So it was awesome. Glad to have family, best friends, and friends like them :)
It wasn't about 1 to 2, or 2 to 3.
It is about our step in life. Live your life.
So it was awesome
HELLO
So it was awesome. Glad to have family, best friends, and friends like them :)
It wasn't about 1 to 2, or 2 to 3.
It is about our step in life. Live your life.
So it was awesome. Glad to have family, best friends, and friends like them :)
It wasn't about 1 to 2, or 2 to 3.
It is about our step in life. Live your life.
Unconscious
HELLO
Well, it's been a long time since my last writing. Are you feeling well, bloogy?
Now I'm waiting for the next class then I remember you.
Just a random think.
Which one you prefer to choose? You being rude to others just for once then you free OR you sink forever in guilty and no one will be hurt (except you).
If I could, I want to let it go. But it's not as easy when you said, "Please, let me go." then it's over? No. Not that easy.
Force your self not to claim your reality is the same when you said, "No, I don't like it," or "No, it won't be." while you've already know the truth.
Keeping your mind by yourself isn't that easy, sometimes you want to share it but that's mean you've ready to crush it all.
So, who's better to be hurt?
No one? What a cliche.
Please don't just stay in your imagination that everything will be all right forever. Yes, I ever said that line, but for this condition, no, it won't be all right.
So, what I said just now? Wow I wrote it unconsciously.
Forget it, my class is about to start now.
It's not about what you get but what you give.
HELLO
So, I'm back again. Miss me bloogy?
Like I said before that during last summer I've been somewhere doin'' some project for about almost 7 weeks. Where? Somewhere.
Life changing experience, my turning point, amazing, unforgetable moment, etc etc etc like all Exchange Participant always said when they were asking by people about their internship.
Me? Well, actually it's not a big different with it. But I can't write all my experiences here because I don't know how to write it all -haha.
I remember the time when I asked by her about what kind of things that I expected from my internship. It was about 4 months ago in the early morning at 3 a.m.
Just a line, "It's not about what you get but what you give."
I keep on that words during my time here because you'll never know what will you get and sometimes everything's happens below your expectations.
First time is always hard but later it won't be.
I give my best, I never think that did I get things in the same amount with what I give to them.
And by keeping that line in mind, I get more than I give.
I said that line too in candle ceremony, and one of my children said that, "I'll keep your words in my mind so that I won't forget you. Spokkoi nochi (Have a nice dream)." then she hug and kiss me before she went to the bed.
Just a little thing but I was very happy and touched..
Many things happened behind this special line, special for me.
But time's out, I need to sleep first because I think my eyes don't want to have a deal now.
So, until next time.
p.s. Neutral, I think.
So, I'm back again. Miss me bloogy?
Like I said before that during last summer I've been somewhere doin'' some project for about almost 7 weeks. Where? Somewhere.
Life changing experience, my turning point, amazing, unforgetable moment, etc etc etc like all Exchange Participant always said when they were asking by people about their internship.
Me? Well, actually it's not a big different with it. But I can't write all my experiences here because I don't know how to write it all -haha.
I remember the time when I asked by her about what kind of things that I expected from my internship. It was about 4 months ago in the early morning at 3 a.m.
Just a line, "It's not about what you get but what you give."
I keep on that words during my time here because you'll never know what will you get and sometimes everything's happens below your expectations.
First time is always hard but later it won't be.
I give my best, I never think that did I get things in the same amount with what I give to them.
And by keeping that line in mind, I get more than I give.
I said that line too in candle ceremony, and one of my children said that, "I'll keep your words in my mind so that I won't forget you. Spokkoi nochi (Have a nice dream)." then she hug and kiss me before she went to the bed.
Just a little thing but I was very happy and touched..
Many things happened behind this special line, special for me.
But time's out, I need to sleep first because I think my eyes don't want to have a deal now.
So, until next time.
p.s. Neutral, I think.
News from here
HELLO
So it almost 3 weeks I'm in here. I have a trouble with internet connection because there's no internet connection AT ALL in the camp so today is my last day for having it before I'm going back there this evening.
I'm doing great here. I can't write too much because of the limited time. Here some pictures :
I left my hometown on 17 June 2011. Now it's better because my mom sent me a lot of pictures about her condition now :) I'm sooo glad because I left her right after the operation.
Well, I'll write again in the end of July. Wish me luck.
Russia is great, also the people inside.
So it almost 3 weeks I'm in here. I have a trouble with internet connection because there's no internet connection AT ALL in the camp so today is my last day for having it before I'm going back there this evening.
I'm doing great here. I can't write too much because of the limited time. Here some pictures :
I left my hometown on 17 June 2011. Now it's better because my mom sent me a lot of pictures about her condition now :) I'm sooo glad because I left her right after the operation.
Well, I'll write again in the end of July. Wish me luck.
Russia is great, also the people inside.
How to call it ?
HELLO
"It's better for doing stupidity like this than pretending not to care each other."
nice quote.
"It's better for doing stupidity like this than pretending not to care each other."
nice quote.
I'm not sure
HELLO
What would you do when you need somebody to talk but you are not sure about the people around you ? Even though that people is your relatives or someone who is close to you ?
Now I'm handle it myself and have no intention to talk about it again.
No, I don't need the words "Sorry.." or "I'm sorry to hear that," or "Hey, wanna going somewhere to release your stress ?" or "Oh come on, keep up your spirit !"
All I need is just, "Everything's okay, don't worry."
And that's should be happened.
p.s. I'm sorry for using a lot of tissue paper today :'(
What would you do when you need somebody to talk but you are not sure about the people around you ? Even though that people is your relatives or someone who is close to you ?
Now I'm handle it myself and have no intention to talk about it again.
No, I don't need the words "Sorry.." or "I'm sorry to hear that," or "Hey, wanna going somewhere to release your stress ?" or "Oh come on, keep up your spirit !"
All I need is just, "Everything's okay, don't worry."
And that's should be happened.
p.s. I'm sorry for using a lot of tissue paper today :'(
A quote
HELLO
"If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one, because if you really loved the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second."
-Johnny Deep
Quoting a favourite quote by one of my friend, Agastia Cestyakara when we had a random night with 2 others. The quotation doesn't describe my condition now but we like that quote because that's totally true.
Don't you agree ?
"If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one, because if you really loved the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second."
-Johnny Deep
Quoting a favourite quote by one of my friend, Agastia Cestyakara when we had a random night with 2 others. The quotation doesn't describe my condition now but we like that quote because that's totally true.
Don't you agree ?
Don't be naive
HELLO
Today a got a new lesson for not being too naive with the other people, especially new people that you've just met.
Not all the people are like what you think.
People aren't forever doing the tolerance, kindness, or respect with others.
I talk about diversity, not about diversity in racist, religions, customs, or traditions.
Diversity of personality.
I don't mean that you must be prejudiced whenever you've just acquainted with new people, but don't lean on them easily.
Bound your self first until you think that this is the right time for release the boundary.
Don't be naive, not all the people like what you think, whether it's positive or negative.
That's all.
p.s. Writing you on my Black List ? No, I don't have any. I'm not like someone who is writing people's name so easily on his blacklist
Today a got a new lesson for not being too naive with the other people, especially new people that you've just met.
Not all the people are like what you think.
People aren't forever doing the tolerance, kindness, or respect with others.
I talk about diversity, not about diversity in racist, religions, customs, or traditions.
Diversity of personality.
I don't mean that you must be prejudiced whenever you've just acquainted with new people, but don't lean on them easily.
Bound your self first until you think that this is the right time for release the boundary.
Don't be naive, not all the people like what you think, whether it's positive or negative.
That's all.
p.s. Writing you on my Black List ? No, I don't have any. I'm not like someone who is writing people's name so easily on his blacklist
It's not always like what it seem
HELLO
It's is 00.51 a.m and this is a random post between the hectic time of tasks,
I rest my eyes for a moment and I found it.
Maybe some people doubted about our relationship, but it's not always like what it seem.
Well, you know what I mean, I'm not expert in making words.
ps. this pic taken by ucup on February 17th 2011 after TC IOMBC, it use for backdrop.
