelas riuh, ada yg ketawa ngejek jelas.
" Ini saya mau kasih lembar jawab, bu. "
" Oh ya sudah kamu balik ke tempat duduk saja. "
" Loh saya ga kluar ? "
" Oh ya kluar. "
" Lho jadi saya harusnya kemana bu ? "
" Yaudah sana kluar saja. "
ngessss.
jadilah. termenung diluar. setengah jam.
hemmm. belajar TIK ? males.
akhirnya foto - foto diliatin CS. mau ikut poto bareng, bang ?

akhirnya pergantian jam aku cerita ke anak2.
da si petex kena razia jgga. hha kebetulan Mr Arif lewat.
tapi tapi oh tapi.
kenapa fajar fitri begitu BEJO ?
kalo dia ga pindah duduknya ke sebelah ambon pasti dia juga KENA !
waguuu.

3. soal Fisika Kimia = hemm.

walopun uda belajar 11jam di rumahku bersama mbex ian baskoro, tetep aja menyedihkan.
kayaknya kebanyakan bercandaan deh yagak sih ?
ya keris lah, lagu2 aneh lah, video sobek rok lah, hemmm. blom komentar aneh dari dua orang itu.
dan lagi, kayaknya slalu hujan kalo lagi sama mereka. ya gak mbex ?
hujan angin GO , hujan ga berhenti2 di rumah. hha
tapi yasudahlah.
sudah berusaha.

END OF MIDTEST STORY

last thursday, i was happy. haha
finally i can say hello, tapi malu2in banget ah.
thank you my nyaaa.
kalo kamu ga lupa jalan mungkin ga akan kaya gini. heheh x)

hari ini sweet seventeen ca'ama.
and i'm wearing a dress. can you imagine ?
no ?
okay.
because i can't imagine it too.
next post i'll tell you about it.
bye bye bye !

hello to you

" H E L L O "

i wanna say that word to you but i never get the chance to make it up.

when ?

or maybe later ?

welcome, 17 :)

HELLO !

finally,
welcome 17 !
welcome 29th September !
i'm sure that Allah gave me sooo many nice things on that days :D
banyak kejutan yang aku dapetin hari ini...

28th September 2008
23.52 WIB

kurang 8 menit menuju 17 *lebay
iseng bangun, ngaca, trus ngomong sama diriku sendiri.
macem2 lah, kaya kata2 perpisahan umur 16. cailah apaan sih.
trus siap menyambut umur 17. hha
3 second more..
3..
2..
1..
... and happy b'day 17th to me :)

29th September 2008
00.00 WIB

welcome, 17 :)
bersiap buat tidur, ngantuk bgtbgt.
one message received.
from ca'ama, happy bday greeting. waaa you're the 1st, sayang :)
then other messages and called in.
at 01.00,i went to sleep.

29th Spetember 2008
03.00 WIB

TOK ! TOK ! TOK !
ada yang ketok pintu. bangunin saur.
langsung deh buka pintu, tiba-tiba..
'BLAM !'
pintu nutup sendiri ! ada orang diluar pintu.
...malingkah ?
nyoba buka lagi, pintu ditahan.
apa-apaan sih ini ?
nyoba buka lebih kuat lagi, samar ada bayangan dua orang,
dan ternyata,
ULI dan MBEX.

"..kok kalian ada disini ? "
dengan berangnya mereka masuk ke kamar, bersiap menyandera.
tapi begitu ngeliat aku masi pake daster bali a.k.a baju terawang,
" ganti baju ! cepet ! "
" ha..ah ? " (masi kaget)
" cepetttt ! "
" iya iya sabar "
langsung ganti pake baju sekenanya (sebenernya cuma kaos oblong sm clana kolor)
trus tiba-tiba uli nutup mataku pake kain.
(tuh kan, aku disandera)
disuruh jalan nurunin tangga.
begitu kain dibuka...

" TADAAA...! "
keadaan di ruang makan gelap.
nengok kanan eh, ada moki.. MOKI ? kok disini ? terus ada gembul juga, bawa kamera.
dibelakang ada beb, ibu, ninin.
di meja ada.. kue ulang tahun khas dyriana dan lilin angka 17
(ato tepatnya 11 soalnya 7nya meleleh )
hueeeeee. aku terharuuu !
aku peluk beb ibu nin,
trus aku peluk 2 orang cantik2ku,
ga tahan ngangis deh.
gila yah. aku emang mikir mereka bakal kesini, tapi engga pas SAHUR.
makasi sayangg..
katanya si ambon denny mau ikut, tapi ga boleh.
terus make a wish, tiup lilin.
trus ninin ngasi kado keluarga, coklat gede bentuk beruang,

wohoo. makasih.
habis tu kita ber-5 + kluargaku sahur bersama.
nonton PPT bntar trus subuhan, tidur deh.
waa. bener2 ga nyangka :)

29th September 2008
06.23 WIB

kebangun, wow uda pagi.
uli ma mbex masih tidur di kasur.
aku kluar mo nengok keadaan moki gembul di luar,
eh ternyata pas buka pintu mereka mau pamit pulang.
yauda aku anterin mpe depan.
makasih uda repot2 dateng. hha
mbe'an moki ngomong " wez bejo lho aku inget ulang tahunmu. " haha asem ya.

29th September 2008
06.53 WIB
uli susah payah bangunin mbex,
mereka berantem sendiri, hha
ternyata, aku dikasi kado ! iyeeey.
pas aku pegang kirain isinya pigura foto,
ternyata.
subhanallah.
VCD. VCD dengan cover foto2 kita bertiga.
Ya Allah, ini hadiah impian !
speechless itu pasti.
langsung deh aku ambrukin mereka, aku peluk sambil bilang makasih yg ga terhingga.
hueeee. nangis lagi deh.
makasih sayangku, makasih banget yang ga terhingga buat kalian.
this is the best gift !
and you're the best i ever had..


best gift from besties :)

habis tu kita nonton bareng2,
walopun ada sedikit kendala teknis, it's okay.
dan..
gila.
gila.
gila.
ini gila.
Ya Allah, aku bener2 ga nyangka...
isi videonya ucapan selamat dari kluarga dan temen2 smua..
mana editingnya bagus banget + backsoundnya semua lagu favoritku !
aku mo nanya2 banyak ma mereka, tapi
" eits, sesi tanya dibuka habis nonton video ini mpe selesai. "
jadilah lanjut nonton.
ada video aku lagi tidur yg mukanya Masya Allah nggak banget,
ucapan dari smua kluargaku,
temen2 SMA dari kelas 1-3,
sesepuh, peppermind, dancers, padepokan
ekskul karate, KS, sama komen pribadi masing2,
tentu aja komen dari besties tersayang.
plus referensi cita2 yg kira2 pas buat aku.
aku nangis lagi.
bener2 nangis.
bener2 nangis terharu. bahagiaaaa banget.
YA ALLAH aku bener2 BERSYUKUR punya SAHABAT kaya MEREKA.
huaaa ga bisa diungkapin pake kata2.
makasih banget makasih,
ternyata ambon ikut terlibat juga buat editingnya,
ya ampun makasih banget ya yg katanya uli mbex uda merelakan waktu,komputer, rumahnya buat video ini.
ULI MBEX, semuanya, aku sayang banget sama kalian..


foto paling natural. no edit lho sayongs. hha

habis nonton kita berleha2, bergosip bersama,
trus mbex pulang, disusul uli habis mandi. aku juga akhirnya mandi.

29th September 2008
13.00 WIB

" mbak sasri ada temennya. "
" siapa ? "
" vicky. "
EBUSET. vicky smaga ? ga mungkin.
jangan - jangan vicky preman. ngapain dia kesini ? mati deh.
ternyata begitu aku keluar,
eh, fikar.
fikar ya nin bukan vicky. perasaan jauh deh.
yasudahlah.
habis itu kita ngobrol ngalor ngidul,
main kucir rambut, ternyata rambutnya bisa dikucir.
cantik lho kar. hha canda :P

pas lagi ngobrol tiba2 ada paket dateng, buat aku.
ga ada pengirimnya.
OMG. so scary. siapa yg kirim ? gede lagi.
karna takut aku ga mau buka dulu.
lanjut ngobrol ke fikar, tiba2 ada telvon.

" halo sas. uda sampe paketnya ? "
" udah, ini siapa ? "
" ini sara, dudul. "
" ya ampun sarr... itu dari kamu ? "
" dari kita, dari dancers buat kamu. "
" ya ampunn.. tau gak kirain itu paket tanpa nama, nyeremin. "
" hahaha. udah dibuka ? "
" belom. "
" yaudah, buka dulu aja. ntar kalo uda sms kita ya. ok sayang ? "
" iya sar yaampun makasih bgt aku speechless ! "
" iya iya. dahh. "

langsung deh aku buka paket so scary itu. hhe,
dan dan..
OMG. ada pigura gede isinya fotoku & foto dancers,
plus buku isinya komen2 dari mereka smua.
hueeee. aku pengen nangis tapi malu diliat fikar.
aku tahan2 dulu deh nangisnya,
makasih bgt cantik2ku, MYSUPERGIRLDANCERS..
bener2 surprise,
aku terharu..
huaaaa. aku sayang kalian !


mysupergirl dancers, sayang kalian.

lanjut ke fikar.
ga kerasa sampe 2 jam-an ngobrol. lama juga.
lucu rasanya soalnya udah lama ga ngobrol.
btw, makasih buat hadiahnya, aku terharu. hha lebay :)
skitar jam stgh4 dia pamit pulang.

29th September 2008
16.00 WIB

tama dateng.
ngasih kue sama kado.
kita terlibat pembicaraan ga enak jadinya suasananya bener2 ga enak.
maaf buat smuanya ya.
tp makasih ud repot2 dateng, ngasih hadiah segala.
maaf juga aku blum bisa ngasih apa2.

29th September 2008
16.30 WIB

bel bunyi,
ternyata ada papung ma levi.
langsung nyodorin hadiah.
" nyoh. "
" wetetet, apa ni pung ? "
" pas aku ultah mbo kei kado to ? nyoh, ben podo2. "
haha alasan ga mutu, tapi makasih ya beruang.
ternyata isinya jam beker. biar ga telat bangun.
pintar kamu, anakku :P
bis tu ngobrol2,
dan anak2 gemzter pada berdatengan satu2.
iya, hari ini mau buka bareng sama gemzter. hhe

29th September 2008
18.00 WIB

buka. alhamdulillah.
dengan makan dan minuman seadanya kita buka bareng,
pas aku lagi di ruang tamu ternyata ada batyangan cewe berjilbab,
ternyata ...NYAA ?
mataku ditutup trus digeret kluar rumah,
ternyata,
" HAPPY BDAY ! "
hueeee. anak2 PADEPOKAN !
ada nyaa ibuk pungki singgih ali,
ga nyangka aku dikasi surprise sama kalian !
terharuu..
walopun cuma 5 orang tp ini sangat berarti, halah.
makasih banget....
tiup lilin dari kue dyriana yg dibawa pungki,
kue khas surprise ultah. hha
first cake, diojok2in buat ali, yasudlahh. dicie2, pdhl biasa wae ya li ! hha
jadilah,
anak2 padepokan buka bareng gemz.
tak kenal2in mereka,
siapa tau ada yang nyantol. wkwkwk

habis buka, aku mampir ke kamar atas.
ternyata ada hadiah dari gemz. hueee.
dikasi message in the bottle, isinya komen anak2 dimasukin ke botol.
huaaaa. makasih sayang2ku..
aku terharu (lagi) :)

habis slese smua,
now is family time.
tapi beb ibu kecapekan ikut bantu2 ngurus hari ini jadinya ga jadi... hhu
yg penting doanya lah.
makasih ya beb ibu, nin juga, makasih yang ga terhingga..
i love my family :)

trus gossip ma uli bentar, langsung go to bed.
oiya malem itu juga ada something who make me -what is it- embarassed ? habis pengakuan nih. hha. not public consumme ah. hhe

alhamdulillah.
hari ini begitu banyak kebahagiaan yg datang,
walo juga ada kesedihan.
aku bener2 bersyukur pd Allah SWT.
masih diberi nikmat, karunia, hidup, dan banyak lagi.
alhamdulliah ya Allah.
smoga di umur 17 ini,
smua harapan, cita-cita, impian bisa terkabulkan menuju ke arah yang lebih baik. amin.

buat smuanya,
keluargaku tercinta,
sahabatku yg kusayang : uli & pemz
dancerscantiku, gemzter, sesepuh, padepokanfamily,
temen2 yg ga bisa aku sebutin satu2, yg uda repot2 dateng, kasi
kejutan, hadiah, ato yg meluangkan waktu buat ngucapin ultah,
makasih yang tak terhingga buat kalian smua..
aku sayang kalian.
...and happy b'day to me.



love love love,
S

bubar dan telvon itu.

HELLO !

okay this week was full of event.

Monday, 22 of September 2008
i'm totally happy this day. hhe
sebenernya sih biasa aja,
tapi ada deh satu hal yg bikin moodku jadi baiik banget.
hari ini ketawa2 sendiri,
anak2 pada heran ngeliat aku ketawa2 sendiri.
hhe lagi seneng sih !
kenapa ?
rahasiaaa :P
oh ya, hari ini grace ke rumah,
tukeran lagu skalian bagi ilmu cerita2 ttg lovelife gitu.
yaampun baru tau dia itu ternyata tega banget kalo sama cewek. ckckck
ga kebayang deh kalo jadi ceweknya rasanya kaya gimana. hahaha
canda bawel :P

Tuesday, 23 of September 2008
last day in school before holiday.
hari ini bolos GO coz nemenin bott hunting kado buat okta di DP.
akhir2nya si blom ketemu. tapi gag pa lah.
seru kok muter2 sama bott. hhe
sorenya,
ada buka bersama SD di rumahku.
yaa 5 taun lebih ga ketemu,
gile yah mukanya pada brubah. hha
acaranya seru kok, seru.
ada acara award juga.
daaan. aku dapet banyak award. hehehe
pamer ahh.
dapet award : terdermawan, terajin, tersenyum, terbersih, terpinter, tercantik, terpolos, tersabar, terkeren, terbaik, terfavorit.
wooow. thank youuu,
anak2 SD ku emang baik2. hahaha
yg jadi queen vivi, wkwkwk
dia dapet award paling banyak,
king nya sih ivan.
kita foto bareng juga,


dimana saya ?

oiya, hari ini aku juga nyelesein satu insiden sama temen lamaku, si ero.
akhirnya masalah kita uda agak mendingan.
kapan2 reuni SD lagi yaa ! :)

Wednesday 24 of September 2008
first day holidayy !
hari ini ada buka bersama anak2 peppermind, di RUMAHKU lagi.
oh oke,
sara dateng paling awal.
dan cowok2nya dateng telat. Oh My.
sasa kembaran baju ma arsa cieeee. wkwkwk
acara sih standar,
foto2 gitu deh.
habis itu trawih di rumah.
dan cewek2nya pada pulang smua !
tinggal aku & myud yg tersisa.
terkurung di sarang penyamun : bang jeck ambon kibar arsa adri levi papung
jadilah kita trawuh ber-9.
habis tu, malah para lelaki gosip ttg hantu2.
mana papung cerewet bgt bikin jengah,
jam 9 selese,
gossip sama uli lwt tlvn, mpe malem. hho

Thursday 25 of september 2008
launching laskar pelangi.
aku ? gag nonton.
hari ni janjian sama silly bikin LPJ di rumahku.
lagi asik2nya bikin,
PETT.
listrik mati.
dan sial, PEMADAMAN bergilir !
langsung deh telvon silly biar ga usa dateng,
dan sial, ini awal pembicaraan yg ngeselin itu.

" Halo, bisa bicara dengan Renanda ? "
" Haloo ? "
" Halo, bisa bicara dengan Renanda ? "
" Kok nggak ada suaranya ? "
TREK !
ditutup.
oh oke. mungkin lagi error.
coba lagi.

" Halo, bisa bicara dengan Renanda ? "
" Halooo ? "
" Halo, bisa bicara dengan Renanda ? " ( uda mule kesel )
TREK !
yak. ditutup lagi sodara2 !
coba lagi.

" Halo, bisa bicara dengan Renanda ? "
" Iki sopo ? "
" Ini saya Sasri, temennya. ( lega akhirnya kedengeran juga ). Renandanya ada, Bu ? "
" Ah, ga ada suaranya. "
TREK !
Astaghfirullah ! salah apa aku inii ???
coba lagi, kalo gitu lagi yaudah pasrah.

" Halo, bisa bicara dengan Renanda ? "
" Kok nggak ada suaranyaaa ? "
( setengah teriak ) " Renandaaa ! Saya mau bicara sama Renandaaaa ! "
" Halo ? Halo ? "
" BISA BICARA SAMA RENANDA BUUUUU ? " ( nahan emosi )
TREK !
baguss ! ditutup lagi !
yaampun daripada marah2 gajelas, nyerah deh. nyerah.

tapi, kasian juga kalo silly kesini gondok.
terakhir deh, terakhir !
( teriak ) " HALO BISA BICARA DENGAN RENANDA ? "
" Aduh, iya iya, saya sendiri ! "
AKHIRNYA ! AKHIRNYA ! AKHIRNYA !
" Akhirnya kamu juga yang angkat sil...! huee.. "
" Iya iya bentar lagi aku kesana, sabar. "
" bukan bukan, jangan kesini. disini kena pemadaman listrik mpe sore. "
" aduh ? trus ? "
" besok aja gimana ? "
" hmmm. yaudahlah. "
" btw, sil.. "
" apa ? "
" tadi siapa yang angkat telvon sebelum kamu ? "
" ooh. itu nenekku. "

oh oke. nenek. neneknya. neneknya silly. neneknya renanda.
maklumlah maklum. ga jadi marah deh.
" kenapa emang ? "
" ah enggak, salam buat nenekmu. "

yah begitulah.
hampir aja nih marah2 emosi telvon mau aku banting *lebay
lain kali telvon hapenya aja deh :P

oh ya, malemnya,
there was somethin' happenned.
and make me shocked.
ya gimana engga ?
he called and asked me sooo many questions that i didn't predict it before.
looks like i answered it surely,
but inside, OMG it was gettin' out !
gila yah campur aduk ga jelas gitu rasanya.
huahua.
ga tau deh kaco kaco.

oh ya si bawel sakit, bisa sakit juga tu anak. haha
cepet sembuh.

Friday 26 of September 2008
start with LPJ,
trus bikin surat FKA dadakan yg diminta ian,
and this evening,
sesepuh kumpul lagii, ada acara bubar gitu. hha
can't wait :P

-two more days until my bday :P

tong sampah

HELLO !

last night was amazing !
Saturday, 20th of September 2008
ada acara buka bareng di skola, yeyeye !
anak2 padepokan pada rencana dateng jam setengah 5.
biar yg pintar2 aja yg nyatet ceramah. hha licik.
dan yah, ketiduran.
bagus. bangun jam stgh4, nonton john pantau, tidur lagi.
baru siap berangkat nyampe sana jam 5.
bawa tiker lagi,
makanan bumbu pawon uda dateng lagi, ebuset siapa yg ngangkatin ?
dateng deh fajar, jadilah dia, fida, aku, nia yg angkut2. kuli mah kita. hhe
ketemu ambon bawa minuman : es blewah made in home, aduh terimakasi :)

then we walked to the place,
suddenly, nyaa's & my cellphone was ringing.

HOT GOSSIP :
novia chairunissa pake jilbab !
OMG !
kalian musti liat sendiri !
xoxo
from : ippaPARAZZI

hell yeah, kita ber5 langsung lari cepet2 ke tempat padepokan,
and she's right.
nissa wore it.
and she looks beautiful.
langsung aja aku samperin,

" nis, kamu pake jilbab ? ciee cantiknyaa. "
(disambut pandangan aneh anak2. hha )
" iya ini aku dipaksa pake sama temenku, festi. "
" ooh. tapi cantik kok. "
" hehe makasiih. "

begitu balik badan, langsung dibisikin sama nyaa : " muka dua ! " hha.
iya sih biasanya. tapi jujur, nisa cantik pake jilbab. this is the truth loh. hha


she is beautiful, isn't she ?

lanjut, liat acara nasyid yg OMG keren bgt.
enak aja dengernya,
tampilannya bener2 all out.
rohis taun ini keren deh ngadain acara, salut :)

5 menit sebelum buka,
aku tanya ke nyaa :
" nyaa, kita ga ngasi surprise ambon ? besok kan dia ultah ! "
langsung deh minta persetujuan diem2 sama anak2,
ambon yg emang ga tau ato pura2 ga tau si diem aja. hha
jadilah, aku ma nyaa cabut beli kue & lilin buat ambon.
anak2 yg lain pada solat ma jagain ambon.

abis tu kita nyusun lilin bentuk angka 17 di lapangan voli,
sementara ambon disiksa abis2an, dibuka bajunya, dipelorotin celananya, terus digotong rame2.
pas dibuka, di depannya ada desthonk bawa kue plus lilin angka 17 yg sumpah bagus bgt.
pertamanya ambon nunduk, nutupin muka.
" mbon ? nangis mbon ? "
" oraaaaa " melet. gondukke. hha

abis tu dia make a wish suruh tiup lilin satu2.
kita nyanyiin happy bday gitu,
aduh seneng banget deh, ikutan seneng hhe.
once again happy bday ambon :)

sebelum pulang ngobrol2 dulu ma papung yg lagi marahan sama ca'ama.
susah deh itu anak. huh
trus ngobrol ma wawan uli ttg bubar sesepuh.
disamping ada para wanita yg sedang bergosip. oh oh.

pulang,
papung sms.
" sam kw lg ap ? ak telp kw yo ak btuh pencerahan "

jadilah dia telvon lama,
pertamanya ngomongin ca'ama, masalah dia marahan sama ca'ama sejak rebo.
gengsi minta maaf. zz
terakhirnya malah ngomongin yg laen. hooh.
selese jd tong sampah papung.

jam 21.00
tiba-tiba.
" mba sasri ada temennya. "
" hah ? siapa ? "
" gatau. laki - laki. "

OMG. jangan - jangan ANAK2 PREMAN YG SERING NONGKRONG DI WS ? NGAPAIN KESINI ?
mati deh.
" mba mba, tanyain dong namanya siapa. "
" namanya deden. "
" mukanya kaya preman ? "
" duh ga kliatan itu mba. "

EBUSET. perasaan ga pernah kenal ama yg namanya deden. bener preman nih. mati deh.
sambil ngintip, nyipitin mata ( ga kliatan ) brusaha liat.
ada 2 orang duduk, satu kecil satu gede.
aku deketin.
hufff.
ternyata dadan sm adeknya !
yaampun mba mun salah denger.
ini dadan mbaa, bukan deden.

hell yeah, dadan itu temen smp dulu. pernah naksir ama adeku. wkwkwk
ternyata dia & adeknya yg masi kelas 2 smp (imut2 hhe ) mampir.
tumben.
ternyata dia lagi nyari rumah cewek gebetannya, daerah deket sini.
ehh. malah akhirnya jadi cerita2 soal gebetannya,
lagi ada problem yg sbnernya aku juga ga ngerti walopun uda diceritain berkali kali.
jam 22.00 dia pamit.
yah itung2 reunian.
sukses jadi tong sampah lagi. kali ini dadan.
okeoke.

habis tu capek tepar besoknya awul2 ma uli & mbex.
lumayan lah, walo panas.
uli kesenengan ketemu mas gerith.
mbex dibilang kaya aladin sama mas2 lewat.
plus suara mbak2 yg ternyata ibu2 speaker simpang lima : " MELUNCUR !! "
diulang2 terus sampe apal. jahhh
trus ke rumah. cerita2 biasalah. hho
i showed them 'a letter of memories' buat si 5 huruf yg aku buat tanggal 19 September kemarin *lebayy
trus liat blognya lazzpaluh punya moki.
hahaha.

eh, tiba2 anak2 SD dateng,
riske nana vivi sari rapat gitu di rumah mpe jam 1.
mu bubar plus reuni SD gitu.
asek.
begitu sampe kamar,
uli mbex bhow TIDUR.
oh oke, tampang mereka sungguh tak berdosa, kawan.
pengen aku foto tp gajadi. hha
bis tu solat, mereka pulang.
tired day today.

oh yes,
di FS padepokan beredar gosip ntara aku ma ali.
jangan percaya ya, itu hanya bualan semata. ckckck
biasa sih digosipin. ahuahua xp

ho, panjang juga.
udahan deh. mau buka.
love yooouuuu.

surprise and happy sunday morning :)

HELLO !
akhirnya quota speedy jadi nol lagi,
lama juga ya nunggu sampe akhir bulan,
maklum deh ga unlimited. ahuahua

i'll tell you some stories.
saturday (28/6) was my mom's birthday !
sehari sebelumnya, aku,adek,bhow sama beb pergi diem2 nyari kado ibu ditinggal pas lagi mandi hahaha
kita cabut nyari chocomaker ( yeaa, my momma is a chocoholic)
nyari2 sampe nyasar tuh ga ketemu2
akhirnya ketemu juga langsung beli & bungkus kado,
pulangnya mampir dulu beli bunga mawar putih hehe
kado siap surprise siap.
sampe dirumah ternyata ibu pergi, mutung hehe (yess berhasil) l
ama nunggu pulangnya ternyata aku ketiduran,
jadilah ibu tidur sendiri di kamar atas haha

the next day, pagi sekitar jam stgh5an gitu beb bangunin aku,
after pray, kita siap naik ke atas buat surprise,
ninin took the gift , i took my guitar and my dad grabbed white rose
'knock knock'
the door opened,
"HAPPY BIRHTDAY !! "
kita nyanyi lagu happy birthday sambil nari2 ga karuan,
ibu kaget haha
langsung peluk & cium satu2
beb ngasih mawar putihnya (awww so sweet ) haha
trus buka kado,
ternyata oh ternyata,
HARGANYA MASIH NEMPEL !
arrrghhh mbak yang bungkus kado gimana siihh ?
trus kita turun ke bawah,
ada eyang yang uda siap nyambut pake tumpeng bikinan sendiri + kue
langsung deh bentuk formasi di meja makan,
berdoa dipimpin beb,
serbuuuu !
( yeaaah, awesome, baru pertama kali sarapan jam 5 pagi ) haha

after that, aku KETIDURAN.
hell yeah biasa lah.
baru bangun sekitar jam 8an gitu,
kebo.
ada 2 new messages.
uli : " assalamualaikum, uda bangun ? no telv tante brp sayangkuu ? "
fikar : " assalamualaikum. sas, ucapin met ultah ya buat ibu hehe "

wow. haha. gag nyangka,
begitu dikasi tau ada yg ngasi ucapan ultah,
langsung berasa artis tuh, bangga banget. wkwk
ditambah mbex yang ngucapin lewat ym, " heppi beltzdei tante teki "
yayayayayaya makin seneng nii ibukuuu ahahaha
terimakasi semuanyaa :)

next, ym-an
yeah i join conference with uli & mbex
gag nyangka ngobrol 5 jam,
tapi aku kadang kabur juga si, cz ada news nya pevi haha
maafkan akuu sayang2kuu :P
sebenernya bsok minggu ini diajak join misinya mbex, ngawul.
hoo. mendadak sekali kawan.
tapi okelah, skalian have fun.
but suddenly i'm feel not well,
mual pusing ga enak gitu
ternyata pas ibu pulang dan ngecek,
haha. aku demam.
dan ga dibolehin ikut ngawul *daaaang
mati deh.

langsung ngabarin mbex secepetnya,
minta maaf bgtbgt ga bs ikut ngawul,
trus disuruh tidur.
ternyata malem jam9 mbex dateng ke rumah ambil baju awul2.
dannn. aku dibangunin gabisa2,
cuma sadar dikit ada mukanya mbex sekilas trus tidur lagi haha
oh well, tidurku sgt gag nyaman skalii
udah hidung bumpet ga bisa nafas panas
arrrghh ga enaklah pokoknya dipaksain tidur

sunday morning,
dicek, panas uda turun,
cuman masi lemes
ehh langsung disuruh bantu2 khitanan adek sepupu, vito
jam9 ke rumah depan,
bantuin ngatur kursi
yaampun setengah mati deh
tapi lumayan uda keringetan
jd panasnya turun hehe

oya hbis acara khitanan aku sempet dijenguk ( padahal uda lumayan sehat lho ) sama uli, mbex, nya, fikar.
dibawain donat markipat.
huahua tapi si fikar pulang cepet2, ada janji.
repot2 tapi makasii ya semuaaa hehe
seneng ni, sakitnya ilang, holoh.
soim bangett.
btw markipatnya berapa berapa tuh ? wkwkwk
pokoknya many manyyyyyyyyy thanks :)

oia euro, jerman kalah ih sebell. ahuahua ballack luka :(
pagi, sepedaan haha sama mbex
pertamanya muter2 gitu, trus dibarengin uli deh.
oia sempet ada kejadian caper,
( i'm soooooorrry mbex sayaaaaaaaaang :p )
tapi uda gapapa kok. habis tu lanjut di rumah mbex,
nyaa nyusul. disana malah bantuin cara2nya ngedesain layout ma blog buat mbex & uli.
ayo dong kalian semua ngeblog,
asik lho haha
padahal blog ini kan ga mutu ya. :P

next. i'm home at 3
cape ngantuk. tidur dulu yaaa. haha
oia ntar jam 8 mulai pemadaman listrik di kawasan rumah
ckckckck PLN, apa sih kerja kamu ? haha
oia, foto2 tambahan perpisahan kemarin uda ada nih hehe
edited by : sasa
enjoy !


find us behind the grass ..


balkon villa,


candid by icaa : putih sendiri haha * makasi sayaaaaaaaaaang :P


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