fight 'till the last !

HELLO !

helloooo everybody, what's going on ? :D
long time no see, write, or just take a look in my bby bloggy. hehe
yes. after graduation day (100% graduate alhamdulillah) and had spent the best highschool prom nite ever (see my fb for the pics), 
i'm declined from social networking (facebook, blogging, ym, etc) for about 2-3 weeks.
because of the reason 'searching for the best future' is now begin, i must have leaved it for a while. hehe

about my big dream, itb. i'm still unfortunate on the entrance test last month, but it didn't make me down.
having itb as the first choice in SNMPTN, maybe some people could say 'how dare you ?' or
'nekat amat sih ?'

my bestie ever asked anyone about being optimistic or realistic ?
being optimistic to reach your big dream (even though it's very very HARD to realize it)
or being realistic ? choose the 'save choice' one, and postpone your big dream ?

at first, i said realistic, i choosed the save one.
then, it changed after my uncle had said " there is no different between optimistic and realistic, the most important is you still move on to the top and get your best. "
how can i forget something important like that ?

i want to dare my fortune once again, reach my dream and being optimistic.
i'll fight 'till the last !
no matter why, i just want to be relief.

whatever the result it is, wish me bring you a great story on the next post ! hhe
so, see ya next week :)

p.s. i really miss my highschool time. hiks ;(

4th June isn't always bad

HELLO

today is 4th of June.
this day make my memories returns to the past,
when it -unwillingness- happened the same situation which is : broken heart. (with different people.)

yeah, simple but sure.
i ever wrote the old story of
my 4th of June (just click the link), which is tell about my broken heart experiences, a year and two years ago.

040607 - ended with friendship until now, after a very very long time to forget it all. (you know who he is, my bestfriend until now.)
040608 - ended with fast break
and,
040609 - it haven't ended yet, because it's continue the 040608 afterwhile, but i don't know until when it would be lasted.


anyway,
after 040608 happened, i create my special quote which is 'BEING ALONE IS NOT TOO BAD' that becomes my favourite quote everywhere until now.
that words has made me think that " hey, you're okay if you're alone. don't be affraid. it isn't a must that you must be together with someone, right ? "

and then i thought,
i won't be the same happened again in the next year, in 4th of June 2009, 040609, today.
and it becomes true.
i can spend today with a little pieces of happiness, no matter what it is.
fortunately, i haven't broken heart yet, today.(hopefully not)
and it simply makes me create a special quote for today :


' 4th of JUNE IS NOT ALWAYS THAT BAD '

don't worry about your brolkenheart experiences, everyone ever feels it, okay.
don't affraid to feel broken heart, no matter the one who break the heart or the one whose heart is broken,
it's just a step to be mature.

see ya !

p.s. bad memories now replace with sweet memories.