First,
I miss writing.
Sorry for let you cold, bloogy. There's some reason why I didn't write here for a long time.
Some of its content isn't for publicity.
Second,
Guess I need to get out from this self-conflict.
How long you could restrain it?
You don't have to restrain it for the others' desire.
You deserve to get your freedom, your own freedom.
Third,
I need my heroin.
And the heroin is courage.
And the courage is still being restrained.
And that's why I miss writing.
p.s. Maybe, just maybe, running away has many new names today. -NH
