..and finally the BIG dream...

HELLO

in the end of July 2009 i just can't imagine how was my feeling after saw the result of SNMPTN 2009.
inputed my exam number and then..

Peserta Diterima
No tes : 3094201217
Nama : Dyah Diwasasri R
Prodi : 351075

Subhanallah...
i can't believe it. the prodi's code is for STEI ITB, my main destination, my BIG DREAM !
i just can say "Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah Ya Allah..."
prostration and give much thanks to Allah..
this tears show the time when one of my dream come true.
speechless and unbelievable..

***

i remember the time when i confused to choose being 'optimist' or 'realist'.
now i'm relief because i pushed myself out to be 'optimist', and fight till the last to reach my dream and hope.
and it happened.

"Allah always give chance for us to realize our dreams depend on our efforts."

at fist, i have no confidence to place ITB as my first choice, but i conclude everything is gonna be allright if you're believe and pray.
because Allah is fondly with all of us..
( i can't describe it with the words, i'm just speechless and wordless because of this )

thank you sooo much for all who pray for me and give support until now.
beb dadi, ibu teki, grandma, uncles, aunts, bro and sist..
besties and all my wonderful friends, thank you and congratulations for our success !
you're all amazing and wonderful.
live our life, we're going to create the new era for ourself.
even we separated by the distance, it doesn't mean the friendship things.
thank you & good luck !
i love love you all.
this is a very best gift and finally it's a very good news.

welcome, itb :)

p.s. don't affraid to dream, sure that you CAN reach it !

fight 'till the last !

HELLO !

helloooo everybody, what's going on ? :D
long time no see, write, or just take a look in my bby bloggy. hehe
yes. after graduation day (100% graduate alhamdulillah) and had spent the best highschool prom nite ever (see my fb for the pics), 
i'm declined from social networking (facebook, blogging, ym, etc) for about 2-3 weeks.
because of the reason 'searching for the best future' is now begin, i must have leaved it for a while. hehe

about my big dream, itb. i'm still unfortunate on the entrance test last month, but it didn't make me down.
having itb as the first choice in SNMPTN, maybe some people could say 'how dare you ?' or 'nekat amat sih ?'

my bestie ever asked anyone about being optimistic or realistic ?
being optimistic to reach your big dream (even though it's very very HARD to realize it)
or being realistic ? choose the 'save choice' one, and postpone your big dream ?

at first, i said realistic, i choosed the save one.
then, it changed after my uncle had said " there is no different between optimistic and realistic, the most important is you still move on to the top and get your best. "
how can i forget something important like that ?

i want to dare my fortune once again, reach my dream and being optimistic.
i'll fight 'till the last !
no matter why, i just want to be relief.

whatever the result it is, wish me bring you a great story on the next post ! hhe
so, see ya next week :)

p.s. i really miss my highschool time. hiks ;(

be ready ?

HELLO

still in progress to reach the dreams,

still in progress to get one step closer to the goal,

fight for us to face SIMAK UI 2009 !

pray for the best result, amin.

preparing something

HELLO

what i am doing right now ?
preparing something IMPORTANT and something SPECIAL :)
hope it will be success then.

thank you for Something About Lola, you guys are amazing ! i love your acoustic-verse-song. hhe
so, see you soon :)

p.s. Pee Wee Gaskins debut album is OUT NOW : THE SOPHOMORE !

mind set

HELLO !

well, long time no see. so how's your day ?
as usual, my day always fully-booked with study.
not all but mostly.
yes, one and a half month to SIMAK UI 2009, 2 month to UM UNDIP 2009, and 4 month to USM Terpusat ITB 2009.
am i ready ?

i always remember something said by my ex-senior when i attended ITB live presentation, and it's good to replace the negative part of my mind includes : my stupefaction, suspense, and nervousness for facing exams.

don't ever think, " it's 1 months again to examination ! "
but think, " there is 1 months left for examination. "

this is just a little example of mind-set.
by think, 'there is 1 months (or anything) left for examination' will give you your own motivation for think :

"yes. there is still 1 month to study and try ! and i could prepare it greatly to give me the BEST RESULT ! "

seriously, it works.
especially for you, who will face the exams whatever it is,
grow your own motivation !
that's above just a little example of mind-set while there's many examples outta there.

so,
are you ready to set your mind ?

alhamdulillah :)

HELLO

saya mengucap syukur sebesar - besarnya kepada Allah SWT karena baru saja saya melihat pengumuman kelulusan USM I STT TELKOM 2009 dan hasilnya :

saya dinyatakan DITERIMA di Program Studi S1 Teknik Informatika.

Alhamdulillah, Ya Allah :)

terima kasih buat orang tua & teman - teman yang waktu itu udah doain dan ngasih support, ternyata nggak sia - sia. hhe

berikutnya saya masih harus berjuang keras untuk mencapai mimpi saya, IT ITB. (semoga bisa keterima juga. amin)
tapi seenggaknya sekarang udah agak lega deh. hhe
doakan saya terus ya.

cheers,

enjoy your lonely time

HELLO !

back to real life, real world i stay.
i was typing my chemistry report then i posted it.

ternyata, trend bawa BEKAL ke sekolah itu bisa dibilang berhasil.
di kelas padepokan, lumayan nambah personil baru : MITA & ATAX.
sekarang biasanya tiap istirahat pertama, langsung ngumpul masing - masing para pembawa bekal.
ada nih fotonya tapi blom diupload gara - gara kabel data hilang. huhu
bayangin deh,
kalo sekelas bawa bekal semua pasti seru. ya gak ? hahaha
rame - rame makan bekal bareng sekelas, lucu juga tuh.

contrary from above,
seminggu lagi semesteran.
iya. semesteran.
semesteran = ujian = belajar = makin deket UAN = stress.
hell yeah,
walopun ada beberapa dari kita yang kelas 3 masih santai - santai serasa di pantai ( termasuk saya ) tapi ini bener - bener cukup serius.
pokoknya harus niat belajar, jangan tidur di kelas, jangan meleng kalo lagi di GO, jangan tergoda sama yang namanya internet, bla bla bla so on.
nyatanya semua socialsite ku uda pada ga keurus.
( hello, apa kabar FS, FaceBook, MySpace, ym, Deviantart, etc ? )
tapi blog diusahain masih lah. semoga. walopun jarang posting.

jump.
akhir - akhir ini -engga tau kenapa- i'm started to enjoy my lonely time.
it's not like i'm being (real) autism with no friends and blind from around - big no NO.
sometimes, i had it.
mostly, when i go home by myself ( no pick up, no nebeng) or you can say : bus, alone.
i don't know why,
when i was waiting for the bus (although it is soooo long) i'm not bored anymore
-while waiting is boring and i hate to wait-
i really enjoyed it.

all my inspiration comes out, my sadness, my disapointment, my happiness and i'm free to express it because people on the bus didn't expect me and as i am.
sekali - kali berasa autis but not real autism.
it's good.
wanna try ?

getting bored

HELLO !

...and hello again.
why i am still here and typing ?
don't i'm not allowed to use internet ?
do i steal time to post it ?
no. no way.
let you guess. hha
and whenever i have a chance to post, mostly i dont know what to do, what to say, what to write.
huahhm. you bored ?
yes ?
bye-bye.
no ?
thank you, go on.

last night i had a talk again with my parents about future.
sure, USM I STT Telkom is one month again from yesterday.
i asked that i should join the first USM or the second.
they have no-no.
it means, whatever.
the USM I will be held on 14th December 2008
the USM II will be held on 14th March 2009.
what do you think ?
you have no to answer it. hha x)

Sunday morning was wonderful.
tired but not lots.
and i'm happy :)
can't share here because it's not for publicity.
kinda kiddin'.

while i'm typing it, i found this pic.
taken in Java Language lesson when we watched Dewa Ruci.
it's not concepted at all, real pure but weird.
could you guess what's wrong with it ?


Aji && Fajar
same style is good

what again ?
you started to bored ?
congratulations. this post will be ended soon.
smell ya later.

mom knows everything

HELLO

i wanna share you such as many many many things about my school activity, 2nd group drama, besties, love or anything but i'm not in my condition to do this.
sorry.
maybe later,

growling.
today my emotional mode : ON.
no, no, it doesn't mean that i'm easy to angry with anyone or barking someone (wth ?) or yelling at you.
i'm not angry with anyone, okay ?
(included papung : you get my apologize now)
but i don't know,
maybe some of you had get the effect about this, and i'm sorry.
everything gone fast, and it's so curious.
all mixed and produce bad, really bad.

that's why my mom asked me before i went to bike with my pals this morning,
" do you have problem ? i think your emotion is not good since last week."

GOTCHA.
mom knows everything.

when i go home, she asked again, "when you want to share with me ? "
" its too much. "
" then you must get it out first. "
and she's right.
before it become junk, i should clean it.

" so, what is that ? school, besties, love, study... ? " she remind me.
" all of that. "
" woa, it gonna take a long time. "
" maybe. "
" say it, after i have meeting. okay ? "
" okay. "
" you allowed to access internet. "
" wow ! thank you mom ! "
" see you after this. "

should i repeat ?
mom knows everything.
even i can hide it from anyone,
she can see it clearly.

let's study hard !

HELLO

8th October 2008
first day at school after Lebaran holiday, as usual, flag ceremony, halal bihalal, starting new gossips with friends, bla bla bla.
FYI, me and my classmates have a mission : to be smart, to be know, to be better.
we realized that at least 3-4 month of our last year in highschool had just fill with unseriously.
and so we want to change it.
first alternative : make a group to study.
i know it was useless for the first time -since we didn't have any tentor or clever friend to teach us-
but i'm sure that it will be better next.

jump.
thank you for my bott, i love your gift sweetheart :)
jadi inget okta -si mbex mu tersayang- hahaha

jump.
you know that i've decided my destination,
STEI ITB in the first place.
PG : 58.50 %
....hello ?
with my condition now, i'm sure that i MUST change my habbits and activities to make sure I CAN GET IN THERE (amin).
i remember when i had a chat with my classmate, ambon ( denny ).
after a bunch of wicked and silly talk, we moved to this topic. university.
he still confused about his choice,
i suggest him to get in architecture or design because i see a 'talent' inside him.
i surprised when he said that ' i interest to something about computer too.'
then i invited him to join me, although i said that it will kinda hard.
and his 'mean idea' comes up :
" sri, gimana kalo kita pengaruhi temen2 biar ga ngambil jurusan komputer ? jadi pesaingnya dikit. hha"
licik tapi oke juga tuh. yagak ? hahaha
oke back to the topic.

my mom said, " i'm very happy if you wanna go college to Bandung or Jakarta, because if i moved on i had had you there. "
" Insya Allah. "
" Try STT Telkom, it would be nice. "
" Okay. "

my dad said, " you know, actually i didn't want to be a doctor. my dream college was ITB. i wanna go there but your grandma didn't allow me. "
" So ? "
" So if you could get in there, its same like you realize my dreams. "
" Insya Allah. "

Based on dialouges with my parents, i think i know where i would to go now.
hope it will be true, amin amin...

LET'S STUDY HARD !
-i stole your words, yogie. hhe :P

p.s. KTP ku uda jadi ! :D

peace all out.

welcome, 17 :)

HELLO !

finally,
welcome 17 !
welcome 29th September !
i'm sure that Allah gave me sooo many nice things on that days :D
banyak kejutan yang aku dapetin hari ini...

28th September 2008
23.52 WIB

kurang 8 menit menuju 17 *lebay
iseng bangun, ngaca, trus ngomong sama diriku sendiri.
macem2 lah, kaya kata2 perpisahan umur 16. cailah apaan sih.
trus siap menyambut umur 17. hha
3 second more..
3..
2..
1..
... and happy b'day 17th to me :)

29th September 2008
00.00 WIB

welcome, 17 :)
bersiap buat tidur, ngantuk bgtbgt.
one message received.
from ca'ama, happy bday greeting. waaa you're the 1st, sayang :)
then other messages and called in.
at 01.00,i went to sleep.

29th Spetember 2008
03.00 WIB

TOK ! TOK ! TOK !
ada yang ketok pintu. bangunin saur.
langsung deh buka pintu, tiba-tiba..
'BLAM !'
pintu nutup sendiri ! ada orang diluar pintu.
...malingkah ?
nyoba buka lagi, pintu ditahan.
apa-apaan sih ini ?
nyoba buka lebih kuat lagi, samar ada bayangan dua orang,
dan ternyata,
ULI dan MBEX.

"..kok kalian ada disini ? "
dengan berangnya mereka masuk ke kamar, bersiap menyandera.
tapi begitu ngeliat aku masi pake daster bali a.k.a baju terawang,
" ganti baju ! cepet ! "
" ha..ah ? " (masi kaget)
" cepetttt ! "
" iya iya sabar "
langsung ganti pake baju sekenanya (sebenernya cuma kaos oblong sm clana kolor)
trus tiba-tiba uli nutup mataku pake kain.
(tuh kan, aku disandera)
disuruh jalan nurunin tangga.
begitu kain dibuka...

" TADAAA...! "
keadaan di ruang makan gelap.
nengok kanan eh, ada moki.. MOKI ? kok disini ? terus ada gembul juga, bawa kamera.
dibelakang ada beb, ibu, ninin.
di meja ada.. kue ulang tahun khas dyriana dan lilin angka 17
(ato tepatnya 11 soalnya 7nya meleleh )
hueeeeee. aku terharuuu !
aku peluk beb ibu nin,
trus aku peluk 2 orang cantik2ku,
ga tahan ngangis deh.
gila yah. aku emang mikir mereka bakal kesini, tapi engga pas SAHUR.
makasi sayangg..
katanya si ambon denny mau ikut, tapi ga boleh.
terus make a wish, tiup lilin.
trus ninin ngasi kado keluarga, coklat gede bentuk beruang,

wohoo. makasih.
habis tu kita ber-5 + kluargaku sahur bersama.
nonton PPT bntar trus subuhan, tidur deh.
waa. bener2 ga nyangka :)

29th September 2008
06.23 WIB

kebangun, wow uda pagi.
uli ma mbex masih tidur di kasur.
aku kluar mo nengok keadaan moki gembul di luar,
eh ternyata pas buka pintu mereka mau pamit pulang.
yauda aku anterin mpe depan.
makasih uda repot2 dateng. hha
mbe'an moki ngomong " wez bejo lho aku inget ulang tahunmu. " haha asem ya.

29th September 2008
06.53 WIB
uli susah payah bangunin mbex,
mereka berantem sendiri, hha
ternyata, aku dikasi kado ! iyeeey.
pas aku pegang kirain isinya pigura foto,
ternyata.
subhanallah.
VCD. VCD dengan cover foto2 kita bertiga.
Ya Allah, ini hadiah impian !
speechless itu pasti.
langsung deh aku ambrukin mereka, aku peluk sambil bilang makasih yg ga terhingga.
hueeee. nangis lagi deh.
makasih sayangku, makasih banget yang ga terhingga buat kalian.
this is the best gift !
and you're the best i ever had..


best gift from besties :)

habis tu kita nonton bareng2,
walopun ada sedikit kendala teknis, it's okay.
dan..
gila.
gila.
gila.
ini gila.
Ya Allah, aku bener2 ga nyangka...
isi videonya ucapan selamat dari kluarga dan temen2 smua..
mana editingnya bagus banget + backsoundnya semua lagu favoritku !
aku mo nanya2 banyak ma mereka, tapi
" eits, sesi tanya dibuka habis nonton video ini mpe selesai. "
jadilah lanjut nonton.
ada video aku lagi tidur yg mukanya Masya Allah nggak banget,
ucapan dari smua kluargaku,
temen2 SMA dari kelas 1-3,
sesepuh, peppermind, dancers, padepokan
ekskul karate, KS, sama komen pribadi masing2,
tentu aja komen dari besties tersayang.
plus referensi cita2 yg kira2 pas buat aku.
aku nangis lagi.
bener2 nangis.
bener2 nangis terharu. bahagiaaaa banget.
YA ALLAH aku bener2 BERSYUKUR punya SAHABAT kaya MEREKA.
huaaa ga bisa diungkapin pake kata2.
makasih banget makasih,
ternyata ambon ikut terlibat juga buat editingnya,
ya ampun makasih banget ya yg katanya uli mbex uda merelakan waktu,komputer, rumahnya buat video ini.
ULI MBEX, semuanya, aku sayang banget sama kalian..


foto paling natural. no edit lho sayongs. hha

habis nonton kita berleha2, bergosip bersama,
trus mbex pulang, disusul uli habis mandi. aku juga akhirnya mandi.

29th September 2008
13.00 WIB

" mbak sasri ada temennya. "
" siapa ? "
" vicky. "
EBUSET. vicky smaga ? ga mungkin.
jangan - jangan vicky preman. ngapain dia kesini ? mati deh.
ternyata begitu aku keluar,
eh, fikar.
fikar ya nin bukan vicky. perasaan jauh deh.
yasudahlah.
habis itu kita ngobrol ngalor ngidul,
main kucir rambut, ternyata rambutnya bisa dikucir.
cantik lho kar. hha canda :P

pas lagi ngobrol tiba2 ada paket dateng, buat aku.
ga ada pengirimnya.
OMG. so scary. siapa yg kirim ? gede lagi.
karna takut aku ga mau buka dulu.
lanjut ngobrol ke fikar, tiba2 ada telvon.

" halo sas. uda sampe paketnya ? "
" udah, ini siapa ? "
" ini sara, dudul. "
" ya ampun sarr... itu dari kamu ? "
" dari kita, dari dancers buat kamu. "
" ya ampunn.. tau gak kirain itu paket tanpa nama, nyeremin. "
" hahaha. udah dibuka ? "
" belom. "
" yaudah, buka dulu aja. ntar kalo uda sms kita ya. ok sayang ? "
" iya sar yaampun makasih bgt aku speechless ! "
" iya iya. dahh. "

langsung deh aku buka paket so scary itu. hhe,
dan dan..
OMG. ada pigura gede isinya fotoku & foto dancers,
plus buku isinya komen2 dari mereka smua.
hueeee. aku pengen nangis tapi malu diliat fikar.
aku tahan2 dulu deh nangisnya,
makasih bgt cantik2ku, MYSUPERGIRLDANCERS..
bener2 surprise,
aku terharu..
huaaaa. aku sayang kalian !


mysupergirl dancers, sayang kalian.

lanjut ke fikar.
ga kerasa sampe 2 jam-an ngobrol. lama juga.
lucu rasanya soalnya udah lama ga ngobrol.
btw, makasih buat hadiahnya, aku terharu. hha lebay :)
skitar jam stgh4 dia pamit pulang.

29th September 2008
16.00 WIB

tama dateng.
ngasih kue sama kado.
kita terlibat pembicaraan ga enak jadinya suasananya bener2 ga enak.
maaf buat smuanya ya.
tp makasih ud repot2 dateng, ngasih hadiah segala.
maaf juga aku blum bisa ngasih apa2.

29th September 2008
16.30 WIB

bel bunyi,
ternyata ada papung ma levi.
langsung nyodorin hadiah.
" nyoh. "
" wetetet, apa ni pung ? "
" pas aku ultah mbo kei kado to ? nyoh, ben podo2. "
haha alasan ga mutu, tapi makasih ya beruang.
ternyata isinya jam beker. biar ga telat bangun.
pintar kamu, anakku :P
bis tu ngobrol2,
dan anak2 gemzter pada berdatengan satu2.
iya, hari ini mau buka bareng sama gemzter. hhe

29th September 2008
18.00 WIB

buka. alhamdulillah.
dengan makan dan minuman seadanya kita buka bareng,
pas aku lagi di ruang tamu ternyata ada batyangan cewe berjilbab,
ternyata ...NYAA ?
mataku ditutup trus digeret kluar rumah,
ternyata,
" HAPPY BDAY ! "
hueeee. anak2 PADEPOKAN !
ada nyaa ibuk pungki singgih ali,
ga nyangka aku dikasi surprise sama kalian !
terharuu..
walopun cuma 5 orang tp ini sangat berarti, halah.
makasih banget....
tiup lilin dari kue dyriana yg dibawa pungki,
kue khas surprise ultah. hha
first cake, diojok2in buat ali, yasudlahh. dicie2, pdhl biasa wae ya li ! hha
jadilah,
anak2 padepokan buka bareng gemz.
tak kenal2in mereka,
siapa tau ada yang nyantol. wkwkwk

habis buka, aku mampir ke kamar atas.
ternyata ada hadiah dari gemz. hueee.
dikasi message in the bottle, isinya komen anak2 dimasukin ke botol.
huaaaa. makasih sayang2ku..
aku terharu (lagi) :)

habis slese smua,
now is family time.
tapi beb ibu kecapekan ikut bantu2 ngurus hari ini jadinya ga jadi... hhu
yg penting doanya lah.
makasih ya beb ibu, nin juga, makasih yang ga terhingga..
i love my family :)

trus gossip ma uli bentar, langsung go to bed.
oiya malem itu juga ada something who make me -what is it- embarassed ? habis pengakuan nih. hha. not public consumme ah. hhe

alhamdulillah.
hari ini begitu banyak kebahagiaan yg datang,
walo juga ada kesedihan.
aku bener2 bersyukur pd Allah SWT.
masih diberi nikmat, karunia, hidup, dan banyak lagi.
alhamdulliah ya Allah.
smoga di umur 17 ini,
smua harapan, cita-cita, impian bisa terkabulkan menuju ke arah yang lebih baik. amin.

buat smuanya,
keluargaku tercinta,
sahabatku yg kusayang : uli & pemz
dancerscantiku, gemzter, sesepuh, padepokanfamily,
temen2 yg ga bisa aku sebutin satu2, yg uda repot2 dateng, kasi
kejutan, hadiah, ato yg meluangkan waktu buat ngucapin ultah,
makasih yang tak terhingga buat kalian smua..
aku sayang kalian.
...and happy b'day to me.



love love love,
S

good bye, 16 !

HELLO !

it's about 1,5 hours more until i reach my 17.
( 17 is number which recognize as teen's mature in Indonesia )
so what's goin on my last 16th day ?

i spent this day with take care my grandma, helped my mom, checked family cashflow ( until it made my eyes turns bad ).
last night my mom, sist & i were in my grandma's hommie.
and my dad was alone in my home.
( mb mun and mr. rohib went to ngawi -or we called mudik- )
anything was okay.

then, at night grace came to my home (again),
just for returned my flashdisk and of course, chit-chat.
hell, kalo sama anak bawel satu ini emang ga abis2 ngomongnya,
nyerocos terus,
ya gossiplah, ya pamer dirilah, ya ngejek2lah, ya ngomongin pergaulan lah,
sampe yg penting : ngomongin cita-cita sama pernikahan.
ternyata bisa juga diajak ngomong serius.
kaya dengerin pengakuan seseorang yg udah tobat.
dan lagi-lagi. pertanyaan itu ditanyain lagi,

" heh jelek, emang kamu mau masuk mana ? "
kayaknya gampang dijawab. tapi bagiku susah bgt.
" emang kamu pengennya jadi apa ? "
tuh kan itu lagi.
" nah kamu sukanya apa ? cari yang sesuai dong sama minatmu. "
nasihat standar. minat banyak, tapi gatau milih yang mana.
" kebanyakan mikir sih."
iya juga sih, gara2 aku yg terlalu pemikir mungkin.
" santai. nanti kan juga ketemu sendiri. kaya aku nih contohnya."
nasehat terakhir ga membantu nih. hha

but,
you success to increase my mood today.
after 1,5 hours talked,
seenggaknya bisa ketawalah secara seharian diem kerja doang.
walopun ada obrolan yang ga mutu, tapi dapet ilmu juga. hha
makasih ya, bawel.

so about my life destination,
i've already told my parents about it.
what can i say ?
even i realize that i haven't 100 % with my choice.
maybe i must try to let it go and trust, this is the best.
and maybe, i must start to live my life independent.
anticipate within' what happens in the future ?
i don't know.
should i know ?

contrary, i really, really have to say thanks to Allah SWT.
because i allowed to life in this world until now and gave me shelter to ruin my life.
because i had received so many grants and pleased,
because i have my beloved family who are loving me ever after,
because i have besties and friends who make my life brighter,
because of things that i can't say one on one.
alhamdulillah..

(klise)
i hope i can reach all of my dreams.
and all good things will comes to me.
amin.

so,
bye bye 16,
welcome 17 :)

what i want for my b'day

HELLO

now i'm thinking,
what will i do next, in the future.
it was out of target.
i decided to fixed my decision on july.
but, until now, it's nothing.

mom said that i had to decide my destination of life soon.
it has already september,
and i still don't know where i wil go next ?
i realized, it's not right things to do.
procrastination is such a bad thing and its annoye me.

fact that i'm hard to choose my choice is comin' from myself
i even afraid that my choice isn't the right choice.
i know, i must be confidence
i must be concious about the reality, what i'll face then.
and for the main purpose ?

so,
what i want before i'm goin' 17th are :
find my destination of life, my future, and what should i do next.
just that. no more.
hope i'll find it, A.S.A.P !

muchlove,

sasri

DIY : canvas paint shoes.

HELLO !

i've something to tell you, haha
kemarin selasa malem, aku nyoba beli cat akrilik sekalian nemenin nin beli sampul.
i'll try again my sense of art, hehe
terinspirasi dari canvas paint shoes nya Possitivelly Pink, hehe
sasaran pertama : sneakers abu2 yang uda butut ga jelas.
aku coba repaint aja skalian nyoba cat baru,
pake warna violet, sea blue sama deep yellow,
wow, hasilnya lumayan juga ternyata.
my old grey sneakers become new !
i named it violet bubblegum sneakers. ( ehee, norak ? bodo amat )
jadi kepikiran mau nyoba usaha handmade canvas shoes,
terima order sepatu kanvas lukis gitu besides terima order ngedit foto.
kalo uda ada modal, serius deh pengen bikin,
sasaran selanjutnya : t-shirt lukis && tas lukis
bisa gag ya bikin distro with the shout : ' paint your canvas goodies based your own need ! '
i hope so :)


voilet bubblegum sneakers !

trus les lia,
aslinya mau cooking class di paparons,
tapi karna adanya jadwal pagi jadinya direplace tanggal 30.
jadinya back to the class session.
gila beneran gila deh.
my class = hell.
adaaa aja yang bikin ribut,
ga gurunya, ga muridnya.
sama aja deh, sumpah.
sasaran ejekan : aku & tama (selalu). sekarang tambah tinyok.
ms. ardi -tentor HI-4- itu emang bener2 super lebay dahsyat !
tadi aku tama diejekin abis2an (lagi),
bayangin,+- 45 menit buat guyon ? woo nice.
yang paling seneng itu grace,
dalam hal ejek mengejek aku & tama, dia jagonya.
mukanya tetep nyebelin apalagi pake melet2 segala,
tapi dia itu temen ejek"an yang paling enak. haha
alhmdllh thesis statement uda dikumpulin,
next, harus bikin outline buat paper,
tapi ntar kalo thesis ga di approve sama ms.ardi, haaah harus bikin dari awal,
aduh smoga ga di reject deh, biar papernya cepet selese. huhu
repot HI-4.

next, going to my new class.
hey ! i like my class, isinya rusuh kebanyakan omong tapi bakal asik nii. hehe
uda lumayan bisa interaksi & bercandaan.
yang banyak mulut malah para lelakinya. ckckckck
kata rima, harusnya kegiatan kelas didokumentasiin dari awal,
biar buat kenang2an pas lulus nanti (amin).
oke juga tuh idenya.
btw, kelas ipa8 malah belom punya nama ni, enaknya apa ya ?
ehh, mule besok jumat sampe minggu depan aku ditinggal nyaa ke bogor.
ahuahuahauaahu aku duduk sendirian = hell.
ntar ga kliatan dongg, uda beli kacamata baru tapi tetep aja alonna. huee
nyaa, cepat pulang nak !
kimia kelompokku asik, haha
tapi sama aja deh aku yang bikin ppt nya. haaaah

tadi ditraktir makan sama ulii haha !
di CFC & zelonus,
lumayan kenyangg.
lalu kita melakukan transaksi rahasiaa.
haha yang jelas enaklah,
uda dibayarin, gosip banyak pula. haha
woy mbex uli !
bayar goceng jangan lupa ! hahaha
i love you, girls :)
ga sempet foto tadi ya haha

lupa ni mau cerita apa,
oya, kemarin aku coba tes minat di gogirl,
hasilnya, ternyata aku paling condong ke bidang seni.
karir yang cocok : desain grafis, seniman, fotografer, sutradara film, artis (haha), arsitek, chef.
omaigod omaigod.
habis seni, aku baru condong ke bidang sosial (psikolog, aktivis, dll) baru deh ke bidang ilmu (dokter, perawat, dosen,ahli hukum dll)
sempet bingung.
ternyata cocok di seni, iya sih, pengen juga masuk seni2 gitu,
tapi kata ibu,
ga mesti harus minat yang paling menonjol jadi jurusan yang nanti bakal aku pilih,
pilih yang kira2 bakal menyenangkan & berguna ke depannya,
misal aku ambil kedokteran, kan ntar bisa diselingi sama minat seniku, kaya jual sepatu lukis or kaos lukis ato sekedar terima order edit foto, skalian jadi aktivis sosial juga bisa.
soalnya pasti ada kesempatan dalam setiap helaan nafas kita,
dan itu harus bisa dimanfaatkan sebaik mungkin,
apalagi kalo kita interest sama hal2 itu,
pasti nyenengin.
tapi ya btw, aku blum tau mau masuk jurusan or PTN apa. haha
piss ah.

besok pagi mau ngasi surprise ke sasa, lanjut ke ultahnya mami sarsa. haha
malemnya bikin LPJ. awaw.
senin juga ditagih proposal ESQ. ahaha
sampe ian indah zulfi repot2 dateng ke rumah. woow
makan tuh.

but, whenever i was lil' dissapointed with her and her.
today i'm happy,
not for love, friends, but for anything else,
and it's a secret.
heheheheeheee
apaan sih ngeri ah.

bye bye and bye ! :)