Something strange happens

HELLO

What will you say when something strange happens inside of you?
You do not know why it happened and you just told this to one person you've never told before.

Strange and weird.
and I do not know why I write this.

Why so strange.

Today Flavour in Tumblr

HELLO

So finally I publish my tumblr site
  • Today Flavour in Tumblr

  • I have it since a long time ago, first I use it as a secret trash but some people found it, so yeah like this.
    I wrote in another style, which is in informal language and not all wrote in English.
    The concept still the same with this blog, Today Flavour.
    But the Flavour contains my daily life, silly things, and love life (-eh?).
    Wheter in here, I use English and wrote my random thought about anything.

    So if you have time, you can have some tea too there.
    Catch you later ! :)

    p.s. This blog still the best, you've accompany me for about 3 years. Big hugs :)

    Hello, I Miss You.

    HELLO


    Just miss them, just that.












    Great tone colour


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    Thank you for Arini who had photographed and edited this picture and Andhika who took mine.
    The colour tone was just great :)





    Continue or Stop ?

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    Well, glory to see you again with the random things that haunted me for about this week.
    Tommorow is Idul Adha and I really want to go home and meet my family.
    But maybe, this is not the time :(

    "Continue or Stop ?"
    That's a usual question when you have to make a decision.
    Let's make an anology.

    If you continue, you'll ruin the friendship and relationship in the future, but you'll feel relieved whatever the outcome.
    If you stop, we are going to bear it alone, enduring feelings and regret, but there won't be a big risk for the relationship.

    What to choose - Continue or stop ?
    Call me a risk taker for the continue choice.
    Call me a coward for the stop.
    And I might be inclined to stop.

    What will you choose ?

    p.s. I hate you, the coward side.


    Boyfriend(s) for our dream

    HELLO

    I'm sorry September, these things are my boyfriends until December.
    Pray us for the best.
    For our dream, GPMB 2010.


    p.s. one more month, wish us luck !

    Arak - arakan Wisuda HMIF Oktober 2010

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    Here some snapshots from the past Arak - arakan Wisuda HMIF Oktober 2010
    The theme is : Phantom of The Opera
    And we performed Live street drama, Marching Band, Stick dance by boys, Girl Dance and Couple dance.
    Happy Graduation :)























    I'll try to be as neutral as possible

    HELLO

    Meet the first of the gloomy night in the November, fortunately tonight the rain doesn't come.
    What I'm doing ? What are you doing ?
    I'm doing nothing. Do you ?
    Just like the old habbit, randomly post in the middle of night or maybe in the early morning.
    Taking a break from my routine activities and tasks which is being postponed.
    What should I wrote now ?

    The playlist always know what's the condition now.
    Maybe it's a 2 in 1, music playlist and mind-reader.
    Skip that thing.

    So, I'm concerned with a people and I give him more attention than others.
    But yesterday, I'm just being ignored and it encourages my ego to get away as far as possible.
    My self-esteem and prestige are the winners.
    It's like jump and fall.
    So now, I set myself to look like nothing happened.
    I attempted not to look care with him.
    I'll try to be as neutral as possible.
    It's the time to use my speciality : a thousand masks for covering my expressions and attitudes
    and expect everything to be forgotten.

    p.s. This is hard but not impossible


    if the feeling does not change, then what's the point of time?

    HELLO

    Welcome, hectic month, November.
    For the next 30 days, I'll practice everyday for GPMB.
    Wish everything okay like my mom said, " Take care of your HEALTH and HEALTH and HEALTH! " You could hear that everytime if your mom were a doctor.

    So, what's so special ?
    No, I think. Maybe just a bit sound of cliche so that you'll be a little bored for hearing it.
    Talking about the change of feeling, what do you feel now ?
    Falling In Love ? Sad ? Regret ? Mad ? Mixed ? or you don't know what you feel ?
    Any words that describe your feeling now is just a word.
    You won't know until its change.

    What I want to share now is, when you have a different feeling for someone - I don't know if it's included in the category of 'Fall in love' or not- and you're totally sure that he/she is the one and only that you would care about.
    Or just like this,

    Someday you're totally sure that you've crush on him/her
    As the time goes on, you never get the response back.
    And at that time, a new person comes into your life.
    When you realize, you didn't feel anything again to your past crush.
    Your feelings have changed.
    But that time, that person from the past give the late response back to you.
    Now you have two choices.

    In this time, we'll say "Why should it now ? Why not sooner ?"
    We like to blame time of the changes in our feelings at that time.
    Well then,
    "If the feeling doesn't change, then what's the point of time ?"

    p.s. Maybe I should stop to pay attention to you


    I'll eat that word : Tired

    HELLO

    So I left you cold again, bloogy.
    And I haven't wrote here and that last September 29th was my 19th birthday.
    Do I look old already ? I hope not.
    But It was amazing, the best birthday bash I got from one to another one, I blessed for having them around. Thank you sooo much!

    So, what I want to share in here is about TIRED.
    That kind of word that always haunted me everyday which is fulfilled by many routine and random activities beside college thingy.
    You're right, now I'm doing GPMB practices and TC (Training Camp), PINKA 2010, handling Home Tournament HMIF 2010 as organizer and player in some of divisions, handling graduation night and the parade as performer (one thing that looks similiar is : I train some boys for a performance).
    That's not includes Tubes, UTS, and many more.

    My activities above is just an example.
    What I'm feeling the most is : Tired.
    You wanna scream like, "I need a break!" or " Please, would you let me cut it off for just one day?", etc
    Exhausted.

    The thing that I didn't like is when someone that haven't many activities like we do said, " Aaah I'm tired! I wanna sleep!" or "I wanna go home asap, I'm tired, I haven't studying and doing homeworks!" or "I'm tired, I want to study for the exam tommorow" and bla - bla - bla - the other blah.

    It's like, "Helloooo what are you doing ? Did you know what I'm doing ? And you keep saying those word ? Tired ?"
    Wondering that they were in our position is like..never happened.
    What would they said ? "I'm die" ?
    Geez I hate it.

    So what I want to get through this is, don't until thos word 'tired' eventually said everytime you doing something.
    Did you know that it's just the same that you've just drowned your spirit yourself by saying that.

    Eat that word!
    Don't ever say 'Tired' before you're really feel it and your body can't handle it.
    Believe me, that word just a negative sugestion for you, especially procrastinator.

    p.s. Just take care of your health, the one who know your condition is yourself.