Hypnotic

HELLO

I didn't even realize that this semester went so fast and it's December already. Oh seriously. This week? You sure?

Any happiness?
I attended an open contemporary dance class held by Wild Mild Dance School, it was great! A lot of new techniques and movement refreshment. Yes, that makes me wanna join a dance school. Makes me wanna. And.. little monster had her sweet 17 birthday, while my parents will have wedding anniversary soon.

Anything stressful or gloomy days?
Exam, what else. And feeling unwell for couple of days. And something which made rain is not being alone these days.

Mind blowing or something?
One night, Lio said that "After all this time, I had hypnotized myself. But now it's (hypnotic effect) gone."

Totally agree with that. Do you get it? It means postgraduate life (or more specific : fast track postgraduate life). You don't know what have you done until the effect was gone. And after it's gone, you know that you need something else to make yourself forever being hypnotized, so that you won't feel anything. You feel nothing but trying to finish it as soon as possible.

Is that what you want, self? Or it shouldn't be but whatever happens, you keep doing it? Yep, need my heroine. You thought it as drugs or heroes, whatever. I choose for still being hypnotized.

p.s. Haven't decide the life path. December is the deadline. The priority keep changing, while people come and go.