HELLO
It's 02:00 a.m
I woke up because of the call about 2 hours ago and just let myself to wide awake up to now.
So, what kind of nonsense talk do you want to hear?
You know, whenever I wrote in here, I wrote to myself. I don't tend myself to write what to inspire others like people at my age normally wrote.
This kind of trash talk helps me a lot to make time for me --things that mostly forgotten because you're deeply drown with another 'priority' activities such as work, tasks, social life, etc.
When you're in the mode of getting a chance to set up your future turbulence, there's 100% possibility that you feel like you lost and had preference to go nowhere.
That's called, you've been spoiled by the guilty pleasure called comfort zone.
Somehow you feel burdened to step forward, although you're really want it. So, you keep staying there like a dead old fish. The perfect plan with bunch of alternatives you've made won't work if you're not throwing yourself into the water. You're not that weak to be called yourself as a coward, so just jump in it. Feel the dynamics, that's how the world works.
And never thought that you're gonna be alone to face it out. You've got people on your back, you've got God too. Throw away your dignity and ask them some support, if you need it. Don't act like you're the most independent person in the whole world. Hey, you're not superwoman... and it's absolutely okay to feel the need from others. You're not troublesome, you're just doing what's common for human.
So, why you still feel worried too much?
Release the tense on your shoulders.
It's gonna be okay my dear.. you're not that weak.
Enjoy the turbulence!
p.s. Got myself some chocolate milk and I'm good to go to bed. Sleep well, fellas!
It's 02:00 a.m
I woke up because of the call about 2 hours ago and just let myself to wide awake up to now.
So, what kind of nonsense talk do you want to hear?
You know, whenever I wrote in here, I wrote to myself. I don't tend myself to write what to inspire others like people at my age normally wrote.
This kind of trash talk helps me a lot to make time for me --things that mostly forgotten because you're deeply drown with another 'priority' activities such as work, tasks, social life, etc.
When you're in the mode of getting a chance to set up your future turbulence, there's 100% possibility that you feel like you lost and had preference to go nowhere.
That's called, you've been spoiled by the guilty pleasure called comfort zone.
Somehow you feel burdened to step forward, although you're really want it. So, you keep staying there like a dead old fish. The perfect plan with bunch of alternatives you've made won't work if you're not throwing yourself into the water. You're not that weak to be called yourself as a coward, so just jump in it. Feel the dynamics, that's how the world works.
And never thought that you're gonna be alone to face it out. You've got people on your back, you've got God too. Throw away your dignity and ask them some support, if you need it. Don't act like you're the most independent person in the whole world. Hey, you're not superwoman... and it's absolutely okay to feel the need from others. You're not troublesome, you're just doing what's common for human.
So, why you still feel worried too much?
Stranger than your sympathy
And this is my apology
I'm killing myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out
And I wished for things that I don't need (all I wanted)
And what I chase won't set me free (it's all I wanted)
And I get scared but I'm not crawlin' on my knees
Oh, yeah
Everything's all wrong
Everything's all wrong
Where the hell did I think I was?
And stranger than your sympathy
I take these things, so I don't feel
I'm killing myself from the inside out
And now my head's been filled with doubt
It's hard to lead the life you choose (all I wanted)
And all your luck's run out on you (all I wanted)
And you can't see when all your dreams are coming true
Oh, yeah
It's easy to forget
When you choke on the regrets
Who the hell did I think I was?
(Symphaty - Goo Goo Dolls)
***
Release the tense on your shoulders.
It's gonna be okay my dear.. you're not that weak.
Enjoy the turbulence!
p.s. Got myself some chocolate milk and I'm good to go to bed. Sleep well, fellas!
