Two events on the same time. I should try to seek another opportunities.
September should be here, but..
HELLO!
As you know that now I'm famously known as the one who always neglects her blog and keep saying "Sorry I left you cold," all over the time. Yeah, you can burst your laugh for now, bloogy. But only once. One of the stupid thing that I did is, I missed September. Hello, I missed June and July already and now I missed September (which is one of my favorite month) too? Yeah, burst your laugh again.
So, everything is going well. After my latest post about bachelor graduation, now I continue my master in the exactly same major and institute. Everyone is going study abroad and I'm still in here, hey wait- that doesn't really matter because after this hopefully I'll go abroad too. On July 2014 I'll finish my master and welcoming myself to the real world. Pray for me and I'll pray for you too!
On September 28 2013, one of my bestie, Aulia Dwi Nastiti was leaving Indonesia for the next 2 years. She took her master in Lyon, France. You know, she carried her carrier for cabin and it made her looks like turtle -_- I'll be missing you so much nduk. Good luck and see you when we see you :)
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p.s. September should be here, but.. it was here anyway, it doesn't go anywhere :)
Eat This Stupidity #7
HELLO
(August 7, 2013)
Happy grow older, grandma!
Welcome to the hell of 22, you got your golden ticket so why you are not taking a move? Don't copy the fatty kid for left his present stuck in the corner of the building forever.
Sincerely,
Us.
p.s. Anyway, did you notice that no more our self-picture for 'Eat this stupidity' episode? Well, we're going through it, but I haven't be able to post here because of our business (each of us) is some kind of different now. Time flies, he said, but stupidity won't ever get old. And wow, it's a long p.s.!
(August 7, 2013)
Happy grow older, grandma!
Welcome to the hell of 22, you got your golden ticket so why you are not taking a move? Don't copy the fatty kid for left his present stuck in the corner of the building forever.
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| We're growing up, but stupidity wont ever get old. |
Sincerely,
Us.
p.s. Anyway, did you notice that no more our self-picture for 'Eat this stupidity' episode? Well, we're going through it, but I haven't be able to post here because of our business (each of us) is some kind of different now. Time flies, he said, but stupidity won't ever get old. And wow, it's a long p.s.!
Here we are, Graduation!
HELLO!
By the beginning of August, I just realized that I left you hanging more than 2 months. I missed June and July. Deeply sorry about that, dear bloogy. You know what happened, you know the reason why I should left you cold. June and July 2013 probably has some historical moments for me.
5 June 2013.
It was my thesis defense. Uncountable sleepless night to stake it with so much despair, howl, and worry. But it was running smoothly on the D-day. Relieved, that's the word. Alhamdulillah :)
13 July 2013.
It was my graduation day. That day was mine. Never imagine that I've been college student for about 4 years. People right, time flies and sometimes we never realized. One of my happiest day ever. Family, best friends, and friends give their time to enliven the day. Is there any reason not to be grateful for this kind of happiness? Grateful, that's the word. Alhamdulillah :)
Is that it? No. Not this questions.
"What will you do after graduate? Are you sure about that?"
And after that, just like the post-graduate syndrome, I have a safe-cliche-answer called "I took fast track magister program. No, not study abroad. I'm still here." Hey, I've already make my 60 years life map, but there is fear inside my head. Combination of unsatisfaction, worry, disappointed, anger, and shame. "I'm not really sure."
"What makes you different?"
I could start babbling about something unique or something that differs me from others like my experience, my skills, my ability, bla-bla-bla. But actually the real answer inside my head is, "No, Sir. I still don't know yet."
"Are you deserve this?"
Graduation because of my thesis or graduation because of what I've done this past 4 years? Both of it has the same answer, "No. Not for now," because I still have a lot of works to prove the world that I really deserves it. Graduation is not only for formality.
Well, that was the haver that stuck in my frontal lobe. Like I said, post-graduate syndrome. You'll understand when you experienced it. For the nicely done finishing I would say uncountable thanks for all of you who comes, greet, giving appreciation, and enlighten the day. The day was mine, next is yours! Here is some snapshots.
By the beginning of August, I just realized that I left you hanging more than 2 months. I missed June and July. Deeply sorry about that, dear bloogy. You know what happened, you know the reason why I should left you cold. June and July 2013 probably has some historical moments for me.
5 June 2013.
It was my thesis defense. Uncountable sleepless night to stake it with so much despair, howl, and worry. But it was running smoothly on the D-day. Relieved, that's the word. Alhamdulillah :)
13 July 2013.
It was my graduation day. That day was mine. Never imagine that I've been college student for about 4 years. People right, time flies and sometimes we never realized. One of my happiest day ever. Family, best friends, and friends give their time to enliven the day. Is there any reason not to be grateful for this kind of happiness? Grateful, that's the word. Alhamdulillah :)
Is that it? No. Not this questions.
"What will you do after graduate? Are you sure about that?"
And after that, just like the post-graduate syndrome, I have a safe-cliche-answer called "I took fast track magister program. No, not study abroad. I'm still here." Hey, I've already make my 60 years life map, but there is fear inside my head. Combination of unsatisfaction, worry, disappointed, anger, and shame. "I'm not really sure."
"What makes you different?"
I could start babbling about something unique or something that differs me from others like my experience, my skills, my ability, bla-bla-bla. But actually the real answer inside my head is, "No, Sir. I still don't know yet."
"Are you deserve this?"
Graduation because of my thesis or graduation because of what I've done this past 4 years? Both of it has the same answer, "No. Not for now," because I still have a lot of works to prove the world that I really deserves it. Graduation is not only for formality.
Well, that was the haver that stuck in my frontal lobe. Like I said, post-graduate syndrome. You'll understand when you experienced it. For the nicely done finishing I would say uncountable thanks for all of you who comes, greet, giving appreciation, and enlighten the day. The day was mine, next is yours! Here is some snapshots.
That day was mine :)
p.s. Graduation is gratifiying, trust me :)
Lately, I drink coffee
HELLO
Lately, I drink coffee because I need to be awake.
I don't like coffee.
For me, coffee is just like soda and soda is just like alcohol. So I feel like I drink too much alcohol lately.
Dude, I think I'm drunk.
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I don't like coffee.
For me, coffee is just like soda and soda is just like alcohol. So I feel like I drink too much alcohol lately.
Dude, I think I'm drunk.
Personal Space
HELLO
Dear,
For some reason, I pull myself out of society. It's hardly to say that I've to do something I can't talk to so that I should take my step out from some circles. If you know me, I'm that kind of person who really concern about people's view towards me and even over-concern or over-thinking about it. Hence, when I feels like they won't think about it so much, I can slowly walk away. Beside, invisible is already glued on my back, so why do I even care?
After all, it just about a choice, a preference, a tendency, a prioritization. I can feel uncomfortable easily about something related to it, although it was just a joke. Therefore, it's better to avoid that kind of conversation and try to blew it away if it just happened. If you don't know about it yet, I'm telling you now, so it's clear.
Hey bloogy, do you know about the term "personal space" among people? Personal space is a region surrounding a person which they regard as psychologically theirs. That it is. In my case, that it is. It is inside the personal space so I just don't want to talk about it.
Just..don't.
p.s. Thank you for your understanding, bloogy. Guess I'm talking too much with a lot of bad grammar in here.
Dear,
For some reason, I pull myself out of society. It's hardly to say that I've to do something I can't talk to so that I should take my step out from some circles. If you know me, I'm that kind of person who really concern about people's view towards me and even over-concern or over-thinking about it. Hence, when I feels like they won't think about it so much, I can slowly walk away. Beside, invisible is already glued on my back, so why do I even care?
After all, it just about a choice, a preference, a tendency, a prioritization. I can feel uncomfortable easily about something related to it, although it was just a joke. Therefore, it's better to avoid that kind of conversation and try to blew it away if it just happened. If you don't know about it yet, I'm telling you now, so it's clear.
Just..don't.
p.s. Thank you for your understanding, bloogy. Guess I'm talking too much with a lot of bad grammar in here.
I jumped
HELLO
As person, sometimes we need to wash up our mind. Either we do it literally or essentially to redefine the boundary, to clean up the wound, and to getting somewhere of nowhere.
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| Self-picture taken with Aquapix |
So I jumped into the water.
Lack of Gratitude
HELLO
After having conversation with the other fighter, I smell 'lack of gratitude' inside it.
As we know that everybody has their-own-final-project-problems.
And it's same with life, you shouldn't positioning your self like you have the most troublesome final project ever. If you did, oh how less gratitude you people.. and how less gratitude I am.
Like what I've said to my self, just be grateful.
p.s. Less than 11 weeks before the D-Day, high kick!
After having conversation with the other fighter, I smell 'lack of gratitude' inside it.
As we know that everybody has their-own-final-project-problems.
And it's same with life, you shouldn't positioning your self like you have the most troublesome final project ever. If you did, oh how less gratitude you people.. and how less gratitude I am.
Like what I've said to my self, just be grateful.
p.s. Less than 11 weeks before the D-Day, high kick!
Lighten up!
HELLO
"What are you, in the army? Lighten up, little lady."
-NH
Who will forget that quotable mind-blowing after answering your question, "What are you up to?"
But thanks for it, at least we know that we should find the lightener by ourselves. And maybe there is something we realize, someone we talked to, or anything to done in minutes while we working on it on the past four years.
"Lighten up"
Now without 'the little lady' following behind. It was, but it just was. We grow anyway. At least, we can still have somebody-thing for lighten us up, for lighten me up, for lighten you up.
Well, good day people. Lighten up!
p.s Just lighten your self.
Night sunflower
HELLO
Sunflower in the night.
Lately people asked me about this pic. It was taken in Rooftop Garden, Paris Van Java Bandung.
Yes, there is sunflower spot there and yes, feel free to enter.
No, it's not blossom every single time and no, no kind of advertisement here.
Getting out from one circle and make yourself vulnerable is the compensation of letting yourself doing your big plan. Cut the unimportant things, do something faster, and concentrate better is your way to get it. Maybe of the skeptic act I've done to several things -and peeps. Maybe I need to reconstruct my self to be more discipline, more aware, and firmer. Maybe because of symphaty and the role of keeping the relation good between people.
Or maybe we just need to break between the super hectic time,
and maybe that's why there's the need of you.
p.s. It's comin', dude. Really.
Sunflower in the night.
Lately people asked me about this pic. It was taken in Rooftop Garden, Paris Van Java Bandung.
Yes, there is sunflower spot there and yes, feel free to enter.
No, it's not blossom every single time and no, no kind of advertisement here.
Getting out from one circle and make yourself vulnerable is the compensation of letting yourself doing your big plan. Cut the unimportant things, do something faster, and concentrate better is your way to get it. Maybe of the skeptic act I've done to several things -and peeps. Maybe I need to reconstruct my self to be more discipline, more aware, and firmer. Maybe because of symphaty and the role of keeping the relation good between people.
Or maybe we just need to break between the super hectic time,
and maybe that's why there's the need of you.
p.s. It's comin', dude. Really.
