hey you the 12th graders, GOOD LUCK !

HELLO !

i'm sure that all of you esp. for the 12th grade of highschool have already know about the important event coming next week (20/4 - 24/4), which is :

NATIONAL EXAMINATION 2009

for the moment, for our tryhardness, for our wishes and hopes.
let's try and pray for the best,
hope all of we could be 'GRADUATE' together this year. amin
we know we can !

i'm sorry for the mistakes that i did to you. let's fight together !
so, GOOD LUCK y'all !

p.s. pray for me too ! hehe. let's pray and try together ! fight !

a fresh start for something new

HELLO !

hello hello and hello !
back again with my cheering side here. hehe
this week was make me tired because i can't reflect my real smile in front of the reality.
because of that, i often reflect my stumbled face around of you.
i'm sorry for you who also felt it. hehe
guess why ?
i think you've know about it.
simply reason for adolescent like us, what again if it isn't about love ?
ckckck. so klise, huh ?

start from yesterday, i decide to start something new.
the past problem was over, i got his apologize and we're still okay until now (but with different condition) :)
it's okay, it's okay.
i'm relief for it.

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Today is a BIG DAY.
Indonesia Election 2009 !
me, as a new 17th person, it is the first time to participate in an election.
wow. i'm proud of it !
you know, don't until you didn't participate in this election because one vote decide the next Indonesia Future !
for you who choose as 'a straight group' or we called 'GOLPUT', i'm not in the same way of you.
don't misspent your right ! don't be afraid for participate in politics !
see, it's for our future and don't follow your egoism for the election.
support by participate on it ! :)

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some people asked me, why this blog must be wrote on English Language not in Indonesian Language ?
i'll answer it on the next post.
so, just keep watching, okay.
see yaa don't miss yaa !

p.s. i get my spirit back ! i'm ready to start something new ! hehe

a letter to say goodbye

remember that day,
we decided not to begin.
and then we go.

remember that day,
we met, we shared.
we get along with the time.
without anything tied up.

remember that day,
this happiness comes out everyday.
more and more because of you.
but i'm afraid i can't patch for it.

remember that day,
it was the time for rarely.
and i'm here feel so lonely.

so the game played,
you disappear, so did I.
you got the highest point.
you went, your pics, your happiness with her.
how come i tease them ?
then i know this game has already end.

i mustn't be cry, i mustn't be down, i mustn't be stumbled.
because i know it would be happened.
thank you for the days.
i ever falling for you and i won't regret for it.
congratulations.
may you get your pleasure with her.
and i'm here just see and give my smile for you.

i write on a piece of paper,
i write a letter for you.
a letter to say goodbye.


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p.s. hope you get your best, i'm sorry and thank you for the days !
yeah, i'm brokenheart again. congratulations to me.

between 'looking' and 'seeing'

HELLO

'Maybe you were looking at but you weren't really seeing.'
Sam Montgomery - A Cinderella Story (2004)

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have you ever heard that quote ?
no ? okay.
just read my short passage, er-i know it's nonsense, but i just want to write it.

about the difference between 'looking' and 'seeing'.
at a glance, it have same meaning.
but, sure, it's not.

look at, looking at = to use the eyes to see.
see, seeing = to perceive with the eyes.
(taken from American Heritage Dictionary)

that's mean,
'seeing' means 'looking', but 'looking at' doesn't mean 'seeing'.
for me, seeing have deeper meaning.
so, what's the matter ?

last night i was called by someone and he protested why i look like purposely didn't want to look at him.
i said,

" really ? sorry, i didn't mean anything. "

" i saw you ever looked at me clearly, but you avoid it. "

" i avoid you ? "

" yes. "


...when ?

i know i have a bad sight, but is it that bad ?
then i remembered that quote :
'Maybe you were looking at but you weren't really seeing.'
as i thought, i almost looking someone around just for a glance,and i think that's doesn't matter, but i get wrong.
i want to fixed it, means 'i try to see, not just look at. '

looking at someone is good, but it's better if you really seeing it.

do you got it ?

p.s. inspired by 'On A Day Just Like This' by Pee Wee Gaskins

Top 3 Album I currently listening

HELLO

what music you currently listening when you're study ?
i place this top 3 album that i love most.
for me, studying & listening to their music is PERFECT COMBINATION.
here they are : (not in alphabetical orders)

VIERRA

newcomer power pop band in Indonesia with it personals : Kevin Aprilio (keyboard), Widy Nichlany (Vocal), Raka Cyril (Guitar) and Satrianda (Drum) just launched their first album titled 'My First Love' with hit single 'Dengarkan Curhatku'.

I love all the song in here, easy listening, simple lyrics, good aransement, and its soooo adolescent ! :)
Beside that, i'm a fan of Raka Cyril Damar - Guitarist (since he was still in Killing Me Inside until now in Vierra ) that makes me love this band more.

PEE WEE GASKINS

Surely for sure !
I extremely LOVE this band !
their first debut album 'The Sophomore' is perfectly great !
They are : Dochi (vocal/guitar), Sansan (vocal/guitar), Omo (synth), Aldykumis (drum), and Eye (bass).
I'm a BIG FAN of Dochi (Alditsa Sadega) since he's still on his side project 'Ihcod Agedas'-or known as 'Kids on a Rocket Ride'- until he is in Peskins.
great songs, cool personals. what's the less ?

SECONDHAND SERENADE

no more comments in here.
John doing great on his songs.
acoustic guitar for dominant makes me enjoy and relax for a moment.

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So, eh-that's my TOP 3 ALBUM this month for studying. hehe
and what's yours ?
get your CD's and play on !

cheers bby, cheers :)

p.s. there is one month to National Exams !

rainbow in my head & hand

HELLO

back to picco-posting here. 
taken on 21th January 2009 evening, at my room.
no modificated in this pictures, it's real. 
i just took its pictures as you see below,
yeah, it's rainbow.
and it's come to my room by window.
such an awesome thing to retell.

rainbow in my hand..

..rainbow in my head..

..and beautiful sunset.

isn't it beautiful ?
great pleasure to Allah SWT who create this awesome nature craves.

i love rainbow.
because myth said that there is a treasure in the end of it.
won't you agree ? :P
tell me about it,

so, I'll get you another post.
see ya !

p.s. i'm full of food named martabak ! burrp.

i want to tear something

HELLO

hours, days, months.
looking back your memories and throw all the things inside.
with the gloomy eyes, i want to hear the real.
drink the tears and break the things fallen apart.
spread the regret and burry the sins.
for many times i've said it clearly,

i have no right and duty.

so what's the grants ?
may i ?
should i ?
could i ?

tell me,
why we should stay ?
should us ?
feel like tied it back, but we don't have.
i don't have.
yes, you shouldn't.
or maybe wouldn't ?

set you free.
would it be the right or i will be regret then ?
i don't want to be dominated by my own ego.
maybe this is the time you get your own life.
without any invisible rules that trapped you.
without any duty to feel like watched over by me.
without anything related to me.
is this the best choice ?
fool, i don't know.

this is not my surrender.
because i wrote it not in regret notes.
and what i want to do now is..

i want to tear something
right now.

p.s. just a little notes outta my mind.

yearbook photosession

HELLO

my class yearbook photosession is extremelly AWESOME ! :)

a lil' bit tired but i've got its drawback.

i love seeing them enjoy this moment, i love our togetherness.

i love love love youuu my padepokan :)

p.s. full story ? i'll tell you later, bby !

keep your spirit reachin' your soul !

HELLO

great time to have you here,

from yesterday i've tried to post until 3 times but all failed :(

fyi, last week i was busy of study for simak ui.

and now, this week, i'm busy of my class yearbook photosession.

geeez.

spill out for a second, my class yearbook theme is TV SHOW.

the photosession will be hold in next Sunday and Monday.

i think it would be great and i can't wait for it ! hahaha

that's the one which can make me happy now, or refresh for the other word.

maybe i would upload the photos in here, so just wait for it !

then,

almost my friends in school still busy to prepare um undip that will be hold 1 week again.

the euphoria haven't comin' up yet, but i predict, start from next week (monday) it will come.

so, especially for my friends who will have um undip next week,

keep your spirit reachin' your soul !

i know YOU CAN !

do the best for the best result, don't forget to pray and close yourself to Allah SWT.

fight o' fight ! :)

so, yeah i think i should pick up my mom in airport now.

she's comin' ! hehe

see yaa, don't miss yaa.

p.s. i think i got slept earlier from day to day (start from 8 p.m) that's incredible. haha

be ready ?

HELLO

still in progress to reach the dreams,

still in progress to get one step closer to the goal,

fight for us to face SIMAK UI 2009 !

pray for the best result, amin.