Habit

HELLO


How's going ?
This is the end of January, 1 month after the new year, but what I've done ?


Well, lately I often posts on my Tumblr site rather than here, so I'm sorry.
I promised you before, I'll write about my random thought here, so here it is.


Habit.
Yeah, that word really blocked my way for doing the normal things in a relationship.
Some experiences from the past is greatly affect my attitude for doing this things which is I used to act like didn't care with anything happened, automatically make a gap between me and the person, etc
Why I'm doing that stupid things ? Because I want to get away from the person (I don't have any exhilarating experience on this)
That's effective and easy to get over it.
But the problem is, it's totally affect me NOW in the different condition because this time I was in unconscious state - want to get along with this person.
and like you guess, here comes the problem.


Even it was clearly done, but I'm worry about the next time if this habit is coming up and make it worse (please don't).
Well, I'm trying to change it and the reason is just for that person. That's it.


This post is cheesy. Uhm man, this is not my style after all. If it's not because that captious person, I won't ever write it.


p.s. You get my words on this

Deadline Everywhere

HELLO

So this year is gonna be awesome.. with deadlines.

They said, this will be a hard semester for STI people. Oh dear academic, why you're so amusing.

The semester haven't begin yet, but whenever I check my email, messages, messenger, and other social networking site, it always be a new task to do as soon as possible wheter the previous haven't completed yet.

bla bla bla bla...blah.

...Man, what am I said just now ?

That sounds pathetic, Dyah Diwasasri.

You look totally weak just now. Where is your spirit ?

Don't ever say a complain !

This is your responsibility, do it with your best you can do.

Cheer up yourself, you have your own high kick.

What, looks strange to see someone talking to themselves ?

Then familiarize it.

High kick,

p.s. what are you looking for ? Do it, if you want.