I'll eat that word : Tired

HELLO

So I left you cold again, bloogy.
And I haven't wrote here and that last September 29th was my 19th birthday.
Do I look old already ? I hope not.
But It was amazing, the best birthday bash I got from one to another one, I blessed for having them around. Thank you sooo much!

So, what I want to share in here is about TIRED.
That kind of word that always haunted me everyday which is fulfilled by many routine and random activities beside college thingy.
You're right, now I'm doing GPMB practices and TC (Training Camp), PINKA 2010, handling Home Tournament HMIF 2010 as organizer and player in some of divisions, handling graduation night and the parade as performer (one thing that looks similiar is : I train some boys for a performance).
That's not includes Tubes, UTS, and many more.

My activities above is just an example.
What I'm feeling the most is : Tired.
You wanna scream like, "I need a break!" or " Please, would you let me cut it off for just one day?", etc
Exhausted.

The thing that I didn't like is when someone that haven't many activities like we do said, " Aaah I'm tired! I wanna sleep!" or "I wanna go home asap, I'm tired, I haven't studying and doing homeworks!" or "I'm tired, I want to study for the exam tommorow" and bla - bla - bla - the other blah.

It's like, "Helloooo what are you doing ? Did you know what I'm doing ? And you keep saying those word ? Tired ?"
Wondering that they were in our position is like..never happened.
What would they said ? "I'm die" ?
Geez I hate it.

So what I want to get through this is, don't until thos word 'tired' eventually said everytime you doing something.
Did you know that it's just the same that you've just drowned your spirit yourself by saying that.

Eat that word!
Don't ever say 'Tired' before you're really feel it and your body can't handle it.
Believe me, that word just a negative sugestion for you, especially procrastinator.

p.s. Just take care of your health, the one who know your condition is yourself.