Detonator

HELLO

Leaving some steps in August before I forget it later.

You have a second.
Life is pretty good, because it should be. Grenade is on my right hand and time is ticking. It has the word 'thesis' as the fright cover, but it looks pretty good. You hold a time bomb in your left hand while the detonator is yourself. It is also pretty good.

You have a second.
Red color has already dominated the eyesight, I lost the yellow too fast.
Wrong.
Wrong because the fact is I threw it away just like the green one.
And now it turns into red, a red grenade. A red grenade that sticks in my hand, a red time bomb on the left, and detonator in my head.

You have a second.
The thing is,
..how to defuse.